thou

a bright star shines among other millions of stars in the dark sky,
a single oak leaf grows amongst the other leaves on the oak tree,
a particle of sand sparks in the ocean of other particles of sand under the radiant sun,
unseen,
you camouflage,
you blend in,
and dissolve away.
you may think you are significant as the one and only bright sun,
lighting up all the planets in the solar system,
but truth is,
you're not.
just as one of the drops of dew,
admist the splash of water,
that's just what you may be.
nothing significant,
nor special.
not even close to what you think you may be.

of 27

Alhamdulillah..thank you Allah for the wonderful 27 years of breathing in this world..for enabling me to witness and experience many things in life that help me grow to become a better person..may these years ahead be filled with Your blessings and may i be a better person,inside out. i think it is about time i say goodbye to a few things and start fresh. may Allah guide my way through. life is definitely like a wheel, it keeps on spinning..at times you are on top of the world, but at other times you are nothing..but i believe Allah always has beautiful,unexpected, better plans for you .Amin..InsyaAllah.. :)

Justin Timberlake - Mirrors :)

"the vacancy that sat in my heart, is a space, that now you hold,"

the wrap-up

for as long as we gaze at the beautiful shiny stars,
and for the times we stare deep into that bright sunshine,
that's when our eyes wear out.
of the the utterly hot blazing sun.
and the missing stars in the dark sky.
in a minute we be lost in the darkness.
but after a while we find our way,
we no longer gaze at the vibrant sunshine,
nor do we be fond of the glittery stars.
we don't wait for those colourful rainbow after a rain,
those drops of dew by the morning glory,
we don't wait no more,
as waiting for the red rose to bloom.
but,
what we do is,
we'd close the chapter
and climb to the next.
that's all for now,
thank you.
you haven't been too kind.

breathe easy

thanks for leaving,
you made things easier for me.

hate

i hated you since that very day.
i hated every thing about you.

but most of all,

i just hate how i just can't seem to hate you,
not a single bit,
not even at all.

go.

don't walk,
if you have to stop.
don't speak,
if you can't be true.
don't come,
if you have to go.
don't stay,
if you have to leave.

Treasure

Only the dark skies would understand how shiny the bright stars are.
Only the deep waters would witness how beautiful the coral reefs are.
Let the rain feel how heartwarming a rainbow could be.
And if only just the bright sky could feel the warmth of the sun;the serenity of the white clouds,
Then let it just be that way.
For be it that only the beauty of nature,
And only He would understand what is felt.
By the heart.

Wish

If i were given one wish, it would be, i want to stay young forever. Haha. I know it may sound a little silly or stupid. But yeah, i would wish for this if i had a chance. If i were to dive in a fountain of youth, i'd do that. It's just that, growing older could sound a little bit creepy, especially when you're doing it alone. Things also get a little more serious when your age increases. Circle of friends become smaller, until you could barely count with your hands as there hardly is anyone left. Hectic lives make us all busy. Everyone starts a new life as they grow older, leaving everything else behind. This transition could sometimes be overwhelming, but, you'll cope eventually. I could hardly remember the last time i watched a good movie with a good friend. Time flies so fast, sometimes i could barely catch up. My surroundings start to change, but i feel the same. People around me progress to another level, but i still feel that i'm at the same spot. Not that i don't try to get out of it. I do try, but perhaps maybe my time hasn't come yet. I believe God knows what is best for me.

Growing up is sometimes no fun when you are doing it all alone. But i guess it is a circle of life, sometimes you're on top, sometimes you're at the bottom. But the bottom line is, you've gotta keep up. Keep on holding on and have faith in Him. If you feel you are hitting rock bottoms, the least you could do is feel grateful to still be given a chance to breathe in this world. Love your life, see the best out of it. You may think this may not be your sunny day, but fret not, Allah has better plans for you. Believe that :)

:'(...Astaghfirullah..

Juz 24 [Quranic Gems] | QuranWeekly

Stay

Though many a time you'd close the opened the door,
It keeps reopening each time.
And even though you'd vanish it in thin air,
It'd appear each time..
No matter how hard you try to hide it in the deep blue oceans,
It shows in each sparkle of the sun.
It stays there each time.
There's nothing you could do to make it disappear..

Break

How long shall it take to fall, to finally rise and stand up again?
How long shall you hear the thunder, till you'd know that the rain would fall?
And how long does it take to break, to finally put the pieces back together?

the dot

a thousand steps wouldn't take you there,
nor would a thousand miles.
should the path never lead your way,
you shall just give it a halt,
and turn the other way.
though knowing that it may not be easy,
as you may need to weather the horrid storm,
but, you'd just have to let it slide.
because, a way to overcome your fears is,
to actually face it.
Just let it go.

walk ahead

when the skies, they're dark,
when the stars, they disappear,
and when the tides, they wash away,
the sandcastles built, the're ready to fall.
and the wind, they're about to blow.
giving a chill in the spine.
you're out all alone in the wild,
the cold.
there's nothing to spare,
nor a bough to grasp.
thus all that's for you to do,
is to inhale, exhale,
get a calm.
let it all pass.
and flipover a new page.
cause you've got nothing to lose,
just yet.
if you're already ready to walk forward,
there's no more turning back.

hello, august

would tomorrow still be the same as today?
where all is merry,
and as gray as can be.
or would the wind play a different symphony,
a melodious wave in the oceans.
and if tomorrow was all we had,
would today be a little different than how it seems?
given seconds, days, years,
we'd still be strolling down those same,
vibrant, yellowish-green meadows,
as it'd bring a merry to the heart.
a silent melody that only we know.