SMS

was talking to a fren bout smting, then suddenly a thought struck my mind..y dun i write a post entitled d sms..haha..

Short message service or the SMS..
It could make u happy,
Or sometimes a bit crappy,
especially when there's a wrong interpretation of d message,
or sometimes when u go somewhere where there's no coverage,
sms oh sms..
u'r not really something new in the world of techno,
it makes u still feel connected wherever u may go,
but sometimes it oso makes me feel bored,
sometimes it makes me feel annoyed,
sometimes it makes me wait too long,
or make me tink that there's someting wrong,
it culd also bring a whole lot of laughter,
or sometimes mayb even a drop of tear..

(haha..nonsense2..;p)

hav u ever

{warning:dis is rather an emotional post.so plz dun bother :p}

have u ever made a decision and feel like changing ur mind?
have u ever felt that u wanna turn back but it's too late?
have u ever felt dat u followed ur instincts but somehow u suddenly feel dat it's not quite right?
have u ever got emotionally involved dat sometimes it makes u blind?
have u ever feel like scolding urself for not tinking straight?
have u ever feel like snapping yourself to ur reality?
have u ever chose to walk on one road but still keep on looking on d other path?

have u ever...have u ever...

glancing back

did i do the right ting,
did i take d right path,
shuld i turn back,
is there still time to re-make my mind,
y is it juz now had i been tinking bout it,
was i so ignorant before,
myb i was juz tested,
n perhaps fell into d trap,
which seemed inviting at first,
but now seems a bit shaky,
is this juz random thoughts,
or someting to rili take serious of,
y does dis feeling keep on coming again n again...

hey hey hey

im writing dis in d midst of doing a presentation work for bilingual..huhu..Gosh, offtasking so often. Dunno y i juz can't manage to get myself focussed on a single asignment these days..i wonder wut's wrong wif me..kene overdose suntikan kemalasan kot..huhu..hmm..these few days i keep on tinking bout tings..many tings, not juz a particular one..i guess my mind's always full of thoughts...rarely free without thinking or smtimes assuming..huhu...i know it's bad..i guess i hav 2 stop myself soon..huhu..well i guess smtimes i hav an extra pinch of selfishness, a spoonful of negativeness, few servings of regrets and a drop of guilt in me...smtimes perhaps we're juz too bz leading our lives until we forget other tings dats going on...myb we smtimes prefer to mind our own business, but i guess smtimes there shuld b a bit of care and awareness..i wish i culd divide myself into little pieces, so dat i wont miss out tings dat i shuldnt or will seem to make me look as if i dun even care..but i guess dat's juz so wrong...im juz a normal human being...n juz hav to live life as it is...smtimes perhaps tings r juz out of control...but i hope i dun leave out tings dat r important n do matter alot..sori if i seem dat i dun bother, but actually i wish i culd b there...

u've been tagged

Since i was tagged by sya, ill answer these questions..have nuting much to do anyway (excluding my readings for d presentation)..juz waiting for a buffering tv series online..huhu..so here goes..

THE RULES

• Link to your tagger and post these rules.

• List (8) random facts about yourself and

• Tag (8) people.

• INTRODUCTION

First Name – Norlisa
Nickname – Lisa, Noli, Lis
Name you wish you had – juz happy wif my name
What do people normally mistake your name - sometimes people like to spell my name Nor Lisa instead of Norlisa.
Birthday- 26 Aug 1986
Birthplace – Hospital Besar Seremban
Time of Birth – around 3 something in the evening
Single or taken – hmm
Zodiac sign - Virgo

• YOUR APPEARANCES

How tall are you – around 164-165 cm
Wish you were taller – Nope, d way it is, is alrite
Eye color – dark brown
Eye color you want – blue
Natural Hair color – black
Current Hair color - black
Short or long hair – medium length
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – nope
Curly,Straight,Wavy - wavy n a bit curly
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – during school.under ears short
Glasses or contacts – both
Do you wear make-up – yup
Ever had hair extensions - nope
Paint your nails – just for fun

• IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER

What color eyes – blue
What color hair – black
Shy or Outgoing – in between
Looks or personality – personality
Sexy or Cute – cute
Serious or Fun – fun
Older or Younger than you – older
A turn on – gentlemen
A turn off - hot-tempered

• THIS OR THAT

Flowers or Chocolate – chocolate
Pepsi or Coke – coke zero. yay!
Rap or Rock – rap
Relationship or One night stand - not a one nite stand for sure
School or Work – uni
Love or Money – both.
Movies or Music – both is good.but music i smting i culd listen more frequent rather than watching a movie
Country or City – country to hav a peaceful holiday. city to live in
Sunny or Rainy days – in between :D.
Friends or Family – family comes first

• HAVE YOU EVER

Lied – yeah, only an angel doesnt.huhu
Stole something – i hope not
Smoked – nope
Hurt someone close to you - im sori if i did..
Broke someone's heart - im not sure..
Had your heart broken – many times
Wondered what was wrong with you – all d time!
Wish you were a prince/princess – yeah, esp when i watch princess diaries ;p
Liked someone who was taken – yup,used to.haha
Shaved your head – nope
Been in love - yeah
Used chopsticks – tried but gave up, no talents ;p
Sang in the mirror to yourself –pernah rsenye.haha!;p
Ever cried over someone - yup
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself –yup.many.hehe;p
Do you think you’re attractive – dunno
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - Beauty and d Beast..rili liked dat fairy tale.hehe
Do you play any sports – nope, not my cup of tea

