Break the Silence

Assalamualaikum

It has been 1 year and two months since i last wrote in here.Sorry blog, for neglecting you :p.

Random has brought me back here. Thanks to randomness :).

Many things have happened within this long silence. A lot.

Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. Thank you Allah.

You are the best planner. Your plans are definitely the best.

Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

I guess i should end here today as tomorrow i need to wake up early for school. Planned to sleep an hour earlier. But yeah, here i am now. I hope i don't oversleep.

That's all for today.

More poems to come insyaAllah :).

Have a good night :)

Strength

Sit still.
Never for once let them make you fall.
Let them fly,
dance,
soar,
roar.
Never let it affect you a single bit.
To the solid ground you'll keep on standing.
Paint a red, a yellow
The blues would surely be gone.

Free

I'm afraid of walking a little too high
Cause you may eventually fall.
Don't float too near to the clouds
Cause there is no grip
No grasp to keep you afloat.
Walk freely
Let go

Scattered

Walk on the sand.
Feel the cool of its warmth.
Once in a while it'd be swept away by the ocean's waves.
Breathe the sweet scent,
Indulge in the serenity of its fragrance.
Let the hint of tender dance into the depths of your skin.
But also learn that some things don't last.
Like how the stars at night.
They shine for a while
And be gone when morning comes

2015

It was a tough year for me. I wouldn't lie. It was hard on me. There were times of a fall, a heartbreak or two. There were times that I'd been pushed, defeated, embarrassed, used, betrayed, crushed, hurt. I stumbled, I fell. I hit rock bottom. I learned to fall in love again just to fall out of it all over again. But I guess some things are just not meant to be. I know that every cloud has a silver lining and I believe that Allah has better plans for me. I learn to pick up the pieces, Alhamdulillah. Slowly, I'm rising once again. I learned the true meaning of friendship. People who are there through thick or thin. People who are meant to stay only for a while, and those who seem as if you'd known for a lifetime. I learned that some would choose to stay, while some would go and leave you behind. Appreciate the ones that are still there despite any weather. Thank you. The ones who go, I learn to let go, for you shall no longer carry a burden in the heart. Release and be free.

Despite tough days, there were also great ones. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for the blessings. For the wonderful family, beyond words could ever say. Alhamdulillah , I thank you Allah each day of my life for bringing them to me. And another addition to our family this year, Alhamdulillah :). May you always cherish our life in this world and the Hereafter.

2016, I wouldn't say much for now. Apart from, better days will come.
Have faith in Allah.
Amin :)

The Rainbow Breeze

Rainbows,
They do come,
But never did they say that they'd stay long.
When the rain goes,
Rainbows do come.
They shine,
To bright the skies,
Then they go.

As the breeze too,
A gush of cool,
It sends.
To give a warmth of a feel.
Calming a soul.
And when it has pass momentarily,
It goes.

Embrace the warmth,
The cool,
The shine,
As it passes by.
As it is only meant to be felt,
Momentarily.

Serenity

Learn to swim without a float,
Coz one day you'd have to let go of its support.

Learn to fly with your own wings,
As one day you'd have to let go of a grasp.

Learn to paint the skies a blue.
And learn that it'd never be a green.or yellow.or red.

Let the colors stay exactly where they are.
Don't sketch an unseen masterpiece.

Just breathe the air.
There is still an oxygen.
Two of 'em.
Indulge in its peace,
Serenity

Always have Allah in your heart, as He never fails you.

Have other people in your heart, and when they push you, you stumble, you fall.

Have faith in Allah only. He is enough for you.

future

I'd like to edit the past.
rewrite it,
into a better future.

ice

you will no longer see beneath the frozen waters,
the ice.
frozen cold.
you'd forget of the warmth that it were then.
but when the ice melts,
you'd see you the mirage of the view.
of the sweet serenity that it had brought.
to remind you of the warmth it had had,
before it had vanished.
but rather,
you'd let it freeze.
let the cold ice surface it.
and let it freeze for eternity.

still

so much of a time spent collecting sands,
by the beach.
but no matter how you try,
the sands still won't reduce.
it remains the same.

so much a time collecting the ocean waters in a pail.
with all your might you fill in each empty pail and waiting for it to be full.
but still,
as much as the pails may be filled,
the sea doesn't change a bit.

like collecting stars at night,
you reach,
but you won't gain.
no matter how far you spread your wings to fly.

so stand still.
and only feel the warmth of the breeze.
you need not move an each.
enjoy the cool wind that passes by.
breath if you need to,
smile if you want to.
let it only greet you by surprise.

beauty

even if the sun shines only for a short while,
it'd be enough
to see,
to feel
the soothing warmth
promising that good days do come.

and even if the rainbow appears only for a temporary moment,
it'd be sufficient
to send the message
to spread a light
of the serenity
that actually does exist

if you keep believing
and look at another side of the world

you'd see
you'd comprehend

that a beauty actually exists
a true warmth.

some people

some people,
they appear in your life,
just to remind you,
who you shall stay away from.

and some people,
they appear in your life,
just to remind you,
there are still nice people in this world.
sincere ones.

but when you're just about to slip,
don't fall just yet.
check the temperature.
the heat.
see if the coast is clear
and if the ground is smooth
before you resort to a fall.

because sometimes
it'd either soothe
or bounce you back

glanced

and when you glance at the stars,
do you give them the same look that you gave them from the other side of the world?

and when you dip your hands into the ocean's cool, is it the same touch as you felt on the seven seas?

and the suns, do they still shine the same way as how they shine on  the far end of the meadows?

are the shines as bright, the stars as shiny, the oceans as cool, as how they were then.

of today

wash it all away,
like the muds from the pebbles.

and be free.

like a ground,
it catches you when you fall.

like the basin,
that catches the raindrops from the sky.

and like the arms,
that hold you,
giving you a support,
when you're nearly slipping,
and just about to fall.

hold on to that.
though for tomorrow you may never know.

live today.
for what it is.
:)

swim.

swim,
sometimes you'd drown,
or hold on to a float.

other times you'd float,
with a butterfly stroke.

or in other instances,
you'd struggle hard to reach the surface.

just keep on swimming,
catch your breath.

swim.
even if you'd drown,
keep on persisting.

find ways to breathe,
perhaps a new air,
or two.

breath the ocean scent along the way.

exhale the tides that blocks your path.
or makes it hard. for you.
your swim,
your journey.

warmth

there's just so much love in this world, just find it :)

love.

come dusts and muds,
you keep on walking.
come slopes of hills,
you hold on tight.
come shadows and the breeze,
you take cover.
come rains and storms,
you sheild.

you never stop walking.
even if the world stops on you.
you,
keep the going.
never stop.

roses

roses are red.
but still, there are roses of various kinds
reds of various tones
and scents of many.

and sometimes it's not that certain bloom that attracts.
sometimes they don't.
and they hunt for another.

so it's either you indulge in your weary,
or you halt on the worry.
i'd choose the latter.

so roses are red.
violets could be blue.

and we'd hang on to the ones that stay,
and let go of the ones that fly.
and got lost in the wind and breeze.

breathe

the skies, they seem a little brighter,
the paths a little clearer, too.
the winds, they seem to blow a little cooler,
the birds, a little more melodious melody, too.
the scents, a little fresher,
the clouds, a little whiter,
the roads, a little less bumpier.

just for as long as you'd never look back,
that's just how smooth this journey would be.

breathe a more beautiful scent.
face the walk.
always keep your head held high.

for words shan't bring thou down.