when they go, just go,

they took that cue to go,

and off they went leaving you in the meadow,

and since they left, you closed the door,

so don't they come knocking anymore,

nor should they show that they care some more,

for when they want to go, just go.

perhaps

sometimes the words are just running in your mind from A-Z,

but in the end, you decide not to talk at all,

perhaps that may be the best thing to do.

Oh Allah, please strengthen up my heart.

death happens, no joke

often we fret too much about our daily days,

and worry much about what to come in the future,

thus we plan all we could.

and sometimes we keep everything on hold for tomorrow.

but the question is,

how sure are you that tomorrow will come?

are you certain that you will still be breathing a sip of air the next morning?

sometimes we always forget,

that death will will come one day, as promised,

anyday to anyone, at all,

regardless of age.

and are we ready to face God?

are we equipped with all the defences to face the A-Mighty?

or have we even asked for Allah's forgiveness for all the sins that we had committed?

and have we made ammends with people around us,

 and tell them how much we love them?

'cause we don't know when we may be leaving this world for good.

always live the days like tomorrow will never come.

be prepared to face God,

equip yourself all you could as a Muslim,

for we never know when our time will come.

Al-Fatihah to my friend,
'Allahyarham Noraida binti Mohamed Ali'

 Yesterday she was happily sitting infront of me, now she's gone with no early signs.

It's all in God's hand.

Wallahualam.

your choice

it's either you wanna trap yourself in a dark hole,

or you release yourself,

feel the light and embrace it,

to a start of a new beginning.

for you should cherish the life that you have,

the air that you can still breathe

appreciate every single minute,

love all you can,

don't make those frowns and frets age you
and take control of you.

huwaa

omg, i feel so buncit and fatttt.....

but i cant do anything about it -_-

grenade.hehe

time waits for no man

i just realized that time flies so fast.

a year passed rather fast,

it seems like just yesterday we went for that annual dinner with ipbarians,

but now we're like two years ahead.

time flies so fast,

so there's no more time to lose,
appreciate each minute you have remaining,
cut down the frowns,
live life to the fullest.

the greatest weapon of all

and the best thing that you could ever do is,
to just let go of it all.

no matter how ugly,

and no matter how it makes your heart tingle.

...

i'm just trying to digest everything that's been happening,

it's just becoming more and more confusing,

i just don't understand anything anymore. 

i thought i did, but now i don't.

i wish i could just go away to somewhere new
nothing just makes sense anymore,
nothing at all..

three years, baby, three years

stupid, 

was what i was then.

stupid,

was what that brought me down.

stupid,

is not what i'm going to be anymore.

stupid,

will no longer come in the way,

'cause i'll move along.

that ocean you've become

and they cautiously caught a bagful of raindrops,

just to release them back into the ocean a little later.

a gem

and so the steps of another ground they waltz,

and of the other hearts they left,

and if for the best it be for them,

then let happiness be by their side,
for if that is what they desire.
perhaps they may have just lost a precious gem.

countryroads, take me home.

it only felt like yesterday,

that we were laughing our way to Desaru,

we joked in between the traffic jams,

fooling around around, acting stupid,

singing along with the oldies and rock tunes on the radio,

while we crossed the countryside.

But what seems like yesterday just seems so faraway,

not only that don't we laugh together anymore,
our roads also diverged into two.

on your mark, get set, go!

you stopped running,

even before you reached the finishing line.

the bridge that was being built, collapsed,

even before it was fully completed.

gone.

i caught a star from the sky today,

i thought that it may had a reflection of you,

because they say, no matter where we are,

we are looking at the same stars.

but i guess that's just a hope,

as the mirage of you is just not there anymore,

you're just,
gone.

fluffy clouds, a bright day

those days i lived in the clouds,

    fluffy white clouds,

         floating in the air,

             the skies above.

perhaps it was just beyond reality,

    too good to be true,

        until one day you woke up from that beautiful dream,

            and you fell on the ground,

                faraway from the fluffy clouds,

                    bright days.

insyaAllah..you'll find your way,

i looked up in the sky,

and saw the stars in the sky before dawn this morning,

so beautiful and serene,

giving a sparkle to the dark skies.

as if telling me that everything will be ok.

you'll make it through,

insyaAllah..

sometimes stars do stop shining

i never expect for the stars to shine,

as the night is getting darker.

i don't expect for the path to go smooth,

as the miles are getting older.

i don't expect for the rain to stop,

as the lightning never stops striking.

But sometimes i'd love to believe that there may be a rainbow,

after a heavy rain..

All I Have - Jennifer Lopez

duffy - warwick avenue

my 600th post and still counting,

and maybe it's just time to start a new day,

and maybe it's just time to let go of the past. 

perhaps it's the moment for you to turn over a new leaf.

anger

i hate anger,

when there's anger,

it drives you to say things you don't mean,

do things you don't intend to,

it's the evil that controls you when anger comes.

it turns you into someone else.

locked

that chance, you had,
and now the door's closed.
don't come knocking back.

Dreams, Dream on.

Dreams, they make your world bright and colourful.

When you lost your dreams, your world becomes dark.

It may also crumble into little bits.

Perhaps you can lit up your world again,

using the little candles you picked up from the floor.

It may take a while for your world to shine again,

but you'll get there one day,

insyaAllah..