the land of Neverland

am i living in the world of fantasy,

in the land of Neverland,

a make believe world.

where the skies are all dark purple with some dark blue-ish hint.

where money grows on tree.

where there are just smiles and never anger.

where everything always go as planned.

am i living in a world of fantasy.

or am i just pretending or hoping that i am.

for in real life,

i'm not.

and i

i'd run a mile,

i'd waltz a song.

but i don't even know if the journey would take a while,

nor would i know whether it's right or wrong.

what's love

what's love to you?

to me,

love's a gamble.

you take risks.

like putting one foot in fire,

you might end up having both feet in fire,

or the other way round.

it's a game of taking risks.

to me,

love's a wait,

and a hope that you somehow believe.

the period of wait is what love is.

you wait for long because of love.

and again,

it's like a gamble,

because you may be taking a risk,

not knowing how it will be eventually.

to me,

love is a gamble and and a wait.

how about you?

what is love to you?

notis.

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the sea, the ocean blue

you're like a sea.

a friend and a foe.

in times i need comfort,

the sight of you calms my mind.

the beauty of your waves,

and the light blue waters,

so serene.

your voice,
the music that you create,

a beautiful melody in my ears.

the splashes and the 'woooshhh'

just clears my mind,

able to leave a sorrow behind for a while.

but at times u'r an enemy,

your high tides takes them away,

you destroy them all,

you drown them all in your ocean of arms,

no sympathy at all.

you're a mystery,

not knowing what really lies beneath,

you cover it all with the deep sea,

thousands of feet,

shielding the ground below.

a vague sight from the surface.

you're everything at once,

the ocean blue,

that's what you are.

the journey

i couldn't see through wooden walls,

nor could i see through the distance afar.

i couldn't tell when the rain would fall,

nor could i stop the man-made war.

but i know i could take a deep breath,

and just let it all pass,
and cross my path,

for we are all sane enough to think,

so let it be.

''langit cerah ku renung,

  mendung kelabu.''

could you give me the wings to fly

i want to paint a smile on all their faces,

i want to brighten each heart,

i want to be a part of their lives,

i want to make their life meaningful.

but i guess im not a fairy that could appear at every moment,

nor am i a butterfly that's free to fly anywhere i want.

i still have to look left and right each time i go,

i still have to be careful each time i cross the road,

i couldn't do it all at once.