of today

i don't know where the path may lead,
nor where the future may bring,

but i know of the smile that it brings each day,
today.

what defines you

what defines you,
is it what you do everyday in your life,
or is the moments you spend with the people you love,
perhaps it could be the littlelest of things that matter the most.
or maybe it's something that you still search to look for the answer,
sometimes you wonder what is it in life that you're looking for,
does it serve for the right purposes,
or are you still searching for its direction,
either way,
perhaps it's a long journey out there,
and the search of a light is a longer way to go.

sunshine

you're the leaves on my tree,

you're the sunshine in my sky,

you're the rainbow after my rain,

you're the the stars in my galaxy,

you're the flowers in my garden,

you're the warmth in my winter,


you mean the world to me.

From a distance

From a distance,
I could not see,
but I can only listen.

From a distance,
I would not know,
but I can only believe,
should there be a faith.

pieces

time fades away,
seasons change,
but the hearts stay.

you're there,
but the mind's not there,
and the heart's away.

pieces of a puzzle has gone missing,
fading in the universe,
out in the galaxy faraway.

when the grass may be greener on the other side

you left one road to be on the next,
and now you wish to go back to the road that you had left,
whilst you had left it deserted,
with discomfort,
without care,
u let it fade away.
and now you thought you could start from square one.
but perhaps some things are just a little too late.

you could try to tread the water,
or try to climb a mountain high,
but still you wouldn't be able to get there,
only then u realized,
that u had left a sparkling diamond behind .

you

you're sunshine,
the reason the flowers bloom ever so beautifully.
you're the woods,
that light up the fire.
you're the umbrella,
when it rains.
you're the sunlight ,
at the end of the dark tunnel.
you're a smile,
that gives a reason to live.
it's time like this,
when only you that matter the most.

runaway

runaway from here,
take me away,
to start a new day,
to a place that's not here,
in search of solace.

for yesterday has already had its say,
thus leave it behind as you may.

the moon the stars

just when the stars were shining so bright,
and when the moon was portraying its flourescent glow,
you were just filled with fright,
wondering if the stream of patterns will always continue to flow..

chances came only once

chances, it comes only once,
you had it for a while,
but then you let it go,
you let it pass,
it will perhaps never come back,
it's gone faraway,
who knows the next time you'll see again.
all these years,
of incomplete stories,
u wonder if it could have ever been,
vague,
in between the yes and the no,
unsettled business,
finished just like that,
just like that.

the next time you have a chance,
just use it all you can,
coz when it's gone,
it's just gone..

go

why making sense when it's senseless,
why trying to put an effort when it's effortless,

why wait when it's leaving,
why stay when it's time to go.

grudge not

hold no grudges,
shine your heart,
foes to become friends,
no vengeance.
do not run,
but unite,
look for a good reason for each happening,
forgive, empathize.
add a smile,
then life would be more meaningful,
and peaceful.
it's not worth to keep a grudge,
for we're not that long in this world.

of faith and believing

intrusion,
intruding a personal space,
disrespectful towards one's privacy,
digging to gain information,
without them knowing,
in silence.
them countless doubts,
wild assumptions,
where on earth did the trust go.
perhaps there ain't any.
then what is it that is left.

or perhaps for it still to be regained,
should there be a belief still.

rainbow island

the sun,
it was shining bright,
but then it suddenly rained.

hopes,
it grew to become as high as the mountains,
but it just faded away.

i tried to put my thoughts away,
but memory,
it strolled down the lane.

i tried to hide it all,
i painted it with beautiful colours,
but perhaps not good enough,
to seal it all away.

Beyond the Stars

GREEDY.

Everything in the world you want to own.
Beyond the stars above,
and everything that is strecthed afar.
To you, there's no limit.

What you have in your clutch,
You don't even take a glance at.
You let it rust,
While you go look for other wonders,
Wonders out of reach,
Beyond the stars above.

