there was a pickled fickle,
wandering near the meadow,
it walked back, it walked forth,
looking for a place to go,
estranged by its growth,
never to b understood,
always looking from where it stood,
searching for a ray of light,
to guide its way through,
could have seen it in a night,
but rather meddled and vague to construe.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
may b
may b numb, but not dumb,
may b less careful, but not playful,
may seem not to care, but aware,
may b careless, but not senseless.
may b less careful, but not playful,
may seem not to care, but aware,
may b careless, but not senseless.
strikes
there's sometimes a strike of lightning that hits u..
n u juz know it's there..
but u dun react to it or do anyting bout it..
u may tink it doesnt matter much..
or shouldnt hav to do anyting bout it..
smtimes u tink of wut to do..
but u juz end up not knowing wut to do..
at times u juz wish u knew wut to do..
n rather how to do it..
in d end of d day, it kinda slips away..
but somehow the tiny specs still remains..
n u juz know it's there..
but u dun react to it or do anyting bout it..
u may tink it doesnt matter much..
or shouldnt hav to do anyting bout it..
smtimes u tink of wut to do..
but u juz end up not knowing wut to do..
at times u juz wish u knew wut to do..
n rather how to do it..
in d end of d day, it kinda slips away..
but somehow the tiny specs still remains..
Saturday, April 26, 2008
a day that started wif a survey ;p
First word that came out of
your mouth this morning?
~~ no word came out of my mouth yet
What is your mom's middle name?
~~ dun hav
Dad or mom. Who do you like better?
~~ love them both
Dad or mom. Who is more annoying?
~~ dua2 d same :)
When do you usually sleep?
~~ usually 12 above..depends la...xde waktu yg tetap
How tall would you like to be?
~~ like i am now
When you are using the computer,
where do you place your feet?
~~ rite now on d chair..hehe
Do you brush your teeth?
~~ of course
When you see people running around
the mall with donation boxes, what
would you do?
~~ slalu wut xtau..tp depends la
Have you thought of dieting
recently?
~~ all d time! haha
Do you like to wear white t shirts in
the summer?
~~ sometimes
What kind of people do you dislike?
~~ liars
Do you like people easily?
~~ im not sure bout dis ques
Do you always think that someone
likes you?
~~ ntah..
Who do you miss right at this
moment?
~~ many people
When do you want to get married?
~~ after two of my sisters get married
If you can go back to the past,
when and where would you choose to go?
~~ never ask me dis ques.haha. but if u culd ever turn back time, give me d remote control, n ill be fine.haha ;p
Have you ever hit someone's chin?
~~ xingt.hehe
Where are all your friends?
~~ banyak tempat
Do you like friends asking you to
go out or you like asking them to go
out?
~~ depends la
Do you have any siblings?
~~ yup, 1 crazy bro n 2 wacko sister.haha :D
What radio channel do you like
listening to?
~~ nova n today fm
Have you ever tried making prank
calls?
~~yes n dat person fall for it ;)
On Valentine's Day, would you go and
buy chocolate for your friends?
~~ mayb no
When you see your boyfriend/girlfriend
hugging another guy/girl, what would
you do?
~~ not b happy
Someone swears at you, what would
you do?
~~ get pissed smtimes
When you get into a fight with a
friend, who apologize first?
~~ if it's my fault, then ill definitely apologize
Where would you go for countdown
on New Year's Eve?
~~ city.best.hehe
Which beach do you like to go to?
~~ any
Are you still in contact with
people from high school?
~~ a few la
your mouth this morning?
~~ no word came out of my mouth yet
What is your mom's middle name?
~~ dun hav
Dad or mom. Who do you like better?
~~ love them both
Dad or mom. Who is more annoying?
~~ dua2 d same :)
When do you usually sleep?
~~ usually 12 above..depends la...xde waktu yg tetap
How tall would you like to be?
~~ like i am now
When you are using the computer,
where do you place your feet?
~~ rite now on d chair..hehe
Do you brush your teeth?
~~ of course
When you see people running around
the mall with donation boxes, what
would you do?
~~ slalu wut xtau..tp depends la
Have you thought of dieting
recently?
~~ all d time! haha
Do you like to wear white t shirts in
the summer?
~~ sometimes
What kind of people do you dislike?
~~ liars
Do you like people easily?
~~ im not sure bout dis ques
Do you always think that someone
likes you?
~~ ntah..
Who do you miss right at this
moment?
