a walk in d rain..;D

i guess i'll start dis post with this saying,
'always expect d unexpected'..
today one of d most sweetest ting happened to me..
d day started kind of sunny..
never tot it'd rain..didn't even thought of bringing an umbrella when i went out..
had some tings to do..so after singgah uni, i wanted 2 go 2 d centre..
n suddenly it rain..heavily lak tu..
was stranded near lincoln building..wanted to keep on walking but i thought it was no use..
at dat moment i didnt know wut 2 do..
myb juz waited for d rain 2 stop..n probably juz count d raindrops while being all alone..hahahaha..;p
then suddenly out of nowhere..came d sign of help..
i was rescued by a knight in shining armour wif an umbrella..haha ;p
at first i wanted 2 refuse when d offer of help came, but then i tot smpai bile nk dok situ..
so then there i was..sharing an umbrella with a complete stranger 2 a nearby bus station..
not juz any complete stranger, but looks like one of those chinese actors in tv..;p
dis was rili unexpected..i tot people may discriminate others for being different..
or have different cultural backgrounds..religion...or even physical appearance..
but i guess dis kind of proved me wrong...myb some ppl juz help others unconditionally..
well myb it juz happens once in a lifetime..
hahaha..
okie then, end of story :D

nothing much...

there's a light in every darkness..
there's a good in every bad...
but there could also be a bitterness hidden beneath a sweetness..
everyone hav diff hearts..unseen..
dunno wut's hidden underneath..
everyone have a good in them..
just can't judge people...
from what they are or what they do..
only 'He' is the one who knows it all n knows it best..

a jumbled up piece ;p

it's been a few days i haven't written in here...

last monday was the final exam...n yeay!..d start of holidays...
been going out alot dis week..
monday - centre
tuesday - centre
wednesday - centre
thursday - city

haha..i just like the feeling of freeness..from all d exams n stuffs...i guess everyone do enjoy it as well..huhu;p

i think i've also developed a new hobby here...having a walk...be it at evening, night, etc..
i just enjoy jln2 amek angin...hahahhhh...;p...
so if u need my company 2 breathe some fresh air out in the open, just let me know...hehehe..

hmm...end of the exams means that it's d end of d semester...Gosh, how time flies so fast...you just don't see it coming...n sumtimes it makes us think....what did i do in this whole year? what did i get from it?did i really make use of it?...sometimes it feels like as if i just arrived in sydney yesterday..tp tau2 je, dh nk setahun...n in this one year, many things have happen, consciously, or unconsciously...makes me wonder...what's gonna happen next...hmm..

i guess sometimes i get too emotional...sometimes i just do something without rili thinking bout the consequences..u know, like biarkan ur feelings control u at a certain time...n sometimes just end up with regrets...wish hadn't do dis or dat..huhu...i guess i just have to be more careful next time...n yeah, everything happens for a reason...semua yg berlaku ade hikmahnye...sometimes it culd juz be a reminder dat we've been too leka...or forgotten that Allah is always there for us to turn to..it just makes us reflect ourselves sometimes.....

mood swings..

it's just funny how a mood could just change drastically in one day..like from sad to happy..to sad again..then excited...then worried...then sad again..huhu..maybe it's just a game of emotions..it's like, when you think of something at one moment, you'll just suddenly have a happy or sad feeling..like tibe2..huhu...but i guess it doesn't really happen all the time..it just happens when it wants to..like today...and i guess today ended up kind of sadly..which was kind of weird because i just finished 'lepaking' downstairs wif my frenz, n had a good time...talking and laughing n all..but how just one single thing could just affect how i feel...especially if it involves ppl i care about..perhaps not everything turns out the way we want it 2 be...n maybe i just have 2 accept things as it comes..n yeah, changes do happen..we can't expect things b d same forever..n we can't possibly turn back time...so perhaps we should just go with flow..

Lesson of the day...

- Don't just say whatever you want for the sake of talking..coz in the end you'll just regret whatever you have said..and not everything applies the same way for everyone..

- Think before you speak..so that you would not end up feeling guilty with what you have said..maybe some of your words could unconsciously make a person feel hurt or may juz cause an unnecessary argument..

so next time be wise, and learn from your mistakes...

ok la.. i guess i should continue with the so-called ling...*sigh*....

i just don't know..

i thought that i could just forget bout everything..but maybe i was wrong..just can't get it out of my mind..sometimes i kind of feel stupid..to still be thinking bout it even though a year has past..Gosh, that's long..time flies just so fast..until sometimes we can't feel it...i thought i could live a new life free from the thoughts...but i was so wrong...the more i try to forget things, the more it kind of haunts me...it does affect me sometimes, and i just can't manage to concentrate bout other things...sometimes i guess, some feelings will never be gone...we may be hateful for a while...for some of the flaws that got us mad or disappointed..but then whooshh...we forget bout that, and we just continue on with the feeling and be back to where we were...hmm..i hope that i'll just try to forget...coz it's just way far from the truth or reality..way way far....but i just don't know how 2 stop myself..hmm..

