hearts

at times when the heart feels empty..
lacking the streak of light..
the calmness is rarely there..
perhaps that could answer the question why the mixed of emotions regularly occur..
possibly getting sad and disappointed easily..
fretting over things that are not worth the exhaustive thought...
being overly sensitive..
quarreling and creating conflicts too often..
perhaps also having a strength within that's just easy to be demolished..
no wonder why sometimes a heart can be in two totally different actions..
like black n white, right after one another..
sometimes when coming to resolve a problem that occurs..
it's always hoped that the weakness within won't easily obstruct the definite say... wut does it take to purify a heart..
perhaps being closer to Him could create the calmness..
as He is the one who owns our hearts..