Friday, November 16, 2007

i just don't know..

i thought that i could just forget bout everything..but maybe i was wrong..just can't get it out of my mind..sometimes i kind of feel stupid..to still be thinking bout it even though a year has past..Gosh, that's long..time flies just so fast..until sometimes we can't feel it...i thought i could live a new life free from the thoughts...but i was so wrong...the more i try to forget things, the more it kind of haunts me...it does affect me sometimes, and i just can't manage to concentrate bout other things...sometimes i guess, some feelings will never be gone...we may be hateful for a while...for some of the flaws that got us mad or disappointed..but then whooshh...we forget bout that, and we just continue on with the feeling and be back to where we were...hmm..i hope that i'll just try to forget...coz it's just way far from the truth or reality..way way far....but i just don't know how 2 stop myself..hmm..

(sori, if i may sound nonsense here...just trying to let out how i feel but in an indirect way.haha;p)

4 comments:

rienmiel said...

it's not wrong to be expressive...
sometimes, there are things that we unconsiously couldn't stop thinking about...
tension kan?
but it's okay...
someday, u'll surely get over it...
and even if u can't, just treat it as memory...be it gud memories or not ;)

-LyS- said...

huhu..thanx amrin 4 being a pmbace tetap..:)..rili appreciate it..

yeah, there r owiz some- 'thing' or 'one' that we owiz can't 4get about..huhuhu...i just hope that i culd get over all of it sooner or later..

c u around amrin :)

Ida said...

gosh lisa, i know how u feel, coz i get paranoid about things that happened in the past often. i mean, really often.

the thing that made me stop about thinking of the past is when i realised that i can't turn back time and change things, but instead, try to overcome the situation and move on. i don't think i'm making any sense. hahahaha.

Anonymous said...

hehe..thanx ida..u r making sense..

hmm..yeah,we can't go n change tings d way we want it 2 b, rite..perhaps everyting happens 4 a reason..

n yeah, some memories r juz 2 sweet 2 tink of..n it juz makes us wanna go back 2 where things were..but i guess we juz hav 2 move on wif our so-called life..