the feel

in between love or hate,
something that comes in between.
in between a smile and a frown,
something that comes in the middle.
in between a tear and a laughter,
what differentiates the two.
and in between a happy and a worried feeling,
what is it that comes through.
what is the feeling the you actually feel.
the heartbeat

Lie.

Though I say I want green,
Actually I want pink.
I may say I love rainbows,
But I actually love the moon.
I told you I love circles,
But squares are what I adore.
Remember how I said I love daisies?
Well, actually, I love tulips instead.
I'm sorry I have to lie.
I just want to you to understand more,
It's not that I don't care,
I do.
I really do.
But I just want to see how far you'd walk the mile.
How deep is the ocean.
If you could see right through me now.

Waves

Are we to jump as high as we could,
To reach for the stars in the skies?
Who are we to move mountains,
Or to colour the rainbows?
We don't paint the blue skies red,
Or the dark nights white.
We dive, we run, we climb
We fall, we stumble, then we rise,
We feel.
We catch the teardrops of the clouds,
We colour your oceans blue.
We send a melody.
A tune.
A beautiful one.
Just to remember the song we once heard.
The waves, a soothing one.

enjoy!:)

ok, people say she's weird now or whatever, but, i love this song :)..and Wrecking Ball too.

miss

today i miss you so much that i want to cry.
it saddens my heart and makes me feel a little down and depressed.

but this is an only once in a blue moon feeling.
it will pass.

i'm sorry but my heart may not always be as strong as steel,
at times it may crumble.

but only if i look at that direction.
thus, because of today,
i won't do it again.

that's all.

when you hit rock bottoms

Sometimes you fall down just to witness how high the sky is.
To realize how small you really are.
and how far you may have been.
Perhaps at times you may have just hit rock bottoms,
just to make you realize where you have actually been,
what you have been doing,
how you were doing them,
and just to get you back on track.
Sometimes you are tested just to realize the wrongs that you may have done.
To be grateful for what Allah has given to you.
To be a more obedient servant of His.
To make yourself a better person,
To ask Allah for forgiveness.
To purify yourself.
Life is always spinning like a wheel,
Years have passed where you may have felt that you may been on the top,
But now when you reach the grounds below,
Never give up hope.
Wipe off the dusts and stand up again.
Just let all those hurtful words that slide by your ears just pass by
Don't let it reach your heart.
For every cloud has a silver lining,
Everything happens for a reason.
For you to learn,
to be a better person,
InsyaAllah..

love,perhaps

the stars in the midnight skies,
perhaps the tingle of cool breeze
by the soothing beach,
the beautiful scent amidst the fresh dew,
a heartbeat every now and then,
a smile in each laughter,
a joy that it may bring,
the merry.
that you may have been out of touch of
all this while
but just perhaps
perhaps
perhaps

the rainbow

when we've once seen the beauty of a rainbow,
it goes away so fast.
we had a glimpse of it,
but in a second,
it's no longer there.
but as we've seen the beauty,
we couldn't get enough..
we realize there's a whole new world to venture
the beauty
that lies deep within
even if for a moment

half of my heart

:)

2014

too fast a sailing month,
too deep the seas you dive,
too high the skies you fly.
catches you when you fall
holding you at the solid ground.
but too fast a feeling grows,
it may not even be true.