if only i could turn back time,
i'd change a few chapters,
i'd replace the golden settings with some palletes of grey,
i'd also take a good care of the pearl,
that i found in the middle of the ocean,
i won't drop it in the sea again,
swept away by the waves,
i'd make sure that it's always kempt in the wooden drawer.
but i guess, today is today,
i could never turn back time,
nor could i ever make the birds stop flying north,
i don't even have a magic wand to change the time,
i'm just a normal human being,
living under the power of Him,
everything is under His control.
anything that happens,
or we have ever encountered,
we learn.
it makes us who we are today.