~~ many people
When do you want to get married?
~~ after two of my sisters get married
If you can go back to the past,
when and where would you choose to go?
~~ never ask me dis ques.haha. but if u culd ever turn back time, give me d remote control, n ill be fine.haha ;p
Have you ever hit someone's chin?
~~ xingt.hehe
Where are all your friends?
~~ banyak tempat
Do you like friends asking you to
go out or you like asking them to go
out?
~~ depends la
Do you have any siblings?
~~ yup, 1 crazy bro n 2 wacko sister.haha :D
What radio channel do you like
listening to?
~~ nova n today fm
Have you ever tried making prank
calls?
~~yes n dat person fall for it ;)
On Valentine's Day, would you go and
buy chocolate for your friends?
~~ mayb no
When you see your boyfriend/girlfriend
hugging another guy/girl, what would
you do?
~~ not b happy
Someone swears at you, what would
you do?
~~ get pissed smtimes
When you get into a fight with a
friend, who apologize first?
~~ if it's my fault, then ill definitely apologize
Where would you go for countdown
on New Year's Eve?
~~ city.best.hehe
Which beach do you like to go to?
~~ any
Are you still in contact with
people from high school?
~~ a few la
Thursday, April 24, 2008
sometimes
sometimes u could be too engrossed,
until u may forget d world around u,
sometimes u think it's d only thing that matters,
but then again there are many tales that are yet to be discovered..
sometimes when the shield disappears,
there is hardly any thing left to hold on to,
sometimes when it's not only u that matters,
it's not easy for u to decide..
until u may forget d world around u,
sometimes u think it's d only thing that matters,
but then again there are many tales that are yet to be discovered..
sometimes when the shield disappears,
there is hardly any thing left to hold on to,
sometimes when it's not only u that matters,
it's not easy for u to decide..
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
stains
u could juz simply wipe away a stain on a table,
or shove away a mountain of sand,
u can try to hide a bleed,
but the scar would still be there,
u could try to wipe it away,
using the best detergent man could ever invent,
but somehow it would still be there,
perhaps a matter of time will make it disappear,
to sew back the patches that are apart..
it's not a matter of how, why or when,
it's a matter of what..
or shove away a mountain of sand,
u can try to hide a bleed,
but the scar would still be there,
u could try to wipe it away,
using the best detergent man could ever invent,
but somehow it would still be there,
perhaps a matter of time will make it disappear,
to sew back the patches that are apart..
it's not a matter of how, why or when,
it's a matter of what..
Friday, April 18, 2008
system blockage
when the coating gets thicker,
when the the walls r blocked,
when it's been cold as ice,
when the lumps are there,
hardly any inch culd be absorbed easily.
when the the walls r blocked,
when it's been cold as ice,
when the lumps are there,
hardly any inch culd be absorbed easily.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
walks
some people choose to walk on roads..
perhaps a crooked one..
or may also be a diverged one.
could also be a long never ending path..
some people prefer to walk on ants..
surprisingly the ants never even got squashed..
others may chose to walk on people..
they walk all over..with deep footprints..
leaving scars, tortured on the inside..
some may also choose to jump around like a squirrel..
but perhaps they may get tired in the end..
and will eventually fall down on the lying ground...
perhaps a crooked one..
or may also be a diverged one.
could also be a long never ending path..
some people prefer to walk on ants..
surprisingly the ants never even got squashed..
others may chose to walk on people..
they walk all over..with deep footprints..
leaving scars, tortured on the inside..
some may also choose to jump around like a squirrel..
but perhaps they may get tired in the end..
and will eventually fall down on the lying ground...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
wut could it be
like a force of magnet it could be..
attaching d different sides,
like being tied to a rope n pulled away, it could also be..
juz flowing away..
like a baby kangaroo carried by its mother,
juz staying in d pouch..
following its mother's tune
it could also be neither of the above,
then wut could it be then..
attaching d different sides,
like being tied to a rope n pulled away, it could also be..
juz flowing away..
like a baby kangaroo carried by its mother,
juz staying in d pouch..
following its mother's tune
it could also be neither of the above,
then wut could it be then..
random mixed pickled fickle
sometimes it juz makes me wonder wut's it all about,
is it about sympathy,
is it about the greed,
is it about a realization,
like a sudden lightning that strikes?
it's always been a roller coaster ride..
when u'r high up in the ride,
u feel scared, u scream ur lungs out, u wanna come down fast..
