quote of d day

“Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are.”

Forgetting

Sometimes forgetting wut u wanted,
Perhaps forgetting wut ur intentions are,
Thus forgetting wut u'r suppose to do,
Forgetting is something that's not rare,
It's forgetting that happens all the time,
U keep on forgetting until in the end u dun remember..

Friends

True friends are like gem,
Precious and rare,
It's hard to find a true friend in life,
the ones who are really sincere with you,
But once found, forever kept in the heart,
Perhaps the time spend together is not that frequent,
But the thoughts and care is always in the heart,
These are the people who dun judge u n accept you for who u r,
and is always there for you,
whether visible to the eyes or a distant from you,
u know that they are just there.
You may have had downfalls with them,
But if the friendship is true,
The mishaps will end.
Perhaps no man is an island.
U need friends to colour ur life.
To all my true friends,
Thanx for every single thing u did that gave an impact to my life,
also thanx for all the help and advice that u gave to me,
and sori for everyting i caused that may have hurt you.

serabut

paths we venture

every step that we walk,
every path that we go through,
carries a different meaning,
each meaning is deep and hidden,
sometimes we dun take note or even care to bother,
sometimes the meaning is only discovered in the times to come,
persistent, slow or immediate,
it's still there,
the reason or meaning that lies within each path,
thus no regrets shuld b portrayed.
each step we take teaches us something new,
it reveals the sincerity that's buried deep within,
and also the clarity of the hearts,
as well as the sensibility and prudence that may or may not exist,
sometimes us human beings forget the beginning intentions,
thus twisting and turning to roads of events,
but perhaps clearing the mind once again,
n locating the thoughts and purposes..

colours

when you mix red and blue, u get purple,
the colour of calmness and serenity..
when u mix yellow and blue, u get green,
the refreshing colour of nature..
when u mix red and yellow, u get orange,
a colour that's cheerful and zesty..
when u mix white and black, u get gray,
a colour of gloom..
a colour which represents misery, with neverending amount of clouds over the head..

ramblings

i learn something today.i keep on learning everyday,which adds the colour to my life.:).first of all,i'd love to say thanx to all my true friends who has always been there even in times when i become a pain in the ass.huhu.without u guys perhaps life wuld be less colourful n cheerful.as the saying goes, no man is an island.u do need frens in life.either one or two or a whole batilion it's up you.well to me, the number doesn't count.sometimes the number is not big,but it is enough to make u happy.i realize that there are times when i just get crazy when i just think too much.tinking too much doesnt affect anyting,nor solve the problem that u may have.but it just gives u a big headache,which is like for no reason n is just affecting ur health in a way.y just tink so much when u know it wont change anyting.maybe thoughts n tinking is good,but too much of it may affect the neurons in your brain n wut happens after that,only God knows.haha.sounds like a saiko,ey.;p.hehe.well anyway, yeah, i guess smtimes there are just some points in your life when u shuld just stop tinking for a while.n just let things be wutever it is, n just accept anyting along the way in the journey of life.haha;p.myb im just saying this at this particular moment,n will keep on doing it in the time to come.;p.bcoz smtimes sayings r easier to be written than to be done.perhaps i just have to keep on reminding myself.till then..:)

better left unsaid.

some things are better left unsaid.the more u say, the more conflict u get, the more misunderstanding u create.perhaps just keeping inside is sometimes d best ting u culd do, at least, if not all the time.as they say silence is virtue.

nothing

i'm just tired.

ok, bye.

few words

just a few words for this posts:

dazed.scared.limbo.lost.fast.careful.wrong.beware.beza.lari.takot.

