nevertheless, Alhamdulillah..thank you Allah.

my lesson for today is :

1. sometimes you get the unexpected.

2. always believe in yourself.do not degrade yourself like you normally do.

3. don't hope too much or be certain or confident of something that you did not get yet, because when you don't actually get it, or when the truth is revealed, you will get disappointed.

4. always believe that Allah will always help you in hard times and if you work hard for it.don't lose hope,have faith.

5. always be grateful with what you have.

nevertheless, Alhamdulillah, weekly trips are worthwhile..in times when you feel like giving up, keep holding on..He is always there to give you guidance..in times when you feel like you are doing something crazy and all alone, this is when you could give a little sigh of relief..though it could definitely be further improved, it could also be a little booster..insyaAllah..keep on walking on the solid ground..don't keep your foot up in the air..take a little step at a time..insyaAllah :)