hello :D

haha. to those who read my post two days ago bout, just ignore it k..hehe..thanx for the comments anyway ;)..i suddenly had d urge to write again in here tonite..sori for being fickle minded...too tempting perhaps.;p.

many things in my mind, but perhaps took me long to actually write..depends on my mood perhaps..

it's been two days of fasting..btw, selamat berpuasa to all Muslims...sori for all my wrongdoings k?:)..myb this year it feels a bit different..i guess i will try to make the best of it more than i did before, perhaps being faraway from home, makes me learn more...back home i will just perhaps stick to the norms and dont rili see it in depths..perhaps it culd b a bit of an eye opener now..

people say if u dun go thru tings, then u'll never learn..i guess that's true..the more experience go thru n the more mistakes u make, the more u learn..somtimes it just makes u realize wut is it u lack of, or wut is it that u'r searching for..sumtimes u know wut u want. but perhaps not strong enough to actually do it or rili face it yet..perhaps it's just a phase in life..having a stage where it's perhaps rather a zig zag path...not flowing rather smoothly...

sometimes u dun realize ur actions do affect others, giving a big impact on them..when u tink it's just nuting...perhaps u hav to be more aware in times to come...u just have to be strong, n just hold on to wut u believe in..dun do tings which will just damage other people's feelings as well..u hav to realize where u stand..n leave some tings behind...dun make it a main focus in ur mind..learn to let tings be n to let go...n sometimes u just get so ignorant , until u forget the world around u, bout wut's happening.. perhaps smtimes u just mind ur own business, until u dun realize that it's better to lend a helping hand once in a while...perhaps mixing around with people makes u more aware of the surrounding world around u...n perhaps sincerity is also important, it's not to be questioned...smtimes some may not see or perceive it the way it is, but u shuld know wut u'r doing..

being 22 last week, i hope to become a a better person in many aspects..being a normal human being, full of mistakes n mishaps..perhaps culd always learn, even in the smallest events in life..rather leaving out the unnecessary n holding on to wut's worth...

till then...enough of babbling for the day..gudnite :)