i wish

i wish i could turn over a new leaf.

i want to start over.
i wish i could.

and so i swim

i swim in the sea blindfolded,

i don't know where it'll lead me,

as i couldn't see my way through.

i don't know if the water is deep or shallow,

i just hope i don't drown.

may there'll be a lifejacket,

or a perhaps a boat,

to save me in the middle of the sea.

CRAVING RUBBISH FREE

(p.s. This poem was not written by me, but my brother who 'tumpang' my blog.)hehehe.

Some words are violence,
They shatter the silence,
Words that I hear,
Lurks to interfere,
Brings me the sore,
Stabs me even more,
Oh my precious,
Won’t you get it?

All I deserve now,
Those I need now,
Will loom into me,
Words are so uncalled for,
They just worsen my sore,

Joys do remain,
As well as the pain,
Declares are like play-act,
Too easy to neglect,
Feelings leave impact,
That words lack,

Yuck, they are rubbish,
That may eat you back!

So, my precious,
I love the songs you sung,
But not the words,
Twisted by your tongue…

BY: RIRU

care

saying that you care

is not the same as showing that you care.

pills

in the end of the day,

you're my best medicine,

the pill i need to consume,

the air i need to breathe,

the sunshine that brightens my sky.

i lost my world

it feels worse than failing a driving test,
it's harder than facing an examination,
it's more painful than a cut on a finger,
i think i may have lost my world.

Lenka - Bring Me Down (with lyrics)

light up my path

i don't know if it's worth,

i don't know if it's right,

i don't know if it'll last,

but i guess i may try.

Please light up my path,

lead me the way to what's right,

and what i should do,

for i myself don't know.

gone.

no more ashes in the wind,
or the dusts by the sidewalks,
no more traces, silhouettes,
or footsteps left behind,
gone,
could find no more.