Saturday, September 25, 2010

true friends ~ the greatest treasures

some stay,
  some walkaway.

       friends are everywhere,
          but the true ones are rare.

               for staying with me throughout the years, thank you~
                  the world's greatest treasures are people like you.

crap

what is that on my face..
oh no, the 'jerawat' are comin.
crap.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

love them with all your heart, as you'll never know if you may lose them tomorow

i still remember the day i wanted to get mad at him because he was distruptive in class,
but the moment he opened his mouth i changed my mind, terus tak jadi nak marah,
because his voice was just too cute, soft husky voice.
the innocent type of voice that doesn't deserve to be scolded.
instead he made me and the whole class laugh because of his just so adorable and amusing jokes.
he is the type of kid who just adds up humour to a dull class.
he can just make anyone smile and laugh.
like any other form 1 student, he's just as chirpy and likes to play around - children's nature. :)
throughout his presence, he didn't really caused me alot of problems in class,
but i guess just recently, throughout the last few months and weeks, he became more and more noticable in class, like seeking for attention.

but now he's no longer in this world.
God loves him more as he was taken away from this world.
he passed away just a night before raya, 
because of a third stage leukemia,
they just found out about the disease during the last few weeks before he passed away.
such a test to his parents and family.
it was a shocking news to me,
as he never showed any of the symptoms in class.
as his class teacher,
the news left a big mark in my heart, 
i feel his lost.

to arwah Kamarudin bin Din,
semoga Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya,
semoga keluarga Allahyarham tenang menghadapi dugaan-Nya.
and my deepest apologies for all the wrongs i may have done-any words or actions that may have hurt, :(

*never forget to love, as you will never know when you are going to lose them*


A-Fatihah buat Allahyarham Kamaruddin bin Din

Monday, September 20, 2010

harmony

the world would be a better place to live in,
if we start thinking good about other people.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

happiness doesn't always come in a gift wrapped box

make my heart as strong as steel,
to face all the sorrow that i feel,

make my mind as calm as a sleeping baby,
so that i can always be happy.
sometimes i wonder,
do i deserve to become a teacher with an attitude like this?

Saturday, September 18, 2010

maybe

maybe i should stop swimming,
and just let the flow of river bring me where it want to.

Friday, September 17, 2010

drama

don't you think our life is just like a drama?
just that the episodes are for a lifetime long.

what was then will only be then

your life was once simple,
but you yourself made it complicated.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to all ~! :)

of all the wrong words being said,
of all the actions that may have hurt another soul,
an apologize from me,
from the bottom of my heart,
may we meet again,
another day. :)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

i quit putting sugar in the coffee

on a beautiful day like this,
you'd still want to put the grey clouds on my head.

on a beautiful day like this,
you'd still want to post me the glooms in a letter.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

25 Best Nutrition Secrets

25 Best Nutrition Secrets

i once dreamed to become a nutritionist, but i guess i was meant to become an educator instead.haha

Sunday, September 5, 2010

a you out there

each step i take,
i see a mirage of a you.

in every stream that flows,
there is a silhouette of a you.

even in the close of the eye,
there is an image of a you.

of every breathe i inhale,
there is a thought of a you.

in every line that's read,
there'll be a remembrance of you.

you're a name i can't erase.
you're a miracle, you're a legend.

Friday, September 3, 2010

the reason

the reason i do not say anything is because,
i just don't know what to say.

the reason i keep the silence is because,
i just don't have an answer just yet.

not my intentions to hurt for even a little bit,
but my heart just doesn't know what to say or do.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

when i just have nothing to do

raindrops knocking on my window.
lighting bolts surrounding the sky.
of taking the steps that have made me wallow,
and so i need nothing but to pacify.