a few words

i can only say that now i understand why,
maybe i didnt know earlier.
but i'm relieved now.
Thank God.

It's You

It's you now,
You take the lead.
If it wasn't fully you before,
now is the time to be you.
Always putting other people's feelings before you,
now is the time to consider you as well.
Be gone the words and acts that bring you down,
Let bygones be bygones,
For it may not even be of worth.

uncountable but unreachable

try counting each particle of sand by the beach,
or each raindrop that fall on the ground,
that's just how uncountable it is.
try touching the clouds up beyond the blue sky,
or the shining stars sparkling up high,
that's how unreachable it is,
just beyond what could be.

words of apology

many apologies conveyed.
for the words being said, thought or crossed the mind.
perhaps it may have just been predictions or assumptions,
at the spur of the moment,
or rather being controlled by the irrational emotions,
thus resulting to the unnecessary throw of words,
which weren't even really meant.
either way,
i apologise from the bottom of my heart.

in no time

In a second, they look the other way,
In a minute, they change,
In an hour, they make you question,
In days, they leave,
In months, they forget,
In years, they're just gone.

you paint pictures

You paint pictures,
with layers of water colour,
beautifying the drawing,
so pretty and caught the eyes.

You paint pictures,
you shield it with the colours,
armouring it with pastel colours and crayons,
covering what actually lies beneath.

And then you don't paint anymore,
revealing what's for real,
the truth,
it hurts but you're grateful that you end up knowing.

enjoy the moment

Worrying too much about the future,
Dwelling too much on the past,
Sometimes we forget to enjoy the moment.
What’s in the past or future, or what you don’t know,
Is the one that usually bothers the mind.
Sometimes you forget what you have in the moment,
And thus dun remember to appreciate the wonders that you actually own.

Cherish the moments that you have.
Let it go, the things that you don’t know,
Leave it as it is.
Enjoy life in the moment
As thinking too far ahead will just suffocate your mind.
Let the past just be a lesson, a colourful memory,
and for the future to be a hidden mystery.

a spinning cycle

It just struck me today, while going through some old drafts..
Even after a series of months,
it have always been the same reasons, same occurrences,
over and over again..never ending..
the cycle keeps going,
keeps on spinning repeatedly,
always comes back to the same old things months back,
up till today.
Just like this hamster up there,
it keeps on running in the spinning wheel,
the same cycle over and over again,
never ending,
perhaps only stopping for breath once in while.
wondering how long it could keep on running, keep on going.
there's nothing new, just the same old spinning wheel,
until in the end it got tired, exhausted of the reoccurring cycle.
It just couldn't run no more.
just like this polar bear below..