(sori, if i may sound nonsense here...just trying to let out how i feel but in an indirect way.haha;p)

study la lisa !!!!!! ;p

1. Who sits on your table in class?
= during form 5-atun, rin, arila, wan, panda..6 desks attached..fun..huhu

2. Last text you received on your
mobile?
= some service balance from optus ;p

4. What song are you listening to?
= enrique iglisias-somebody's me

5. Who does it remind you of?
=sad2 n silly stuffs :p

6. Last movie you watched?
=death at the funeral

7 . Which of your friends lives closest
to you?
= here?all my ipba mates

8 .What CD is in your stereo?
=dun hav much CDs..slalu donload n juz stack em up in my laptop ;p

9. Do you have a job?
=nope, but looking 4 one 4 d hols soon

10 . What did you do yesterday?
=eat , watch tv , online, n normal daily routines..wut a life ;p

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
=both..

1 2. Last person you ditched class
with?
=over here they dun mind ditching from lecture early..hehe (xmnjwb soalan sbnrnye ;p)

15. Do you trust your friends?
= the rili true frenz..yes...i guess u guys shuld know who u r

16. Who was the last person to call
you?
=amrin, kan amrin?haha.

17. What annoys you?
= blurting tings out without considering othr ppl's feelings..

18. Would you move to another state or
country to be with the one you love?
=hm..who knows, perhaps we'll juz see cmne in d future nnt

19. Next vacation you're going on?
=i can't forsee it yet..hmm..*tinking*..

20 . Do You Play Any Instruments?
=no..used 2 learn guitar when i was young..but didnt learn much...perhaps i hav 2 learn more from aimi..hahahahhhhh ;p

21. Do you believe that everything
happen s for a reason?
=yup!certainly!

22. Do you want any piercings?
=have one on each ear, n that's juz enough

23. Can you roll your R's?
=nope, i guess not

25. Look out the window, wut do u see.
=darkness

26 . What are your nicknames?
=lisa, noli, lis, nor, kak oli ;p

27. Last time you went to town?
=on saturday

28 . Who last IMed you?
=a fren frm high skul

29. What kind of music do you
like?
= anyting dat sounds nice to me.huhu.but dunno y i prefer sad n slow songs.rancak pn ok gak

30. What was the last thing you ate?
=coklat!a lot lak tu..sinful2 chocs!!..huhu

31. Ever snuck outta the house?
=nope, where 2 go anyway..

32. Which of your friends would make
the best room mate?
=im not so sure bout dis.blom cube lom tau.huhu

33. Last thing you purchased?
= chocolate.omg!;p

34. What's your favorite beverage?
=coffee, mocha..makes my day..haha ;p

3 5. Would you stop talking to your
friend if they started hooking up with
your boy/girl friend?
=hmm..depends on d situation..i may not mind..but d tense feeling may still b there

36 . Do people ever spell your name
wrong?
=yup...usually the Nor part...smtime Nur or smtimes d Nor and Lisa r seperated..huhu

37. The last compliment you received?
=hmm.. i cant rmmber

38. Are you watching TV?..
=yeah, if there is smting good.n if im in d mood 2 watch tv

39. What are some features you find
most attractive in the opposite sex?
=hmm...myb sweetness, height, 'macho'ness n myb 'manly'ness..hehe ;p

4 0. Last time you spent the night at
some one's house?
=at amrin's..last sunday..for a deepa-raya celebration

41. When was the last time you were
extremely disappointed?
=yesterday..haha..mood swings..juz can't control it ;p

dis is wut i do 2 waste time..;p

PRESENT:
1.What song are you listening to now?
kiss-because i'm a girl..

2. Color you are wearing now?
grey n dark brown

3 . Now, who's on ur mind?
im not so sure

4. Now, what films do you like so much?
so much?
quite a few...esp d ones dat involve my emotions n make me cry..huhu

5 . Where do you feel like going now?
somewhere far far away..

6. What movie do you want to watch?
Enchanted :)

7. Now, what do you want?
want?dun ask dis ques..coz there's owiz many tings dat ppl 'want' rather than wut they rili 'need'

8. Current mood right now?
feeling so lazy to study :(

9 . When is your birthday?
26 ogos

10. Where did you buy ur bag?
bought one at rip curl

11 .Whe re did you buy ur pencil box?
at kl central..long ago..miss kl cntral..

12. How was your day today?
ok..so so

PAST :
1. First time you fell in love?
cant rmmber ..drjh 6 kot..

2 . Last movie you watched? with whom?
death at the funeral..wif am ,ida, nik,sya, izati,acad..

3. Last shirt you wore before the shirt
you're wearing now?
a light blue one

4. Last thing you held?
my toothbrush

5. Last place you've been to?
hmm..amrin's house :)

6 . Last dream ?
silly2 ones..i owiz dream about wut i was tinking too much bout dat afternoon

7 . Last call you received?
amrin :D

8. Last testi you got?
from an old skulmate in ampang

9 . Last message you got in friendster?
from lean :)

10 . last sms you got?
from ida

11 . last thing you did?
brush my teeth..huhu

12. last present u got?
a bracelet

13 . last present you gave to someone?
hmm...a lil purse

14 . last issue u read in the
newspaper?
errr...BERSIH???

