spread some ray of your sunshine

i hate it when:

i don't know what to say,

or when i don't know how to respond well,

or when i just have no answers.

it just kills me sometimes.

i hate that silence i give.
i hate it when i hate me.

sometimes i just don't like the person i've become.

i admire people with positve outlooks in life.

i wish to have some spark of those features.