• FAVORITES

Flower – purple tulips :).or any dark purple flowers
Candy – snickers
Song – any catchy n calming ones.i oso go for good lyrics as well :)
Scent – soft n sweet
Color – dark purple, dark blue, dark brown, light blue
Movie – d ones dat plays wif emotions, or d ones dat r able to make me cry.haha ;p
Singer – quite a few
Words - macam! ;p
Junk food - chocolate n biscuits = fat!!
Website – facebook, friendster n dis one as well.:D
Lotion – st.ives
Anime – not quite a fan

And I’m tagging :
1. amrien
2. fizam
3. emelin
4. arm
5. afir
6. atiq

and anyone reading if there is..huhu :D

lumps

lumps lumps...
go away..
come again another day..
y r u there..
r u trying to show me smting..or trying 2 tell me sumting..
or is it smting i hav to figure out on my own..
i juz dun get it smtimes..
smtimes im in a daze..frozen..
not knowing wut i want..
or wut i wanna b..
smtimes i feel dat everyting's juz ok..juz alrite..
but in d end of d day, d lump's still there..
oh lumps..plz tell me y u r there..wut do u want me to do..

....

i wish i knew wut to do..
im totally blank wif no solutions..

confusion that always come

i guess there are juz moments in ur life when u just get so confused...sumtimes u feel dat it's too late to turn back...but when u look ahead, it feels as if it's a world full of thousand possibilities..which u may feel afraid to enter..it juz involves too many things..not just u alone...many other ppl are involved as well..sometimes u wished u were never in it..but i guess that's wut u chose..n perhaps u should try to b accepting...maybe it takes time..perhaps small steps shuld b taken at a time..well i guess we'll juz see how it goes..if it gets worse myb it cant go on..or perhaps these r juz random thoughts..confused2..

wut matters most

sumtimes when u hav nuting left to do,
nor nuting left to say,
i guess all u culd do is juz give ur self a chance,
to voice out wut it wants,
or let it juz b wut it shuld b,
without being affected by others,
or being influenced by their actions,
perhaps it culd oso b a way of destruction,
or myb a word of care,
but in a different manner,
when u tink it back,
do u rili tink it's so important,
n is it d only ting dat matters?...

a ride full of events

a ride is never still,
each step is a start of another ride..
everywhere u go..
it'll never be one straight line without a crooked path..
it'll always be,
full of events..
full of doubts..
full of emotions..
full of unfortunate events..
full of surprises..
full of things which make u juggle all around..
i guess dat is wut life's all about..
a life is a ride full of events..

where's d love

when u tink ur life is full of problems..
juz remember that there r ppl out there who may face probs dat r more huge..
smtimes u juz get too selfish..
n juz care bout urself too much..
until u easily forget bout others..
who need ur care..
ur attention..
or at least ur simple hello..
i guess that's juz how human beings r..
being too bz wif their lives..
n leaving out tings dat they smtimes tink r smting dat's juz unimportant..
n juz better to be ignored..
but wake up, smell d coffee..
where is ur sense of care..
where is ur heart of warmth..
r u juz gonna ignore tings..
n juz let it be..
when u know u hav to b involved..
take it as a challenge from God..
on how u take n perceive tings..
throw away a spoonful of selfishness..
n try to fill in the spaces with care n at least a bit of acknowledgement..
juz try to fill ur heart wif warmth,
or at least show that it's not forgotten,
remember , while it still didnt slip ur mind...

thoughts n thoughts..

it makes u go crazy..
it drives u nuts..
it makes u feel sensitive..
it makes u think alot..
it's an extra something to think about..
it juz affects ur everyday life..
it juz happens to be there..
it juz won't go away..
it will still come n come..
n perhaps won't stop?..hmm
smtimes it makes u wish dat it wasn't there at all..

did not mean to

echo echo

happy befday

dis blog is dedicated for my sister who's befday is today..not as if she's gonna read dis blog anyway..haha ;p...today is my sister anisa's 23rd befday..she's juz a year older than me..n we're like best frenz..fight all the time but also get baik2 balik at d same time..rili wacko smtimes..haha...we're so close dat we can argue bout juz anyting...smtimes i feel dat she's my fren rather than my sister...we culd juz talk bout nearly anyting...but there r times which i tink it's btter dat we keep a distance..haha..ape2 pn she's my sister n i rili love n care bout her so much...i wish i culd b there for her all d time...but i guess time juz pass by n we r separated by distance n situations...one ting 4 sure, she's has such a great talent in arts n hav owiz been determined n patient to do dat course..i hope she succeeds n gets wut she has always wanted to achieve...she deserves it :)..

miss her n love her so much :)

confusions

i juz dun understand how smtimes my emotions could take over my actions, my thoughts n perspectives...it juz confuses me sometimes..d changes of emotions do make me feel a bit out of place sometimes...n juz makes me hav changes of thoughts n feelings..perhaps i juz need 2 take a deep breath..;[

botherin' a mind

Juz when u tink there's a full stop, there is suddenly a capital letter.
Sometimes you can juz know it without it really showing it.
Makes u wonder sumtimes if it is dat bad or terribly awful to actually to live ur life.
Thinking u never even was a part of it or even wanted to be something of it.
But y does it juz hav to make u feel bothered or unhappy.
I guess that's juz the ways some things maybe n perhaps it will never change.