15 .What do you want to say to that
special person you have now?
hav lotss of ppl who i consider special in my life...even d ones reading dis crap..juz wanna say dat i rili luv u all :)

hmm

i guess the world we live in is full of fakeness..full of masks..
never know which one is true or not..
makes us feel hesitant..

i wasnt there..

i'm just so sorry..
i wasn't there when u needed me..
i wasnt there when u need 2 hear my voice..
i wasn't there when u needed my support..
i wasn't there when u waited for me..
how i wish i was there 4 u..
as it used to be..
but i guess life owiz change..
n perhaps not everyting remains as it is..
if only i culd turn back time..
but smone once told me it's not good say 'if',
so i guess this teaches me a lesson..
to not take things easily..
n never forget what's not meant to be forgotten..
it makes me sad n feel regret 2 tink of how i was unable 2 do wut i'm supposed 2 do..
but i guess..no matter what happens...
i'm owiz here for u...
i cannot owiz be literary 'there' for u..
but i'm just here never stopping to think of u..
u mean the world to me..

no title..

I guess i rili like dis song from Evermore-Light Surrounding You...it kind of reflects wut i feel at the moment...a bit la...huhu..


"Light Surrounding You"

I see you by the water
Your toes dipped in the sand
I thought that it was over
I thought you'd understand
But the feeling is returning
Though time has made us change
And I understand if you don't
Wanna talk to me about it tonight
Tonight

'Cause I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of something new

Time was overtaking me
And I guess I was confused
They were all inviting me
But I wish I had refused
'Cause I've been there before
And I've seen it all
And I believe in you

And if you never had my heart
I would've never called you back
At the start that night
So I want you to know

That I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of something new
'Cause I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of what you're turning into

Blue-eyed sun shines on me
In the morning
Can't help but feel a little cold
Thinking of you

'Cause I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of something new
'Cause I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of what you're turning into
No, don't be afraid
Don't be afraid
Cos I see the light
Cos I see the light
Cos I see the light surrounding you

another new day..

i woke up quite early today..[well it was juz 8 smting, but still considered early 4 me] hahah ;p.
dunno y i woke up quite early..probably coz it was raining, or mayb coz i accidently slept last nite..omg!!...yeah, tertdo...was suppose to call my bro last nite at 2...but tertdo at 12...had to call at 2 coz then kt msia is 11...n he'll come back from prep..well, i guess i'll try tonite..actually im kind of worried bout him...this monday he's gonna take his spm....i hope he's gonna b calm 2 do it...im sure he needs support n words of encouragement..being on his own n all..but i hope he's grown up 2 b more independent which i'm sure he already is...even though he'll owiz b a lil kid from my eyes..;p..

well anyway, i started 2day feeling refreshed and had an early breakfast..huhu..:)..i've owiz liked 2 take breakfast..d normal bread n hot drink menu..or cereals or biscuits or fruits or anyting...

i suddenly had this sort of feeling this morning...the classes had already ended...n i feel like there's nothing else to do [not counting the exams, bile r nk ade kesedaran utk study..huhu]....it has just only been one day, but already, i've felt as if there's nothing 2 do..hmm....i wonder wut i'm gonna do 4 the remaining of the hols nnt...Gosh...i just hope that i get a job n feel occupied..tp nk cari malas..huhu...or else i'll end up juz being home..feeding myself up...which i hope i wouldn't be doing coz...already i've gained lots of kilos ever since i'm here...ish2...

hmm..ok la....i guess i'll continue next time....

my first one

A'kum..hii ppl..

This is the first time i've ever written a real blog like this.
i guess some ppl juz inspire me to write.hehe:D.
I'll try 2 be as rajin as i could 2 write in here.
myb i culd improve my writing thru here.(as if i rili write in proper sntences here.;p)

counting d days, i guess it has been approximately 11 months i've been here in australia.
2 b honest i tink i've rili learnt alot ever since i came here.
n i'm sure dat everyting happens for a reason..smtimes i regret 4 doing dis or dat..but perhaps, yeah..sume yg berlaku ade hikmahnye..
perhaps experience also help me grow..n i guess recently one of d tings i learned is dat we shuldnt make assumptions based on emotions..or tink negatively about others..smtimes we may get so pissed when tinking bout others or wut they did 2 us..but perhaps it's just my feelings..n yeah, feelings come n go...
these r d small tings that perhaps evryone knows about..but yeah, i owiz forget 2 apply in my life..or smtimes we juz get 2 emotional..

hmm...there r many other tings that i've learned..n perhaps may not b enough space 2 write..;p.

i guess i'll stop now, n continue next time...thanx 2 everyone who's reading..i'll try 2 up-to-date my life here..if i culd ..huhu..till then...