if only..

if only i was juz a bit braver,
if only i was juz a bit aware,
if only i juz had d strengths,
if only i was juz a bit stronger,
if only i had the chance,
n if only i culd turn back time,
then perhaps i could mend things or make things turn out d other way round..

but i guess these 'if' 'if' 'if' shuldnt even exist..
i often hear ppl saying dat it's not so good to say 'if only'..
perhaps things were juz meant 2 be as it is..
n i guess things shuld b accepted d way it is..as it passes by..