You keep on trying but forgetting at the same time.
Until in the end of the day,
You lose grip of what you had grasped in your hands,
and also,
You never even managed to catch the stars in the sky above.

could i ever

Tell me when to put down the weapons,

so there'll be a war no more.

Tell me when the show is over,

so there'll be an act no more.

Tell me if it could still stand,

when its roots are no longer there.

Tell me what's it made of,

if its foundation's gone.

Tell me if it's worth fighting for,

when there are no more lives to save.

Adaption

they say you have to learn to adapt,
in any given situation.
not only should you be living under your own shell,
but also blending in with the world outside of you.

you may not always fit in,
and no doubt there are times you may feel like an alien.

but life is life,
and the things you meet along your way,
doesn't always go with your say.
so you have to learn to tolerate,
and be considerate.

don't take to heart every single thing being said,
and not being too senstive with words which you think may hurt you,
you have to learn to be cool and take it easy.

anger management is also something to take note of,
learn to control your emotions,
don't throw tantrums in any time you wish,
for it just wouldn't be worthwhile.

learn to think and act smartly and rationally,
adapt to any situation given,
take one step at a time..

walls construed

we waltzed on the same ground,
we walked on the same road,

we sang the same rhthym,
we ran the same mile.

perhaps it did not come to mind,
the distant between.

but then the walls were built,
the barriers were created,

you were you.
and i was i.

there was a mirage of a differences,
vaguely drawn,
but clear enough to see.

we may have still walked the same road,
but leading to different ways.

Let it be

U know you can't accurately guess the number of jellybeans in a jar,
Nor can you count the molecules of water containing in a waterfall,
U also could't see through a wooden wall,
Nor can see through a light year afar,

Some things you just couldn't do or see,
So just let it be..

Stay

Just like a tide,
it comes and goes,
in a moment the waves come near you,
another second it goes faraway.

The wind that blows by your side,
breezily it goes,
speaking up the voice inside of you,
telling 'em to stay...

Labels

Labels,
Do you really need it?
Does it prove everything?
Does it really secure everything?

Labels,
Some see its essential,
While some may find it a waste.

Well perhaps its content may also be uncertain,
Not really as what is labeled.

just because

you asked for a drop of dew,
i gave you the ocean blue.

you asked for a spark of light,
i gave you the stars so bright.

you asked for a place to stay a day or two,
i gave the whole world to you.

giving up

don't climb a mountain when you may just fall,
don't sew together patches of cloth when it doesn't suit,
don't glue together pieces of a broken glass when you know it'll break again,
don't run to catch a train when you are already left behind.
giving up as it sounds,
perhaps i am.

perfection

we all search for perfection,
but we know that it is non-existence,
we, being humans,
always complain, never satisfied,
and in the end of the day we just get tired.

perhaps the least we could do,
is to appreciate what we have,
and not to look for a non-existing perfection,
but to cherish the imperfection that we own,
it'll make our life more colourful,
and of course, more meaningful.

setting your feet on the ground

Despite insanity,
there's still a sanity..

Despite the insufficiency,
there's still enough..

Despite forgetting,
there's still a remembrance..

Despite some falls,
there's still a pride..

Thus,
You should always thank God.
Be grateful,
Not forgetful..

let's go backpackin' baby ;)

'' ... Coz I'm flying away..


When I'm on top of some building..


With the lovely view..

I'll think of you... ''

Changes, it happens

Expect changes,
It happens.
Nothing ever stays the same.
It changes seasonally.
Don't expect things to always be the way it is.

Happiness, smiles and laughter,
Overwhelming today.
But what tomorrow will bring,
May just never be the same.

But fret not
As they say there’ll always be a rainbow after a heavy rain.

against nature

u can't move the mountains for it is static,
u can't walk on the air as u may just fall on the ground,
u can't spin the world at the tip of your fingers for it is not under your control,
u can't go against nature,
for it is as it is meant to be.
but perhaps u could just plant some seeds,
who knows it may just turn into an apple tree.;)

that's how it's like

It's like trying to catch the raindrops that fall to the ground,
or to count the particle of rays in the bright yellow sunshine,

It's like being drowned in the middle of a great big blue sea,
trying to save yourself when there's no sign of help.

