dejavu

today i'm reminded of how much i hated him.

those dejavu moments which reminded me of how horrible it was.

God knows how miserable i was.

i'm so thankful that i'm out of the leash already.

and thanks to that annoymous who reminded me indirectly.

words are just words

those days you said the oceans were red,

and you'd make it blue for me.

you'd catch the doves in the skies,

and fly me off to the up hill lands.

but these days the oceans are still red,

and the doves still do fly high up in the sky,
but just that you soar off from the world without me,

and it just tingles to see you spread your wings and fly.

for i've never loved my hypothesis to be proven correct,

but you just make that happen.

and you just prove to be like just any one of them

all just the same.
and maybe it's just time for me to spread my wings and fly away.

heart skips a beat.

this video made me smile today.it's just so cute n bubbly :). can't wait for her new album.i'm so gonna get it.love love love this lenka girl :D

fear of the unknown

what hurts more, the fear of the unknown?

or the hurt because of knowing?

the journey.

and so yesterday we climbed the mountains tall,

we kept a firm grip so that we would not fall.

but today rocky mountains turned into rocky roads,

it kept us from smoothly swaying forward,

and so eventually our paths came to a halt.

money come and go.

money come and go,

but it couldn't buy the people that you love.

money come and go,

you give some, you get some,

so give all you can when you still can.

don't love your money more than you love your loved ones.

let's listen to micheal learns to rock :)

i love micheal learns to rock.all their songs are really nice.:)

the beauty of health

the importance of health is most appreciated when you are feeling sick and weak.
it makes you a more grateful person as you heal and feel much better.

the goldfish.

goldfish swimming in the river,

in little groups they flow,

together the whole journey,

the same trails they go.

before they follow another path,

and swim in a different stream.

we won the debate competition for the state level! :D

this month has been quite a tough month.

have been through alot,
gasping in between heartaches,

struggling between time,

fighting between illness,

but in the end of the day,

there is a smile that i can put on my face,

and there are faces that lighten up my days along the way,

throughout this month.

and the best part is that you're not a part of it.

and just so you know,

i'm fine and better off without you.

:[

my head feels heavy,

my throat is sore,

my mind can't think, 

my whole body feels high temperatured,

can we just skip tomorrow?

zzz

procrastination is totally the name of my game.

i'm tired, sleepy, and have lots of work to do,

but i'm just lepak-ing2 first, off-tasking.

haishh..

i wonder if i could get rid of this habit.

i feel like sleeping right now.

the wings to soar above in the sky

you put yourself out there,

you gave your heart away,

every bit of it,

and then you come home with a broken wing,
perhaps it was just something you did or said,
that it all just fell apart.

Just A Dream~

that tricycle ride.

there was a time that i had to stop using a tricycle,

and get rid of one of its wheels

and to start using a normal bicycle.

but i was too scared to do it,

each time i did,
i diverted,

i turned back,

and refused to step out of my comfort zone.

but then you helped me take out one of the wheels,

you did it for me,

because alone, i couldn't do it.

you made that move.

all along,

i knew that it was the right thing to do,

but i was scared  of the challenges i'll be facing.

but since you helped me to make that first step,

i'd like to thank you.

because i know that i'll never be able to do it alone,
i'd be too weak to make the first step towards that change.

but now, no matter how scared i'll get,

and no matter how i may stumble,

i know that it was the best thing to do.

weather forecast

i felt the rain coming,

as it seemed cloudy,

and the skies were dark.

but when it actually rained,

i felt scared,

i didnt know what to do.

but fret not,

'cause even weathers change,

so what do you expect.

vague made clear

maybe i was just too blind to see,

but it's all so clear now.

and it hits me like a bullet train each time.

swoooshh.

faster than the wind,

faster than the speed of light,

that's just how fast.

i'll leave when the wind blows

what's your passion?

when you do something that you like,

that's when the feeling of content comes,

no matter how tired it makes you become,

or no matter how it takes up most of your time,

but if you enjoy it,

then you'll feel its worth,

and how you really want to make an effort towards it.

i guess i've found one of the things that i'm passionate about. :)

setiap kata yang terucap itu adalah doa,

it's true as how it's said,

that words which come out of your mouth are like prayers,

without you realizing it.

few things that i go through in life today proves it,

no matter how i'd love to deny it,

and no matter how i'd like to think that it's not right,

but in the end i guess it's pretty true,

things that you say repeatedly sometimes may just come true.

so, be careful with what you wish for,
and mind your words from saying things that you wouldn't even want to imagine for it to happen.
'cause it may just become a reality one day.

just let the sun shine.

and maybe you should just stop chasing for the light,

'cause you might just get tired in the end.

perhaps you should just let the seasons past,

and live life as how it is.

just don't go against the tides.

love this.

take back thy umbrella

i''ll make my way through that rain,

hurricanes and storms.

thus thou shouldn't offer an umbrella,

as nothing is needed from thou,

for when thou had waltzed through that door, just be gone.

i just miss you very much,

but there's just nothing that i can do or say.

of ocean's depth

perhaps i did thought that the rain had stop,

but instead it just keeps pouring,

never ending.

and somehow i thought it were a steel,

but a glass it is,

as fragile as it easily breaks and crumbles.

a songwriter

This girl never fails to touch my heart with her songs, like Lenka as well.

Hmm..maybe i should write songs too..
Is there anyone who wants to be the singer?hehe

let the yesterdays stay yesterday,

for all these years spent to make you happy,

for all these years having said words that were better not said,

for all these years waltzing on your tracks,

i would like to leave 'em all behind the door.

and finish off the chapter.

and turn to the next page.

 

make a leap

no more dwelling,

just move on.