u get all excited,
it's all d temporary feelings..
then before u know it u'r in a lower position,
being more cool, n calm n relaxed..
but then u get higher again, n then lower..it occurs repeatedly..
keeps on changing..
if it were to be compared to a mind,
then it culd be said to be a fickled one...
is it about sympathy,
is it about the greed,
is it about a realization,
like a sudden lightning that strikes?
it's always been a roller coaster ride..
when u'r high up in the ride,
u feel scared, u scream ur lungs out, u wanna come down fast..
u get all excited,
it's all d temporary feelings..
then before u know it u'r in a lower position,
being more cool, n calm n relaxed..
but then u get higher again, n then lower..it occurs repeatedly..
keeps on changing..
if it were to be compared to a mind,
then it culd be said to be a fickled one...
50 random facts
You opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50
things about your friends, and let
them learn 50 things about you! (NOTE:
I opened it and I had to fill it
out...rules are rules)
1. How tall are you ?
:: 164/165 cm
2. Have you ever smoked?
:: nope
3. Do you own a gun?
:: no
4. Do you hate someone right now?
:: dun get much out of hating people
5. Do you get nervous?
:: usually
6. What do you think of hotdogs?
:: nyummy
7. Whats your favorite Christmas song?
:: ntah, but there's dis one from destiny's child i heard ;p
8. What do you prefer to drink?
:: mocha, i miss it
9. Can you do push ups?
:: bole la ckit2
11. Whats your favorite piece of
jewelry?
:: bracelet maybe
12. Do you like painkillers?
:: no, thanx
13. What is your secret weapon to lure
the opposite sex?
:: hm.i dunno
14. Do you own a knife?
:: yup, ade byk kat dapur
15. Do you have H.I.V?
:: nope
16. Your name?
:: norlisa abdullah
17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this
exact moment?
:: give up.
untangle some thoughts.
cry my heart out.
18. Name the last 3 things you have
bought lately?
:: chocolates!:D, shower foam, maggi
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
:: plain water, coffee, apple juice
20. What time did you wake up today?
:: around 9 smting kot
22. Current worry?
:: i worry all d time
23.Current hate?
:: mixed feelings
24. Favorite place to be?
:: in my room
25. Least favorite place to be?
:: smwhere where i'd feel like an alien
26. Where would you like to go?
:: paris!
27. Do you own slippers?
:: yup
28. What shirt are you wearing?
:: a grey jumper
31. Would you like to be a pirate?
:: if i culd b frenz wif orlando bloom in d pirates of Caribbean ;p
32. Last time you had an alcoholic
drink?
:: dun do alcohol
33. What songs do you sing in the
shower?
:: any that struck my mind
34. What did you fear was going to get
you at night as a child?
:: statues! haha
35. what's in your pocket right now?
:: nuting
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
:: watching one tree hill
37. Last thing that made you cry?
:: watching one tree hill ;p
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
:: xingat
40. How many cellphones do you have?
:: only hav 1 dat i always use
41. Who is your loudest friend?
:: im not sure
42. Your most silent friend?
:: xde kot
43. Movie you wanna see?
:: enchanted!
44. What is your favorite book?
:: long since i read a good book. but i liked 'can u keep a secret'
45.What is your favorite chocolate?
:: sneakers, cadbury
47. What song do/did you want to play
at your wedding?
:: d ones in one tree hill :D
48. What were you doing 12 AM last
night?
:: online
49. What was the first thing you did
today?
:: tgok jam
50. What was the last thing you did
the day before yesterday?
:: semayang
things about your friends, and let
them learn 50 things about you! (NOTE:
I opened it and I had to fill it
out...rules are rules)
1. How tall are you ?
:: 164/165 cm
2. Have you ever smoked?
:: nope
3. Do you own a gun?
:: no
4. Do you hate someone right now?
:: dun get much out of hating people
5. Do you get nervous?
:: usually
6. What do you think of hotdogs?
:: nyummy
7. Whats your favorite Christmas song?
:: ntah, but there's dis one from destiny's child i heard ;p
8. What do you prefer to drink?
:: mocha, i miss it
9. Can you do push ups?
:: bole la ckit2
11. Whats your favorite piece of
jewelry?
:: bracelet maybe
12. Do you like painkillers?
:: no, thanx
13. What is your secret weapon to lure
the opposite sex?