It's like hanging on a cliff,
just awaiting for the moments to fall away.

But it's also as beautiful as a red rose,
its scent so serene,

but its thorns cut u deep..

keep it cool, because you're worth it ;p

open your eyes a little wider,
you may see more.
you'll see what is actually out there,
perhaps something that could just make you smile.

open your heart,
let it shine,
don't let burdens wrench your heart away,
let go of things that's not worth the thought.

it's just about time

the candle has ran out of wax to burn,
the road has been trodden black,
the mouth has ran out of words to say,
these streets are just getting older.
there's no more reason to stay,
thus it's just about time,
to go.

dangerous and sweet

'it's difficult to see,
from the surface,
but everything goes in,
and it stings like a spider,
hits you deep inside..'



*i realize i keep on posting her songs...i love her songs, they always seem to speak my mind.hehe ;p..looking forward for her next album..:D

enjoy! ;)

friends

friends,
they are everywhere,
some stand by your side all the way through,
some look for you every once in a while,
some are there just to say hi and bye,
some only look for you when they are lonely,
some are just always there for you.
they say as u grow older the fewer friends u have,
the ones you have are the ones that you will cherish,
i guess it works for me too,
i guess im not the type who have lots of close friends,
i dunno, maybe im the type who dun get much friends that easily,
or maybe im not that interesting enough to be friends with,
either way,
i appreciate the ones who stand by me all the way through.
thank you, each one of you,
for always being there,
u guys mean alot to me.

start

out there,
there are so many things u haven't seen,
so many things u don't know yet,
why limit yourself,
not letting them in,
firmly glued,
to the norms.
only losing an oppurtunity.
just open yourself up,
give it a chance,
don't stop yourself,
but start,
to move forward,
and not backwards anymore.

raya wishes

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone..sorry for my wrongdoings..
Have a good holiday :)

a few words

i can only say that now i understand why,
maybe i didnt know earlier.
but i'm relieved now.
Thank God.

It's You

It's you now,
You take the lead.
If it wasn't fully you before,
now is the time to be you.
Always putting other people's feelings before you,
now is the time to consider you as well.
Be gone the words and acts that bring you down,
Let bygones be bygones,
For it may not even be of worth.

uncountable but unreachable

try counting each particle of sand by the beach,
or each raindrop that fall on the ground,
that's just how uncountable it is.
try touching the clouds up beyond the blue sky,
or the shining stars sparkling up high,
that's how unreachable it is,
just beyond what could be.

words of apology

many apologies conveyed.
for the words being said, thought or crossed the mind.
perhaps it may have just been predictions or assumptions,
at the spur of the moment,
or rather being controlled by the irrational emotions,
thus resulting to the unnecessary throw of words,
which weren't even really meant.
either way,
i apologise from the bottom of my heart.

in no time

In a second, they look the other way,
In a minute, they change,
In an hour, they make you question,
In days, they leave,
In months, they forget,
In years, they're just gone.

you paint pictures

You paint pictures,
with layers of water colour,
beautifying the drawing,
so pretty and caught the eyes.

You paint pictures,
you shield it with the colours,
armouring it with pastel colours and crayons,
covering what actually lies beneath.

And then you don't paint anymore,
revealing what's for real,
the truth,
it hurts but you're grateful that you end up knowing.

enjoy the moment

Worrying too much about the future,
Dwelling too much on the past,
Sometimes we forget to enjoy the moment.
What’s in the past or future, or what you don’t know,
Is the one that usually bothers the mind.
Sometimes you forget what you have in the moment,
And thus dun remember to appreciate the wonders that you actually own.

