tagged by miss amrin

1. The who tag/pass you is?
amrien

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friends :)

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
owns a heart of gold
calm
very neat
positive
smart

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
hmm...being paranoid n procrastinate together :D

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
banyak mende..she has taught me alot :)

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
not believe it ;p

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
it's not gonna happen.hehe

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
be sad

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
harap2 xde la :D

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
buat tag ni.hehe

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
baik orangnye :)

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
haha.i dunno

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
hmm...im bad at answering this question

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
negative thinking

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
just myself

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
take care.

i tag:
ju, am, zai, tobbie, izati, emelin, anyone reading.

often change of minds and an uncertainty

a few says about myself

fickle - minded.
people who are close to me often describe me with this word. i dun where how or where it came from but i guess it's always been affecting me. at one point i could be certain with something, at another moment or at the very last minute, i could easily change my mind. perhaps it's a part of human nature having a mind and heart that's always changing. never sticking to a certain say of mind. at times having a very heartfelt say, at another moment or day, it could just be twisted to another action. weird but true. perhaps putting too much of a thought over things. n thus resulting to a frequent change of mind, heart and action. it could affect others at times. perhaps being more certain n less of a too-much-thinking could help in times to come.

doubtful.
this is like a disease in me. it affects me in everyday life. i have doubt over many things. n trust me, it's not a great feeling at all. i know it's bad. the doubt could apply to a few things. for example, u do something and in the end of the day u ask urself, did u do it rite. if u think it's not rite, u repeat it again. it could drive me crazy at times. perhaps being more confident could be a help. sometimes perhaps surroundings and situations make me doubt and assume more. but recently i guess it's reduced a bit, due to some moments of confrontations. i hope it will stay that way so that these doubts don't come hunting all the time.

norah jones - don't know why

a few words

''when it's wrong, everything's good,but just temporary''

Thunder

maybe..

maybe everyone are just born with different nature from each other..

we are all different..

but nevertheless , who am i to judge, i myself is a person full of weaknesses..i do many mistakes as well..

surveys

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
game on. ;)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be
to have the superpowers to be invisible and disappear any time i want ;p

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
no one at the moment

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
spend some, keep some

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
maybe

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved i guess

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
if there is still hope and a spark of light

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
nothing, be happy for them

9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
all the goodness

10. What takes you down the fastest?
lies

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
can't foresee the future

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
answers

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
sweet

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married and rich?

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
tgok jam at my hp

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
definitely no

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one wif more hope and more sincere

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive - yes, forget - takes time, or maybe even no

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
i prefer not to answer this question

i tag:
-zye
-rien
-ju
-afir
-warid
-amna
-tobbie
-anyone reading

words of the day

once a procrastinator, forever a procrastinator ...

tagged again

"First Times"

First Time to Cook My Own Rice
i think it was when i was 12

First Time to Learn AlQuran
darjah 1 kot if not mistaken, bace Muqaddam

First Time to Have a Laptop
june 2006

First Time to be Away from My Parents
when i was 12, lived wif my grandma

First Time to Write a Story
darjah 1 kot

First Time to Clubbing
never did

First Time Fall in Love
mase darjah 6, was just silly back then ;p

First Time to See the world
officially opened my eyes on 26 aug 1986 but i guess these two years here had really open my eyes to the world

First Time to Buy A Guy Something
mase darjah 6 kot, a keychain ;p

First time to be a middle person...
mase form 1 kot

First Time to Understand What is Life..
perhaps just recently, n still searching for the meaning

First Time to Learn Silat
never really learned silat but learned karate-do ;p

First Time to Meet A King
xpernah, on tv perhaps ;p

My Very First Best Friend
when i was ten at saudi arabia, this girl named maria ishaq bhatti, i wonder how she is now

First Time to Realise that I am Actually A Slow Learner...
during my after school years, or was it during form 5. one slow learner i am ;p, i have to rili read in depths before i culd really understand

First Time to Play Online RPG Game...
not rili into it

First time to live in UK
never did

First Time to Understand Others do Care ABout Me...
days back home

First Time to think about dieting
when i was in standard 5 ;p

The next person to be tagged...