:: hm.i dunno
14. Do you own a knife?
:: yup, ade byk kat dapur
15. Do you have H.I.V?
:: nope
16. Your name?
:: norlisa abdullah
17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this
exact moment?
:: give up.
untangle some thoughts.
cry my heart out.
18. Name the last 3 things you have
bought lately?
:: chocolates!:D, shower foam, maggi
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
:: plain water, coffee, apple juice
20. What time did you wake up today?
:: around 9 smting kot
22. Current worry?
:: i worry all d time
23.Current hate?
:: mixed feelings
24. Favorite place to be?
:: in my room
25. Least favorite place to be?
:: smwhere where i'd feel like an alien
26. Where would you like to go?
:: paris!
27. Do you own slippers?
:: yup
28. What shirt are you wearing?
:: a grey jumper
31. Would you like to be a pirate?
:: if i culd b frenz wif orlando bloom in d pirates of Caribbean ;p
32. Last time you had an alcoholic
drink?
:: dun do alcohol
33. What songs do you sing in the
shower?
:: any that struck my mind
34. What did you fear was going to get
you at night as a child?
:: statues! haha
35. what's in your pocket right now?
:: nuting
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
:: watching one tree hill
37. Last thing that made you cry?
:: watching one tree hill ;p
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
:: xingat
40. How many cellphones do you have?
:: only hav 1 dat i always use
41. Who is your loudest friend?
:: im not sure
42. Your most silent friend?
:: xde kot
43. Movie you wanna see?
:: enchanted!
44. What is your favorite book?
:: long since i read a good book. but i liked 'can u keep a secret'
45.What is your favorite chocolate?
:: sneakers, cadbury
47. What song do/did you want to play
at your wedding?
:: d ones in one tree hill :D
48. What were you doing 12 AM last
night?
:: online
49. What was the first thing you did
today?
:: tgok jam
50. What was the last thing you did
the day before yesterday?
:: semayang
Sunday, April 13, 2008
culd c it comin
slowly slowly,
u start 2 feel it,
u start 2 see it,
please consider it,
while u r still aware of it.
dun be swept away
u start 2 feel it,
u start 2 see it,
please consider it,
while u r still aware of it.
dun be swept away
Friday, April 11, 2008
shattered
Like raindrops it fell..
streaming down,
shattered,
broken,
into little pieces,
it tingles,
a faster heartbeat..
streaming down,
shattered,
broken,
into little pieces,
it tingles,
a faster heartbeat..
Thursday, April 10, 2008
wutever it is
telling me not to hide, but u hide..
telling me to tell, but u dun tell..
telling me not to lie, but u lie..
telling me to share, but u dun share..
telling me not to tink, but u tink..
telling me not to assume, but how culd i not..
telling me to tell, but u dun tell..
telling me not to lie, but u lie..
telling me to share, but u dun share..
telling me not to tink, but u tink..
telling me not to assume, but how culd i not..
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
be strong..
you just have to be strong..
don't let it control ur mind n soul..
have all d defence dat u culd get..
at first it may seem just as beautiful as a rose,
but when u try to get nearer,
there may b some thorns all around..
so be careful..
there should be a strength in u..
the walls built couldnt just be easily demolished..
you should have a stand,
you must have a say..
dont leave me behind,
please guide the way..
don't let it control ur mind n soul..
have all d defence dat u culd get..
at first it may seem just as beautiful as a rose,
but when u try to get nearer,
there may b some thorns all around..
so be careful..
there should be a strength in u..
the walls built couldnt just be easily demolished..
you should have a stand,
you must have a say..
dont leave me behind,
please guide the way..
Monday, April 7, 2008
a feeling of lost
Lost in translation,
Lost in confusion,
Lost in a question,
Lost in delusion,
Lost in illusion,
Lost in infusion,
Lost in a vision,
Lost in direction..
Lost in confusion,
Lost in a question,
Lost in delusion,
Lost in illusion,
Lost in infusion,
Lost in a vision,
Lost in direction..
Sunday, April 6, 2008
a car drive
Let's say life is a car drive..
the way u drive represents how ur life is..
it's up 2 u on how u control it..
u should know when u must have a break,
or even how u control d speed..
sometimes perhaps the speed is too fast..
until sometimes u just get out of control..
but just be careful..
u wuldnt want to drag ur self into trouble..
for safety precautions,
just keep on the normal track n speed..
so u wouldnt regret in the time to come..
coz once something is done, there's no turning back..
the way u drive represents how ur life is..
it's up 2 u on how u control it..
u should know when u must have a break,
or even how u control d speed..
sometimes perhaps the speed is too fast..
until sometimes u just get out of control..
but just be careful..
u wuldnt want to drag ur self into trouble..
for safety precautions,
just keep on the normal track n speed..
so u wouldnt regret in the time to come..
coz once something is done, there's no turning back..
a survey on a rainy day..