Cherish the moments that you have.
Let it go, the things that you don’t know,
Leave it as it is.
Enjoy life in the moment
As thinking too far ahead will just suffocate your mind.
Let the past just be a lesson, a colourful memory,
and for the future to be a hidden mystery.

a spinning cycle

It just struck me today, while going through some old drafts..
Even after a series of months,
it have always been the same reasons, same occurrences,
over and over again..never ending..
the cycle keeps going,
keeps on spinning repeatedly,
always comes back to the same old things months back,
up till today.
Just like this hamster up there,
it keeps on running in the spinning wheel,
the same cycle over and over again,
never ending,
perhaps only stopping for breath once in while.
wondering how long it could keep on running, keep on going.
there's nothing new, just the same old spinning wheel,
until in the end it got tired, exhausted of the reoccurring cycle.
It just couldn't run no more.
just like this polar bear below..

i'll leave when the wind blows

The All-American Rejects - The Wind Blows

23

maybe it's just time for u to rethink n reevaluate,
is it really worth it,
or is it just bringing u down,
coz if it just brings you down,
then there's no point.
it's ur life, u decide what you want.
they can say what they want
they say words that may make u feel low, useless.
but it's u who have to decide in the end.
it's just about time to stand up n be strong,
no more whining n wasting time.

agak kelakar bunyinya

Sila jawab soalan-soalan ini dalam Bahasa Melayu sahaja.

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
masa silam

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
bunyi iklan dalam tv

3. Mungkin saya patut :
pergi sembahyang

4. Saya suka :
ketenangan

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
ialah orang-orang yang saya sayang

6.Saya tak paham :
mengapa sesetengah orang langsung tidak cuba untuk memahami

7.Saya kehilangan :
sebuah harapan

8.Ramai yang berkata :
perempuan suka bertindak mengikut emosi,betol ke.

9.Makna nama saya :
cahaya untuk nor

10.Cinta itu adalah :
buta dan membutakan

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
menjalani kehidupan sehariannya seperti biasa

12.Saya akan cuba :
untuk menjadi seorang yang lebih tenang

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
berterusan, tanpa henti

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
selalu jatuh.ish.

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
saya akan melihat jam pada telefon bimbit saya

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
orang suka sangat menilai

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
tempat bersuka ria

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah:
dolphin :)

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
21-22

20.Hari ini :
ialah hari lahir saya.tua sudah

21.Malam ini saya akan :
tengok cite 'entourage'

22.Esok pula saya akan :
pergi sogo kot

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
mencari sesuatu yang hilang

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
ish ish ish..

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
pusat membeli belah

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
dua dua pon ok

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
kalau seorang diri, lebih baik terang.hehe

28.Makanan segera adalah :
makanan yang boleh didapatkan dengan cepat :D

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
belom lagi

30.Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?
siapa2 saja

skipalong - lenka

so tired of feeling blue.
such a heavy weight on you.
so shake it off and make your way
to somewhere different, to somewhere different...

'cause you're gonna skip along,
quite merrily, baby.
you're gonna revel in hating what's going on.
and you're like a sugar bomb
and no harm will come
no harm will come if you just skip along...

The Rain Stops

Don't make the rain stop they say,
Let it keep falling,
Naturally watering the plants,
Bringing cool air to human beings.
But what if the rain stops to fall at all,
Would you still wait for it to fall?
What if it gets too dry and hot,
How will the plants be watered,
Years and years of drought,
How long is the duration of wait.
Will thou still be alive by then and still be in wait?

the ship

The ship,
Lost its route,
It's sinking into the ocean,
Time to jump out and save your life,
But don't forget your life jacket,
The ocean waves are pretty rough,
Especially in the deep end.

stars

stars oh stars high up in the sky,
shining bright and caught my eye,
could u please tell me where did the moon go?
i miss its fluorescent glow..

saya adalah perosak bangsa ;p

i haven't done well in teaching this week, i feel sorry for the students to have someone like me, especially today where i could have done something better, but ended up screwing it.

one of those days

Today is one of the days when you feel as if you woke up at the wrong side of the bed. Nothing feels right. You have this strange feeling deep in your heart. Everything you do feels wrong. Could it be something u said or did. You just couldnt figure it out. But it's just bothering your mind. You just wish this day could end so you could wake up to a new tomorrow.

to-do-list

to-do-list..