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tagged by ju :)

apa perkara yang anda lakukan semalam sebelum tidur?
bukak contact lens, cuci muke, tutup lampu, bace doa tido

satu tabiat kebelakangan ni sebaik sahaja anda bangun tidur?
tengok jam kt hp, or cari hp kalo jatuh

makanan favourite untuk breakfast...
weetabix n soymilk n apple or some hot drink n bread will do

namakan satu tempat yang anda ingin pergi..
hmm..france perhaps ..or switzerland

apa nama lucu anda?
xde sgt

apa perkara paling best yang berlaku dalam hidup anda setakat hari ini?
hmm..i dun like to rate tings as being the best, bcoz sume sama je, having its ups n downs

nyatakan 3 talian hayat dalam hidup anda (jika anda berhadapan dgn masalah)
1) God
2) a close fren
3) a close fren

anda ingin atau sedang bercinta?
none of d above

apakah benda paling best yang pernah anda belikan untuk seseorang?
ntah..

apakah benda paling best yang pernah anda terima dari seseorang?
hmm..i appreciate every single ting given by anybody ;)

nyatakan 3 perkara yang boleh buat anda tersenyum..
1) ending a misunderstanding or mishaps wif another person
2) having clear mind wif a clear heart
3) having great friends by my side

lagu favourite anda ketika ini...
all i have - j lo

pengakuan berani mati yang pernah anda buat sepanjang hidup anda...
many to mention.hehe

im tagging:
1)amna
2)afir
3)amrin
4)emelin
5)fizam
6)alia

nonsense -ing

when i tink back bout all d tings dat make me upset or disappointed..all the mixed feelings just starts to erupt..sometimes it just makes me smile to just discover on my own out of interest..perhaps just a smile of acknowledgment n the fact that i wont let myself fall in a stream of deceptions..perhaps it's just said that it's always just gonna be that way, no matter how it's covered with sugar sweet conveyance..how i've spent days tinking on tings that perhaps are just overload thoughts..but i guess now, whenever i feel pissed or angry, i culd just say dis one sentence to myself, which will perhaps make me feel better:
'hey, wait a minute, - - - - - ' .
and just smile.smile.smile. the end.

reflections

sometimes u feel that u'r happy,
but deep inside it's still been empty,
sometimes u wonder where the sincerity lies,
is it just gone as time flies,
u do feel that u must give some care,
but perhaps somehow it's just as if the care's not there,
u sometimes feel that u lack of fulfillment,
n try to straightened a line that's bent,
u feel d necessity to purify,
but perhaps words of d past seem to clarify,
u want to walk a path of light,
thus positiveness is vital compared to fright,
perhaps u need a clear of mind,
searching for what you need to find..

michelle branch - breathe

lesson learned

this time i've really learned my lesson.
i always say that i did.
but this time around i'll b more careful.
maybe sometimes i was just so stupid.
perhaps the trust was always there.
but i guess now i know.
dat it's all d same.

'flying without wings'

''
everybody's looking for that something.
one thing that makes it all complete.
u find it in the strangest places.
places u never know it could be.
some find it in the face of their children.
some find it in their lover's eyes.
you can't deny d joy it brings.
when you find that special thing.
you're flying without wings.
some find the chair in every morning.
some in the solitary lines.
you find it in the word's of others.
a simple line can make u laugh.
or cry.
u find it in the deepest friendship.
the kind u cherish all your life.
n then u know how much it means.
u find that special thing.
u'r flying without wings
so impossible.
as it may seem.
u got to fight for every dreams.
coz who's to know.
which one you let go.
would it make u complete..

''

wut r u looking for, r the things you do rili define wut u want, n does the choices u make bring pain to some, culd u live with that, bearing in mind that smiles wont occur to all, how r u sure wut u choose is rite, wuld u still hold on to wut u believe, or perhaps just going against it...

maybe i - five for fighting

culdnt sleep, so dis is wut i did instead. perhaps a song i culd relate to a bit.

*a credit to amna for introducing dis song to me earlier dis yr ;)*

words don't construe

A week has passed.
A week filled with dramas.
A week of uneven breathers.
Days are never to be predicted.
Days of unplanned events.
Days filled with joys and tears.
To all the hearts that were touched.
To all the souls that were lost.
To all the tears that have fell.
Sorry for all the burdens caused.
Sorry for the unexpected nor inviting mishaps.
Sorry is perhaps just a word, rather strong but not enough to mend.
Wish to have pleased.
Wish to have evenly scattered.
Wish to rather satisfy.
But perhaps
Just an ordinary human being.
Just rather an unseen.
Just God knows wut lies n buried deep within.