this song never fail to make me smile :)

open your eyes, your heart ; and learn~

Never regret what that has happened,
Or what road that has been put in your way.
Things are meant to be as it is.
Don't spend hours thinking what it could have been,
'Cause perhaps that's just how things were meant to be.
No matter how you wish this, or you wish that, and you think what if this.
But set your worries aside as things may or may not happen because it were meant to be that way.
And never go against the tide.
Semua yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya~
And as a normal human being,
You have to accept everything
And learn from each of your encounters.
Things happen for you to learn, reflect, appreciate.
And may it help make you a better person,
InsyaAllah~

just keep going~

They told you not to play near the angry waves by the sea.
They warned you but you refused to listen.
Thus you got swept away and into the sea.
And so you dived into the oceans
Catching a breath of air once in a while from the surface.
You fought with the horrendous wind, lightning and storm,
That got you breathless in the middle of the sea.
Now that you've had enough of the raging waves,
And decided to swim back to the shore,
The journey takes a toll on you,
With all the pains, scars and aches.
But no matter what you have to face it,
Just never lose hope in walking your days,
And just let it be one of your life's valuable lessons.

that deep blue ocean ride~

As we swim in the deep blue ocean,
We look for a grasp to hold on to,
Sometimes we take on the large stone,
But somehow it makes you drown way deep into the sea.
And then you climb on that yacht
It takes you safely to shore.
Or that enormous ship
That brings you there in eternity.
In between, you hold on to that jelly fish,
But it releases a sting that catches the breath out of you.

As we swim in the deep blue ocean,
Our vision is blurred,
We couldn't differentiate from what's there,
Nor could we tell what we're holding on to~

this song's for you ;)

“My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note.
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo~”

Adam Levine «Stereo Hearts»

pre-azam baru for next year

Next year:

1. I have to be really serious in continuing my studies in masters, at least start at some time of next year. Couldn't afford anymore delays.

2. I have to really know how to drive a car so that I could easily go around(but preferably I would love to have a driver instead. I provide the car and driver's seat empty, and I be co-pilot je :p)

3. (The third one is secret for now.)

Lighters - Bruno Mars

“This one's for you and me
Living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now all I wannna see
Is a sky full of lighters, a sky full of lighters"

tired.

I'm just so tired already,
Really.
Nothing I do seems right,
Nothing I do seems enough
I give up trying
So lazy already.

that glittery sparkling shiny gold~

For some, we'd move mountains
Tread rivers and oceans
If that's what it's worth.
I have like this little gold in my heart
That I couldn't let go of
It shines and gives me sparkles throughout my days
It may not last,
But those glitters will always be there.
And thank you for being that precious little gold in my heart,
Even without you knowing it~

the signs

If there's one thing I learned is that, never to give your whole heart away. No matter how your heart feels like popping out, just keep it all inside. Just don't throw yourself away to someone. Keep yourself together and just stay put. Sometimes you just want to pour all those feelings out, but set it all aside and just don't take that risk to hurt yourself for no reason. Let things be as it is, and just accept it as it is. Sometimes you just need to learn to understand, as it it just for the best.

too much a trodden step

Let these feet bring me where it could
As far as it could get
`Cause I just need to be at a spot somewhere new
Away from here.
There's no space left for me here,
Thus I need to go away.

that gushing wind~swooshh

Those happy times we had,
They were not meant to last.
It came along like a sudden breeze
Gushing by,
So momentary, so temporary,
Yet so calming and serene,
Even if for a while.
Thus it is now the time to move forward,
And pretend that that short yesterday never happened.
'Cause it was probably meant to come by only for a while,
Just to add a layer of coating in your heart.
For it will pass~

Dia Framptom - Inventing Shadows ~

a talented girl from 'The Voice' :)

the red rose

We run around the hills and valleys in the meadows,
Catching butterflies and ladybugs.
We look for that red rose,
Thorns surround it.
Beautiful, bold, astonishing,
But amongst its beauty,
A secret is hidden.
You don't know how she's feeling inside
Beneath that sweet smile.
Her dreams as big as the world,
Her love as deep as the oceans.

these weathered dusts

Waltzed those thousand miles
Sheltered from those starry nights
Trod the lakes by the garden
Raged the angry storms.
But still,
When I sit and stop for a while,
There's just nothing else that I could think of
But..¤

sunshine

a day without you is like a day without the sun~

of risks and acceptance

You knew from the start that there would be risks,
So what's the point of complaining now?
Just accept things as they are.

the cold wind

And you shall stop chasing for the cold wind,
Its chills far from temperament,
You'd run away from it as far as you can go.
And rather you shall just dance with the smoothly sailing breezy air,
Its fresh crisp emulates serenity.
Just away from that cold wind,
That cold heart.
And be under your comforting blankets instead.

the maze

It's like a maze
A puzzle
You don't know what's next
You don't know what's to come
You may be over the moon
If all's avail
If not it may all just fail.
But nevertheless
You'd still want to reach that finishing line
With cherry blossoms,
A merry heart.

the railway tracks

If I'd had to wait until the train comes,
I'd wait at the railway station.
I'd wait a day, a month, a year.
For as long as it would take.
I'd do anything,
Just to get there.
I'd move mountains if I could
I'd walk through the seven seas
Anything at all.
Just to get that glimpse of you.

never stop loving while you still can

Who would've known,
That was the last time you touched her hands,
The final moments you saw her face,
And the last chance for you to kiss her forehead.
It kills me inside
For not being able to watch her go,
That last time.
And not being able to have more moments
Spent with her
To appreciate her even more
To take more care of her.
But nevertheless
It's all in God's hands.
He decides, determines.
You accept, obey.
Al-Fatihah to my Allahyarham grandma~makwe.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya..

love love love this song! :)