1. amrien hamila
2. siti amnah
3. juliza
4. nurizzati
5. zairila
6. alia
7. emelin
8. tobbie
9. hanafi
10. anyone reading

thank you

nevertheless,
thank you,
for spreading my wings to fly,
for picking up the pieces when it all fell,
for opening my eyes to the world of possibilities,
for making me known of the realization,
perhaps the streak of light which has had its stay,
may have felt its lost when it will not be there,
not quite far from now,
just so soon..
nevertheless,
thank you..

wut is to be

Look in the mirror wut do u see,
Do you know of wut is to be,
All the occurrence beyond of the set,
Will the passing by make you fret,
Twisting and turning,
n all the churning,
Letting the best take over,
Making you wonder,
Just when u put ur mind to a thought,
that's when u realize it's not the sought.

running - evermore

can i runaway from here?

syndrome of laziness has ocurred

**The Who's
Who Was The Last Person You Talked To?
aimi
.
Who Knows The Most About You?
God knows best
.
Who Can Make You Laugh No Matter What?
my bro Shahril, amazingly he can always make my day :)
.
Who Can You Always Count On?
God
.
Who Has Your Heart?
God
.
Who Is Your Best Friend(s)?
perhaps no need to mention names ;)
.
**The What’s
What Is Your Favorite Song At The Moment?
yg kat bawah ni
.
What Are You Looking Forward To?
nuting much at the moment...
.
What Is Your Favorite Color?
deep purple, dark blue
.
What are u feeling at the moment?
disappointed.geram.jiwa kacau sedikit

What Website Do You Visit Most?
facebook.blogs
.
What Is Your Favorite Smell?
vera wang princess :D
.
What Is Your Favorite Movie?
quite a few
.
What Makes You Mad?
when everyting's out of place, serabut(literary n non-literary meaning)
.
What Curse Word Do You Use A lot?
shit ;p
.
What Kind Of Phone Do You Have?
fon? ancient.haha. my motorola one dh rosak at the moment :(
.
What Was The Last Song You Listened To?
a song from someone's blog, xtau the title
.
**The When’s
When Was The Last Time You Went To The Mall?
last thursday, buy a new facial wash :D
.
When Did You Talk To Your Crush Last?
xde
.
When Do or Did You Graduate?
end of next yr, insyaAllah
.
When Is The Next Time You’ll Do Something Fun?
xtau la
.
When Was The Last Time You Ate or Drank Something?
just now, had a gingernut biscuit
.
When Is Your Birthday?
26 august 1986
.
When Was The Last Time You Went To The Movies?`
Gosh, xingat.huhu.was it 2 months ago.dah lama dah kot
.
When Is Your Parents Birthday?
dad- 14 june, mom- 22june
.
When Were You In The Car Last?
in a taxi last week
.
When Will You Be 21?
last year. 23 next yr.tua sudah!:s
.
When Will You Be Taking Your Next Vacation?
dunno, hopefully soon
.
**The Where’s
Where Do You Live?
Ampang
.
Where Is The Best Place To Be?
in my room
.
Where Was Your Last Vacation?
cairns
.
Where Were You Born?
hospital besar seremban
.
Where Is Your Best Friend?
some in australia, some in malaysia
.
Where Was The Last Place Your Were Besides Your Own House?campus?
dis morning - msian hall
.
Where Do You Think You’ll Be In 10 Years?
.a hard question to answer.huhu.skip.

Where Is Your Cell Phone?
on my right, on top of a notebook
.
Where Are Your Parents?
malaysia
.
Where Was Your Display Picture Taken?
in front of qvb
.

michelle branch

notices

u've gone fat, go on a diet

undefined

sometimes it's the things you can't have are the things you want the most,
at times u do realize that it's a matter of worlds,
but humans are humans,
having hearts that's constantly changing,
one moment u are on a different side,
but perhaps the weaknesses are buried deep within,
the voices within which portrays,
maybe it's just a matter of being able to have to the courage to defeat..

maybe..

signs they come,
perhaps u assumed,
differences u see,
perhaps unravel,
afraid u feel,
perhaps unable,
risks untaken,
perhaps rather unconvinced.

hari raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN kepada semua..
minta maaf kalo ade tersalah kate atau terasa di hati..
Semoga kita semua diberkati ..
:)