there were a few balls scattered on the floor...n u decided to juggle them..
u start juggling them...maintaining the balance, not wanting it to fall...
u juz keep the effort, trying to do ur best, not wanting any one of it to slip out of ur control..
but in the end, one of it will fall, then the other..
how long culd u keep on juggling anyway...
u r juz a human..n can't control tings 2 b ur way..even if u try to juggle all d balls, in the end, one of them will just lose ur grip..myb some will just slip away...out of sight..perhaps that's juz d fact of life..u can try 2 maintain tings or control tings 2 b ur way, but in the end, it juz turns out d way it was meant 2 b..the way it was ever set to be...whether u know it or not..
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Thursday, February 21, 2008
nuting much
why catch when u know it wont fall,
why chase when u know it won't stop,
why concern when u know it won't care,
why care when u know it won't matter,
why try when u know it won't give effort,
perhaps shuld might as well juz be still,
like d tree dat's not blown by d wind,
n like d rocks dat r juz laid down on the white sand..
why chase when u know it won't stop,
why concern when u know it won't care,
why care when u know it won't matter,
why try when u know it won't give effort,
perhaps shuld might as well juz be still,
like d tree dat's not blown by d wind,
n like d rocks dat r juz laid down on the white sand..
empty
there's juz some time when u feel empty on d inside..
there are juz some holes..
some spaces that shuld be covered..
or shuld b filled wif rays of light..
smtimes we juz feel dat smting is missing...
smting dat juz doesn't feel good if it's not there..
n it juz makes us feel less calm..
always uneasy,
as if nuting goes rite..
like d feeling of lost..
wif no lights..
n shuld juz look for d missing pieces..
before it's totally swept away by time..
there are juz some holes..
some spaces that shuld be covered..
or shuld b filled wif rays of light..
smtimes we juz feel dat smting is missing...
smting dat juz doesn't feel good if it's not there..
n it juz makes us feel less calm..
always uneasy,
as if nuting goes rite..
like d feeling of lost..
wif no lights..
n shuld juz look for d missing pieces..
before it's totally swept away by time..
Saturday, February 16, 2008
survey 4 d day..
it's long since i havent filled in a crappy survey, which kind of used to be my hobby before..;p..
LAST
1. Friend you saw: ain my housemate
2. Thing u ate : a sandwich
T O D A Y
1. Wearing: striped shirt
2. Better than yesterday: i hope so
T O M O R R O W
1. Is: sunday
2. Got plans: cook 4 d juniors
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: nuting i guess
F A V OR I T E
1. Number: 6, 8
2. Color: dark purple
3. Season: autumn
C U R R E N T L Y
1. Missing someone: i miss many people
2. Mood: neutral
3. Wanting: to clean up my room soon after dis ;p
Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S
Q: 1st thing you did this morning:
~ tgok jam
Q: Do you support long distance
relationships?
~ i respect my frenz who go thru it
Q: Where was the last place you went
to?:
~ macq cntre
Q : Do you smile often?:
~ smtimes myb ;p
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
~ culd b
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last
night?:
~ slept on d floor last nite ;p
Q: What color of shirt are you
wearing?:
~ grey n black stripes
Q: What were you doing at 9 last
night?:
~ lepaking wif sya
Q : When was the last time you saw
your dad?:
~ last sept 07
Q : Do you get angry easily?
~ dpends la
Q: What were you thinking about before
you went to sleep?
~ many tings r in my mind all d time
Q: What song are you listening to now:
~ like u'll never see me again - alicia keys
Q: Have you ever really cried your
heart out?:
~ yup, i tink so..im juz a normal human being
Q: Do you wish you were happier?:
~ i guess i juz accept life d way it is
Q: Can music make you happy?:
~ yes
HATE SECTION
Q: Who do you actually hate?:
~ no one
Q: Are you a mean bully?:
~ i culd b smtimes ;p
C U R R E N T L Y W E A R I N G
01.undies
~ duh..
02.nite gOWn!?
~ nope
HAVE YOU EVER
1. Wished u could turn back time?
~ smtimes i have those thoughts
2. Been on the phone until the sun
came up?
~ not rili
3. Put a song on repeat for more than
an hour?