- not to be too much of a procrastinator, not to be too last minute.

- prepare more interesting and engaging activitiess

- be forgiving, forgive n forget..

- be more positive

- sort out some mess

- lose a bit of weight

- move on..

who you are

Sometimes you just couldnt fight who you are,
You try to accept things out of your field,
But in the end you just couldnt take it,
You're just you,
And that's how it is,
It's not that you're not trying,
You do try plenty of times,
But in the end of the day,
You just couldnt..

further

Your feet has stopped running,
The clock has stopped ticking,
The wind has stopped blowing,
The game has reached its ending,
You’ve got to start thinking.

The hole has gone deeper,
Your step has gone further,
It never gets any better,
It’s all coming closer,
You better run faster.

Bring Me Down - Lenka

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crystal not so clear

sometimes it's as clear as crystal,
u can see it through,
but perhaps you couldn't keep it clear,
u thought u managed to make it sparkling shining clear,
transparent perhaps,
a definite clear cut,
but it turns out to vague again,
vague as blurred as could be,
but until when, who is to know.

in the end, they always say,
trust no one.

tagged by miss farhana ;)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: air suam
2. Last phone call: my sis
3. Last text: my sis
4. Last song you listened to: dan sebenarnye - yuna
5. Last time you cried: can't remember

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yup
7. Been cheated on: myb
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: myb
10. Been depressed: yeah ;p
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. deep dark purple
13. baby blue
14. dark dark brown

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yup, few friends of friends
16. Fallen out of love: perhaps
17. Laughed until you cried: yup
18. Met someone who changed you: maybe in a way
19. Found out who your true friends were: yup,true ones r the gems
20. Found out someone was talking about you: not so sure, myb
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: 2-3? ;p
24. Do you have any pets: no,thanx.hehe
25. Do you want to change your name?: nope, im ok with mine
26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing much, got 3 diff cakes from diff ppl
27. What time did you wake up today: around 9.hee
28. What were you doing at midnight: online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: to know how to really drive a car n get a driving license soon i guess.huhu
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just now, before she went to sleep.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wuldname more than 1 ;p
32. What are you listening to right now : voices from the tv
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope,dun rmember talking to one
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : ntah la...
35. Most visited webpage: yahoo, facebook,blogspot
36. Whats your real name: Norlisa
37. Nicknames: lisa, noli, lis
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: virgo
40. Male or female?: female.
41. Primary school: srtt, mi, skag1
42. Secondary school: smtt, mghs, mrsm tdk
43. High school/college/university?: ipba. maquarie

44. Hair color: black
45. Long or short: in between
46. Height: 164-165cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : dunno
48: What do you like about yourself? : hmm...
49. Piercings: ears
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: xde
53. First piercing: xingat, some time in sek men
54. First best friend: darjah 1,hehe, but the first lasting one is in form 1
55. First sport you joined: erm..cant rili rmember
56. First vacation: can't rmember either
58. First pair of trainers: doesnt ring a bell

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing either
61. I'm about to: nothing, wut a life. haha ;p
62. Listening to: a song from yuna
63. Waiting on: waiting for the moon to fall on my lap(tunggu bulan jatuh ke riba ;p )

YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids? : adorable ones
65. Get Married?: when the time comes
66. Career?: teaching for now

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: taller than me
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic plus spontaneous ;p
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach, or even either
73. Sensitive or loud: in between
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hopefully none

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes ;p
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: dunno,perhaps myb
82. Been arrested: notby the police
83. Turned someone down : perhaps
84. Cried when someone died: yup
85. Fallen for a friend?: perhaps

