random mixed pickled fickle

sometimes it juz makes me wonder wut's it all about,
is it about sympathy,
is it about the greed,
is it about a realization,
like a sudden lightning that strikes?
it's always been a roller coaster ride..
when u'r high up in the ride,
u feel scared, u scream ur lungs out, u wanna come down fast..
u get all excited,
it's all d temporary feelings..
then before u know it u'r in a lower position,
being more cool, n calm n relaxed..
but then u get higher again, n then lower..it occurs repeatedly..
keeps on changing..
if it were to be compared to a mind,
then it culd be said to be a fickled one...