wif great powers come great responsiblity

suddenly dis saying from spiderman-3 makes me come up wif a post..huhu..
'with great powers come great responsibility'

with great powers come great responsibility,
with our increasing age comes more obstacles,
with long waits come a choice of opportunity,
with uncertainty comes a whole lot mixture of confusion,
with patience comes more test..

i guess dat's juz how life is..
it's juz full of questions...full of challenges..
full of paths...that have more than one ends..
this is where our rational mind comes in..
so d best decision culd b made..

ppl always say dat life is not fair..
but wut i'll always believe is d fact dat God is always fair..
'He' makes dis life full of surprises n unexpected events..
we may hav stage of depression..or stage of calmness..culd b stage of happiness..or even a stage of brokeness..
we may b totally lost n sad for a day, but culd b happy in d next day..
'He' juz makes our life balance, wif ups n downs...
n it's juz up 2 us in how we control it..
or how we perceive it..

everyting dat happens does not only happen...
everyting happens for a reason..
ade hikmah dia..
n d test n tings we go thru juz makes us learn n grow..

words+stable emotions+concious mind

three of d above..
sometimes we juz cant control the three..if only we could blurt out our words properly without having regrets in d end..but it's usually kind of hard...smtimes our words are affected by our emotions..or even our feelings at dat time..it's hard to collaborate our concious minds wif our emotions...n smtimes we end up juz saying anyting dat we feel is right at that particular moment...bak kate lain, ikut sedap mulut n perasaan la..but in d end of day, we regret..

hmm...tink wisely before speaking...d wrong few utterances culd drag u into a world of complicatedness

all in one go

Seems like a pretty long one...too many tings happening...
smtimes i juz wonder if i did d rite ting...n whether i said d rite tings..or is juz a matter of tinking too much..
it culd b juz a matter of jumbling tings around n juz adding up 2 d confusion..d smting in d nothing....smtimes i juz laugh at myself tinking bout d tots dat ocurred ..it juz seems funny to me how tings culd juz happen all in a sudden...all in one go...smtimes it juz seems impossible n cant b accepted by a clear n concious mind..
i guess some tings had owiz meant 2 b how they r supposed 2 be...myb some tings juz culdnt b mend..n smtimes diff worlds juz seem so far apart...n culdnt demolish the walls formed..i guess it's juz a matter of coping, believing n having the strength within..

fix you..

i guess this song best describes me at the moment..many unaccomplished things 2 achieve..n how i wish i could juz fix all the problems that i face..but i guess not everyting is as easy as the words in a song..

...-_-...

dunno y im juz so weak in d inside at times..
smtimes i juz giv in too much..
juz follow on wif d flow too much..
i dun rili tell ppl how i feel..
i dun rili tell ppl i need a 'peace' of mind..
i dun rili tell ppl wut i really want..
i dun rili tell ppl wut really bothers..
more of an inside person..
not rili knowing how to voice tings out verbally..
but rather juz thru writing..
perhaps i do express myself better thru dis way...
even if it may b a bit vague at times..
but if ppl r rili close wif me, then i culd b rili open to them..

i guess smtimes it's juz d feeling of terlebih mkn budi..
or juz d guiltiness..
which makes us not sitting still..
feeling dat smting shuld b done..
2 repay d good deed..
Gosh, how i wish i knew wut shuld've been done...
but wif no hard feelings by anyone ..*sigh*..

looking 4 a focus..

no focus..
where m i heading..
wut m i looking for..
who m i sticking wif..
how will it end...
these questions juz struck my mind..
endless questions..
hardly any answers..
myb i juz hav 2 end a chapter in my life...
d chapter dat started in nov 2006..
until today..
d end..
i hope i keep my words..
hmm..

nonsense..

it's juz funny how ppl culd fall so fast..
unexpectedly n unpredictably..
i nver knew dat it culd bring a big impact towards me..
juz makes me tink n tink..
dis is such a crazy feeling n silly tot..
it shuldnt even b happening..
it's a matter of worlds apart..
n culd never happen..
so impossible..
wuldnt even cross a person's mind..
n juz clapping wif no sounds..

;p