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sadly just sometimes
87. Miracles: dun happen expectedly
88. Love at first sight: dun last
89. Heaven: yup
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: nope
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes, to myself ;p
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: define cheated
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: anywhere with just a click ;p
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 26 june
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: depends
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: not really.hehe

i tag - everyone in my friend list

of mind vs heart

speaks of mind,
speaks of heart,
the two that lies deep within,
but which is more reliable?
you decide.

what about now - chris daughtry

juz culdn't

run as fast as u ever could with all your might,
but u can never go as fast as the speed of light.
spread your arms, learn to fly,
but u will never fly as great as the birds in the sky.
try to catch a star up high in the starry night,
but you'll never be able to even touch the star that's bright.

don't force yourself into things that you just couldn't do.

Choices, We make

In life we make a choice,
Sometimes we fight for what we want,
But when we get it,
We decided to make a different choice..
It's sometimes pretty confusing,
Of even when the choice is in our hands,
We still fail to fulfil our wants and needs.
Perhaps it’s the desire to satisfy others,
Putting our thoughts second on the list,
Forgetting what we actually really wanted,

Just easily shaken by the words of others..
At times we’d rather choose to complain,
Until in the end of the day we get nothing,
And perhaps just making the wrong choices.
We want to regret,
But they say it’s not good to fret or regret,
We just have to live with the decision made,
And perhaps only looking forward,

As turning back is never an option.

Perhaps there may be a hidden reason which lies beneath.

Lenka - The Show

enjoy! :)

dreams

Today I waited for the rain to fall

But it was so sunny that not even a raindrop appeared

I wanted to see a colorful rainbow after a heavy rain,

Because they say there may be a leprechaun with a sack of gold at the end of the rainbow,

But there wasn’t even a sign of the tiniest raindrop,

I waited and waited,

Until in the end I just knew that it wouldn’t rain.

They say u can keep hoping,

But I say u have to stop dreaming,

You should just appreciate the sunny day rather than hoping for a rainy day,

And perhaps the sunny day’s not that bad after all

Its heat could just dry up the clothes hanging outside,

And who knows if the pocket of sunshine could just make my day.

diving in and out

Sometimes when you throw yourself into the ocean of great depths...
You don’t expect to drown,
Hoping to land in the arms of comfort..
Perhaps when you jump off a cliff,
You expect the locks of safety to catch you,
Saving you from a calamity...
You’ve let yourself dive in,
But no shoulders to lean on,
No saving grace,
Perhaps climbing back out is the only way,
No matter the how long it may take..

lost

when u've reached the middle of the road with no ends..
neither have a path to go,
nor the line of pebbles to follow.
wut's left to do..
other than walking on a glimpse of vague light..
searching ur way through..
looking for your lost soul..

run, walk, sink

u've walked more than a thousand miles,
dived underneath the ocean deep,
sinked beyond the seven seas,
ran as fast as the speed of light,
stood as high as the mountain peaks..
But still you’d rather go back to the very beginning,
right from the very start again..

TATTOO - JORDiN SPARKS

what defines you

Have you ever wondered what defines your life.

Is it just all about winning the game,
the desires only to become the winner,
without actually really bothering to mend or solve problems.

Could it also be the times when you sit down and reflect,
rather than putting blames on each others’ shoulders.
Thinking back of all the things done and said,
perhaps learning from mistakes,
trying to understand and accept,
rather than just shooting unreliable bullets.

It could also be about the moments
when you are able to paint the smiles on the faces of the people you love,
or perhaps being able to touch peoples' hearts,
creating an impact to their lives.

To some people it may also mean taking the little steps,
rising up again after a fall,
picking up the pieces,
looking for the missing puzzle.

What defines you?
Either way, it may also be the littlest of things.
Or perhaps the love that made u whole..

last train home

pack your bags,
it's time to go,
catch the last train home,
it's nearly departing..

different

i want to climb the rocky mountains,
i want to learn how to drive,
i want to ride a big bike,
i want to dive in a great big ocean,
i want to have an adventurous hike,
i want to do something new,
so that i could feel different.

the statue

A statue.
It stood still at one spot.
Not making any movements.
Just standing tall..
People come passing by,
Whenever they want.
At times,
They do come to acknowledge it,
Perhaps to fulfil some time,
Out of their hectic life.
They come and leave.
For entertainment perhaps.