~ yup, for d whole day smtimes
LAST
1. Friend you saw: ain my housemate
2. Thing u ate : a sandwich
T O D A Y
1. Wearing: striped shirt
2. Better than yesterday: i hope so
T O M O R R O W
1. Is: sunday
2. Got plans: cook 4 d juniors
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: nuting i guess
F A V OR I T E
1. Number: 6, 8
2. Color: dark purple
3. Season: autumn
C U R R E N T L Y
1. Missing someone: i miss many people
2. Mood: neutral
3. Wanting: to clean up my room soon after dis ;p
Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S
Q: 1st thing you did this morning:
~ tgok jam
Q: Do you support long distance
relationships?
~ i respect my frenz who go thru it
Q: Where was the last place you went
to?:
~ macq cntre
Q : Do you smile often?:
~ smtimes myb ;p
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
~ culd b
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last
night?:
~ slept on d floor last nite ;p
Q: What color of shirt are you
wearing?:
~ grey n black stripes
Q: What were you doing at 9 last
night?:
~ lepaking wif sya
Q : When was the last time you saw
your dad?:
~ last sept 07
Q : Do you get angry easily?
~ dpends la
Q: What were you thinking about before
you went to sleep?
~ many tings r in my mind all d time
Q: What song are you listening to now:
~ like u'll never see me again - alicia keys
Q: Have you ever really cried your
heart out?:
~ yup, i tink so..im juz a normal human being
Q: Do you wish you were happier?:
~ i guess i juz accept life d way it is
Q: Can music make you happy?:
~ yes
HATE SECTION
Q: Who do you actually hate?:
~ no one
Q: Are you a mean bully?:
~ i culd b smtimes ;p
C U R R E N T L Y W E A R I N G
01.undies
~ duh..
02.nite gOWn!?
~ nope
HAVE YOU EVER
1. Wished u could turn back time?
~ smtimes i have those thoughts
2. Been on the phone until the sun
came up?
~ not rili
3. Put a song on repeat for more than
an hour?
~ yup, for d whole day smtimes
the road not taken..
This poem by Robert Frost (The Road not Taken) has always been my favourite poem..Perhaps the meaning beyond it is something i culd always relate to..
[''Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry i could not travel both,
And be one traveler, long I stood,
And looked down, as far as i could,
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for the passing there,
Had worn them about the same.
And both that morning had equally lay,
In leaves no step had trodden black,
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh,
Somewhere ages and ages hence,
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference...'']
...i guess life is juz life , d way it is...it's full of making choices, and perhaps living wif it ....n accepting things based on the dcision made...the world we liv in is full of diff possibilities...n diff perspectives...which smtimes it's hard for us to tell wut's going on or please people or explain tings...i guess there's juz a point in life when u juz get so stuck n u juz dunno wut 2 do...perhaps dat's juz d way life is....tings dun always run smoothly like water flowing in the stream but full of moments where the road gets crooked...wif thorns n needles in between....
[''Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry i could not travel both,
And be one traveler, long I stood,
And looked down, as far as i could,
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for the passing there,
Had worn them about the same.
And both that morning had equally lay,
In leaves no step had trodden black,
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh,
Somewhere ages and ages hence,
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference...'']
...i guess life is juz life , d way it is...it's full of making choices, and perhaps living wif it ....n accepting things based on the dcision made...the world we liv in is full of diff possibilities...n diff perspectives...which smtimes it's hard for us to tell wut's going on or please people or explain tings...i guess there's juz a point in life when u juz get so stuck n u juz dunno wut 2 do...perhaps dat's juz d way life is....tings dun always run smoothly like water flowing in the stream but full of moments where the road gets crooked...wif thorns n needles in between....
Saturday, February 9, 2008
juz another post
its been quite a while since i've written in here...been bz working perhaps..hehe.
hmm..
undecisive, changing minds, uncertainty, filled wif guilt feelings, too much tinking...
i guess these r some of d bad qualities that i possess...it juz keeps haunting my tots at times..i always try to throw these qualities away..n smtimes i'm determined 2 not let it bother myself again..but i guess it's juz so me...myb it will juz b gone at a certain time...but d next ting i know it comes again..i guess i need help some professional help ..hahaha ;p
hmm..
undecisive, changing minds, uncertainty, filled wif guilt feelings, too much tinking...
i guess these r some of d bad qualities that i possess...it juz keeps haunting my tots at times..i always try to throw these qualities away..n smtimes i'm determined 2 not let it bother myself again..but i guess it's juz so me...myb it will juz b gone at a certain time...but d next ting i know it comes again..i guess i need help some professional help ..hahaha ;p
Sunday, February 3, 2008
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