1. What is more difficult:
to let go everything or forget what
happened?
~to forget wut happened
2. Think of the last time you were
angry. Why were you angry?
~juz having some thoughts
3. You will die in three minutes.
Last call?
~my mom
4. If you could do anything OR wish
anything, what would it be?
~to turn back time?
5. You can have one of the following
two things: trust or love
~trust
6. Would you or have you ever
blackmailed someone?
~nope, but phone prank - yes ;p
7. Think of the last person whom you
know.
~hmm..d last person to come to my room - aimi
8. Are you the kind of friend that you
would want to have as a friend?
~haha, i dunno how to answer dis
9. Would u sleep with someone if u had
the chance?
~not illegally
10. Are you old fashioned?
~not really
11. What would be harder for you, to
tell someone you love them or that you
do not love them back?
~the second one
12. What things would be the hardest
thing for you to give up on?
~my religion
13. Have you ever taken a shower with
another person?
~i showered my lil nephew ;p
14. When was the last time you got in
trouble with the law?
~can't remember
15. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
~trying to donload one tree hill ;p
16. Do you have any famous ancestors?
~not that i know of
17. Do you draw your name in the sand
when you go to the beach?
~sometimes ;p
18. What is the temperature right now?
~cool, raining outside
19. Do you dislike anyone right now?
~i try not to
20. Something you are excited about?
~nuting much
to let go everything or forget what
happened?
~to forget wut happened
2. Think of the last time you were
angry. Why were you angry?
~juz having some thoughts
3. You will die in three minutes.
Last call?
~my mom
4. If you could do anything OR wish
anything, what would it be?
~to turn back time?
5. You can have one of the following
two things: trust or love
~trust
6. Would you or have you ever
blackmailed someone?
~nope, but phone prank - yes ;p
7. Think of the last person whom you
know.
~hmm..d last person to come to my room - aimi
8. Are you the kind of friend that you
would want to have as a friend?
~haha, i dunno how to answer dis
9. Would u sleep with someone if u had
the chance?
~not illegally
10. Are you old fashioned?
~not really
11. What would be harder for you, to
tell someone you love them or that you
do not love them back?
~the second one
12. What things would be the hardest
thing for you to give up on?
~my religion
13. Have you ever taken a shower with
another person?
~i showered my lil nephew ;p
14. When was the last time you got in
trouble with the law?
~can't remember
15. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
~trying to donload one tree hill ;p
16. Do you have any famous ancestors?
~not that i know of
17. Do you draw your name in the sand
when you go to the beach?
~sometimes ;p
18. What is the temperature right now?
~cool, raining outside
19. Do you dislike anyone right now?
~i try not to
20. Something you are excited about?
~nuting much
Thursday, April 3, 2008
my life my source of living
it's always important to u,
it's one of ur source of living,
without it, u have nothing much to do..
u lose ur directions,
u have more free time [which is amazing, bcoz bfore this u spend alot of ur time with it]
u may feel lonely,
it may annoy ur sight because of its appearance which depends on its preference,
it has a mind of its own...
blinking, sudden shut down, hanging, freezes, wutever it wants to do..[in a nutshell, it juz irritates u]..
u lost a source of watching one tree hill,
it hinders ur process of doing ur assigments..(as if u do it faster bfore this..;p)
please come back to normal,
stop playing these games,
wut's ur problem??
oh LaptoP... ;p
it's one of ur source of living,
without it, u have nothing much to do..
u lose ur directions,
u have more free time [which is amazing, bcoz bfore this u spend alot of ur time with it]
u may feel lonely,
it may annoy ur sight because of its appearance which depends on its preference,
it has a mind of its own...
blinking, sudden shut down, hanging, freezes, wutever it wants to do..[in a nutshell, it juz irritates u]..
u lost a source of watching one tree hill,
it hinders ur process of doing ur assigments..(as if u do it faster bfore this..;p)
please come back to normal,
stop playing these games,
wut's ur problem??
oh LaptoP... ;p
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