The statue,
It just stood there,
Lifeless.
Standing beneath the hot sun heat,
Underneath the heavy rain, storm and thunder.
Never moving.
Just stood there patiently without bore.
It kept on waiting,
Perhaps for a passer by to come by.
Until in the end,
It just demolished.
Breaking down into pieces.
Vanishing and fading away.

and this too..

1)Whom did you last go out with?
:: fana, atiq n aini

(2) Reach your hand out to the right.wut do u find.
:: a desk

(3) What time did you sleep last night?
:: around 1.30

(4) What can you hear besides the computer?
:: the fan

(5) Do you agree to the saying "to Forgive is to forget"?
:: maybe it takes a little longer to forget

(6) When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
:: i cant rmember

(7) What/who makes you smile today?
:: seeing little ali,aini's baby

(8) What makes you sad?
:: let's not talk about this

(9) What are your favorite books?
:: those ones by greg behrendt.huhu

(10) What would you like to have right at this moment which seems totally impossible?
:: a miracle

(11) Who will you turn to if you havea huge probLem?
:: God

(12) What was the best event that happened last year?
:: alot

(13) Where did you go today?
:: just to the pasar malam

(14) Last thing you ate?
:: nasi kerabu

(15) Where are u now?
::in my room at ipba

(16) Have you gone to the beach just with your buddies?
:: havent for quite some time

(17)Do you love sunsets?
:: yup

(18)When is your birthday?
:: 26 aug

(19)Who do you wanna be with on the day of your birthday?
:: i dun mind,it's not that important

(20) Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted?
:: yup

(21) thing/s you regret
:: shouldnt regret on things

(22) Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?
:: yeah, i should work on my AS sgmnt after this

(23) Do you know how to play the guitar?
:: nope

(24) Who's the last person you texted?
:: aimi

(25) KFC or Kenny Rogers?
:: kenny rogers

(26) Beach or CAMPING?
:: beach

(27) Do you find yourself lonely?
:: i shouldnt

(28) Is there someone you're missing
:: no

(29 )Do you love someone right now?
:: i love my family n friends

(30) Where did you go last Friday?
:: nothing much

just felt like doing this

PRESENT:
1.What song are you listening to now?
quite a few

2. Color you are wearing now?
black n grey stripes

3 . Now, who's on ur mind?
no one

4. Now, what films do you like so much?
'he's just not that into you.'

5 . Where do you feel like going now?
somewhere new, where no one knows me

6. What movie do you want to watch?
Nothing much at the moment, 'confessions of a shophalic' maybe

7. Now, what do you want?
I just want a 'peace' of mind

8. Current mood right now?
undefined

9 . When is your birthday?
26 ogos

10. Where did you buy ur bag?
bag?ages since i bought one, myb i need a new one

11 .Whe re did you buy ur pencil box?
some timein 2006, at kl central..hehe.

12. How was your day today?
it was ok

PAST :
1. First time you fell in love?
had crushes in standard 6 i think

2 . Last movie you watched?with whom?
'he's justnot that into you', with ain , atiq , waznah n amna

3. Last shirt you wore before the shirt you're wearing now?
wut sort of question in this? ;p . a black one

4. Last thing you held?
this laptop

5. Last place you've been to?
room C

6 . Last dream ?
dreams? dream on.

7 . Last call you received?
my mum

8. Last wall message you got?
from amna

9 . Last message you got in friendster?
havent checked my frenster in ages

10 . last sms you got?
from aimi

11 . last thing you did?
brush my teeth

12. last present u got?
a frame

13 . last present you gave to someone?
a wallet

14 . last issue u read in the newspaper?
Gosh, tough question ;p

15 .What do you want to say to that special person you have now?
nothing