White Doves

Steer clear of the bright light,
Should the warmth may never be felt.
Never provide sunshine,
When the cold could still be felt under the skin.
Don't think of running a mile and afar,
When you don't even have your feet on the ground.
Just let it fly up in the air,
like the beautiful white doves.

This whole thing is making me feel ill~ :(

when i see u smile,

sometimes rainbows vanish

Those smiles brighten worlds,
Though not just for you.
The experience may just be for a while,
But it touches the heart for a lifetime.

those trails

Those footsteps we walked,
Those trails we left behind,
We have to keep walking.
And sometimes we walk past that path again,
Perhaps coincidently,
Bringing us a while back to that road,
Just for that spur of the moment.
And are we just collecting dusts,
Building sandcastles by the beach,
And then swept away by the raging waves.

love,there was

Who would've known that a love as strong,
Wouldn't even last for long.

Who were lovers and friends,
Became strangers towards the end.

Younger minds thought that love was all it takes,
No matter how risks were at stakes.

But there's more to love,
More than the fascination towards the beautiful white dove.

True love do exist I believe,
It's the hearts, together they're weaved.

But it's just that love was not enough
And perhaps that's why it got tough.

thank you

I can't stop saying how grateful I am for what that had happened,
Alhamdulillah,
It's one of life's greatest lessons that I can never buy with thousands of grands.
It's one of the best things that ever happened to me this year.
It came with a price of course, some hurt and aches,
but InsyaAllah,
I'll look at the bright side of things.
I never knew this day will come,
But it did eventually,
Alhamdulillah~
Thank you

''kalau ikhlas, tak minta berbalas, '' ;)

yes, lame, i know, hehe, but i just seem to like this song :)

ramblings~life's a mystery

Sitting here at the teacher's table,
Observing as the students do their work,
Sometimes I wish I was one of them instead,
When life was more carefree
And nothing much to focus on apart from scoring exams
Studying and less things to worry about.
I enjoyed being a school student
I have to admit that I was quite a nerd
Loved studying and revising
And preferred indoor games like scrabble
Compared to outdoors,
I feared being on the fields rather than being on stage for debates,
Though I wasn't that good.
I dunno but I guess that I wasn't meant to play sports
Not that I didn't try,
But I guess it's just not in me, not my cup of tea,I suck in it.
I don't mind jogging though, I love that.

Nways , these days life has become tough
I'm not that nerdy school student anymore.
Though I do plan on continuing my studies next year.
Hmm, and the future is a vague view
We'll never know what's gonna happen next
Where this profession leads me to
Will I still be here or not.
And who are we gonna meet,
Or who will we spend the rest of our lives with.
Life is a mystery
Only God knows what's in store for us,
And sometimes there's a feeling of wanting to solve the mysteries
And answer the thousands of questions in my mind
Keeps me restless sometimes of not knowing.
But I guess we'll just have to take a deep breath
Just relax, get a grip and take the ride
And see where life will lead you.
Sometimes things may not go as planned
And you may not always get what you want or desire
But maybe that's just how things were meant to be.
You plan, you work for it, God decides.

that piece of melody

The melody that you create in my heart,
Sometimes help me walk through my days,
That beautiful rhythm of serenity.
But at times that melody is slowly fading into the open space,
I don't hear it as frequently
As it become bits and pieces of a dead tune.
And I become lost and hardly feel that peace at heart,
As I couldn't hear that beautiful rhythm
That brightens me up like sunshine.

Only God knows how much I love and care for you~

i miss that you :(

I miss you like how the sky misses the sun when it is dark at night,
Given the moon the stars,
But still,
It's not the same as the bright sunshine,
It's just,
different..

the lie you had to create

It's a lie if I say that I don't feel the hot heat under the blazing sun,
It's a lie if I say that I don't feel the freezing cold near the enormous iceberg,
It's a lie if I say that I don't feel the blowing wind by the turbulent tornado,
And it's a lie if I say that I don't feel the rain under the raging storm.
It's definitely a complete lie to say that I don't feel a thing
But still,the truth will just remain in my heart.

alhamdulillah~

Let's just sit for a while,
And be thankful for everything that God has given to us,
Thank you for the beautiful family, loving and caring parents, siblings whom I treasure,
For having a place to stay, food to eat, money to survive and to even breathe a fresh breath of air each second of our lives.
For the heart that's strong as steel
And for giving me what is best for me.
As only He is the one who knows what is best for me.
Thank you for all the beautiful and precious things in life,
Alhamdulillah

this one's for one of the you out there ;)

the smiles and laughter that you bring to me

I want to see the good in every bad,
And try to think the best of each occurring situations,
No matter how bad.
Though sometimes you feel like giving up
And wake up to another blunt day,
But just take it easy
And who knows it will all come back to you
If given the fate.
If not,
Don't look for the dark clouds in each rain,
But if you're patient enough,
You might even see a beautiful rainbow after that storm.
Life's not always a bed of roses,
But when you throw away all those negative thoughts and feelings aside,
You might just witness a beautiful ray of sunshine
In every moments of your life.
And those little things
That actually makes a difference to your life
Without even you realizing it.

the no-way road~

Maybe you never did reach the peak of the mountains,
Nor did you even reached the rooftops.
You never even climbed up on top of the maple tree,
The sky above spread too afar,
Thus you didn't have that opportunity to soar beyond.
But still, you enjoyed each steps you took,
You make the best out of each of them.
And even if those steps may just stop right there and then,
It's okay,
Because you accepted it with an open heart and mind
And you are willing to let it pass and go.
You know there's a reason why the sun only appears in the day,
And why the stars are just there in the nights.
You know that each happenings come with a reason,
InsyaAllah~ :)