don't

don't utter words which are not meant,
actions speak not the words being said,
don't build up the hopes just for the sake of saying,
for it just creates a mirage of the unexistence,
as in the end of the day,
it just does not mean a thing,
or perhaps just makes sense of it all.

dead

im dead.
like really really dead.
im running out of time n ideas.
help.
s.o.s.

nothing left to do

there are times when you stumble,
you fall down,
you hit the ground,
but would you still have time to stand up again,
to pick up the pieces,
to patch up the holes,
somehow you know how hard you fell,
and you're just looking for the strength to stand up again,
perhaps to look forward,
rejuvenate,
with a heavy heart,
keeping sealed.

the king and the queen

the king.

just because u have all the power in the world.
and just because u have all the money in the world.
u may not be able to hold the world at the tip of your finger.
u are also unable control everything under you will.
you must remember that there are also people in this world with a heart and feelings.
u cannot just take hold of all that.

the queen.

just because you are a lady.
and just because u are always seen perhaps as the more insignificant,
it doesn't mean that u hav to let the footsteps walk all around you.
you should be able to stand on your own.
just be strong.
and not letting the the force of control take advantage of you.
you have your rights for your own speak of mind.
and no one can take that away from you.

consequently

it's as if u just felt the pinch,
when you had always been numb.

it's as if u've just had a clear view, a clarity,
when your vision had always been blocked, blinded.

let loose

a small bird that's just learned to fly,
already able to let go of its mom,
capable of flying on its own,
no longer needs to be clingy to its elder,
losing its grip,
for it is already to able to soar on its own,
to explore the world,
letting loose of itself,
it shouldn't still be holding on or keep turning back,
nor shall it still have a grip of the behind,
for only the world ahead is the one that it should venture,
n just letting the past be its lesson..

as heavily as how the rain falls,
as sharp as the needle and pins,
as disapointing,
as how it is..