2015

It was a tough year for me. I wouldn't lie. It was hard on me. There were times of a fall, a heartbreak or two. There were times that I'd been pushed, defeated, embarrassed, used, betrayed, crushed, hurt. I stumbled, I fell. I hit rock bottom. I learned to fall in love again just to fall out of it all over again. But I guess some things are just not meant to be. I know that every cloud has a silver lining and I believe that Allah has better plans for me. I learn to pick up the pieces, Alhamdulillah. Slowly, I'm rising once again. I learned the true meaning of friendship. People who are there through thick or thin. People who are meant to stay only for a while, and those who seem as if you'd known for a lifetime. I learned that some would choose to stay, while some would go and leave you behind. Appreciate the ones that are still there despite any weather. Thank you. The ones who go, I learn to let go, for you shall no longer carry a burden in the heart. Release and be free.

Despite tough days, there were also great ones. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for the blessings. For the wonderful family, beyond words could ever say. Alhamdulillah , I thank you Allah each day of my life for bringing them to me. And another addition to our family this year, Alhamdulillah :). May you always cherish our life in this world and the Hereafter.

2016, I wouldn't say much for now. Apart from, better days will come.
Have faith in Allah.
Amin :)

The Rainbow Breeze

Rainbows,
They do come,
But never did they say that they'd stay long.
When the rain goes,
Rainbows do come.
They shine,
To bright the skies,
Then they go.

As the breeze too,
A gush of cool,
It sends.
To give a warmth of a feel.
Calming a soul.
And when it has pass momentarily,
It goes.

Embrace the warmth,
The cool,
The shine,
As it passes by.
As it is only meant to be felt,
Momentarily.

Serenity

Learn to swim without a float,
Coz one day you'd have to let go of its support.

Learn to fly with your own wings,
As one day you'd have to let go of a grasp.

Learn to paint the skies a blue.
And learn that it'd never be a green.or yellow.or red.

Let the colors stay exactly where they are.
Don't sketch an unseen masterpiece.

Just breathe the air.
There is still an oxygen.
Two of 'em.
Indulge in its peace,
Serenity

Always have Allah in your heart, as He never fails you.

Have other people in your heart, and when they push you, you stumble, you fall.

Have faith in Allah only. He is enough for you.

future

I'd like to edit the past.
rewrite it,
into a better future.

ice

you will no longer see beneath the frozen waters,
the ice.
frozen cold.
you'd forget of the warmth that it were then.
but when the ice melts,
you'd see you the mirage of the view.
of the sweet serenity that it had brought.
to remind you of the warmth it had had,
before it had vanished.
but rather,
you'd let it freeze.
let the cold ice surface it.
and let it freeze for eternity.

still

so much of a time spent collecting sands,
by the beach.
but no matter how you try,
the sands still won't reduce.
it remains the same.

so much a time collecting the ocean waters in a pail.
with all your might you fill in each empty pail and waiting for it to be full.
but still,
as much as the pails may be filled,
the sea doesn't change a bit.

like collecting stars at night,
you reach,
but you won't gain.
no matter how far you spread your wings to fly.

so stand still.
and only feel the warmth of the breeze.
you need not move an each.
enjoy the cool wind that passes by.
breath if you need to,
smile if you want to.
let it only greet you by surprise.