2011 tomorrow

a final entry for 2010.

2010- a year of adaption, like trying to swim to the surface.

as for 2011:

1) hope that i could save up more money.

2)hope that i could drive well. and maybe ride a bicycle too.

3) workplace - never gets any easier, tougher each time - hope that i could do all the tasks given well, more sincere with everything, whether i accept things or not.

4)hope that i could be a better Muslim, daughter, sister and friend.

5)eat healthier, exercise more,  lose some weight too
6)read more! 

7) ..........
8) ..........

Love u all and thanks to each one of you who has made my life a better place :).

Have a good 2011 :)

a lost warior

when the warrior's no longer fighting,

then what's left?

all these years,

for nothing.

slow it be

the boat is sailing real slow,

no vague view of where to flow,

perhaps a spark of glow,

will guide you in the show.

I'M DEAD BROKE :-(  $$

inferiority complex.

maybe once you start accepting them,

they'll accept you too.

but instead, you keep running away.

because of inferiority complex.

and now you wonder why you aren't part of their worlds.

when you yourself was avoiding at the first place.
so fret not, 
'cause not all turns out to go at your direction.

twisted

moments like these i hate the most,

everything just seems wrong, awkward,

upside down.

it's in time like these that i'd rather choose to be silent.

rather than uttering words that do not convey the right meanings.

it's in days like these that i wish i could fly away to somewhere new.

you'll get through it

put your heart in the game,

swim along in the tide,

fake a smile if u need to,

pick up all your defences,

don't let the attacks bring you down.

for you'll get through this.

love this :)

..'cause i don't think that they'd understand..

the glance that once was

maybe tomorrow we'll look up to that day,

and probably we'd just laugh it off.

for we'd  rather shrug the grudge off our shoulders,

and let out a sigh of comfort.

when today we can already just look and smile,

it'll just be as if we had once walked pass that road,

only for a glance.

when not at ease

the more burden you put on people,

the more burden you yourself will feel
so don't burden others
walk on your own feet.

run

no matter how far we run,

we always keep coming back..

Chicago's Song from 1982

hehehe, one of favourite oldies song,very the oldies one..hehe.enjoy! :D

burning flames~

...and are we just playing with fire?

my heart

sometimes i feel that my heart is like a feather,

floating lightly in the air..

that was yesterday.

and that was yesterday.

when i let it slip away.

the time when i was blind.

where i just couldn't see.

but now is today,

and let yesterday pass.
for no words could change a hurtful action.

''Love Life'' by MIROS

he only sang for only minutes [0:57-1:04] , but still, OMG!!haha
yays for REMY ISHAK! i'm your biggest fan!! hahaha ;p

because you love me..

fine lines,

white hairs,

show how much time has passed,

how much ages have grown,

while raising us.

a picture from the yesterdays opened my eyes.

to see how much a difference there have been,

yesterday and today.

makes me realize how time has passed by so fast, 

and for me to appreciate every single moment there is now with you.

for all the love you've spread~

thank you.

i could never thank enough,

nor could i ever love enough in return.

-for mom and dad-

drift away..part 2

..and i'd save a bottle of dry white sands,

and tie it up with  a red ribbon,

i'd put it at a corner.

so i could save it for tomorow's sake.

for i don't the waves to drift all the dry white sands into the ocean.

drift away

sometimes,

friendships do drift away,

like how the sands got caught by the waves,

and off it drifts into the sea.

this song is just so lovely T_T

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you.
O Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take...
.
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you. 


Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank You for all the things that You’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did You give me hope
I wanna thank You for bringing me home...

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