2011 tomorrow

a final entry for 2010.

2010- a year of adaption, like trying to swim to the surface.

as for 2011:

1) hope that i could save up more money.

2)hope that i could drive well. and maybe ride a bicycle too.

3) workplace - never gets any easier, tougher each time - hope that i could do all the tasks given well, more sincere with everything, whether i accept things or not.

4)hope that i could be a better Muslim, daughter, sister and friend.

5)eat healthier, exercise more,  lose some weight too
6)read more! 

7) ..........
8) ..........

Love u all and thanks to each one of you who has made my life a better place :).

Have a good 2011 :)

a lost warior

when the warrior's no longer fighting,

then what's left?

all these years,

for nothing.

slow it be

the boat is sailing real slow,

no vague view of where to flow,

perhaps a spark of glow,

will guide you in the show.

I'M DEAD BROKE :-(  $$

inferiority complex.

maybe once you start accepting them,

they'll accept you too.

but instead, you keep running away.

because of inferiority complex.

and now you wonder why you aren't part of their worlds.

when you yourself was avoiding at the first place.
so fret not, 
'cause not all turns out to go at your direction.

twisted

moments like these i hate the most,

everything just seems wrong, awkward,

upside down.

it's in time like these that i'd rather choose to be silent.

rather than uttering words that do not convey the right meanings.

it's in days like these that i wish i could fly away to somewhere new.

you'll get through it

put your heart in the game,

swim along in the tide,

fake a smile if u need to,

pick up all your defences,

don't let the attacks bring you down.

for you'll get through this.

love this :)

..'cause i don't think that they'd understand..

the glance that once was

maybe tomorrow we'll look up to that day,

and probably we'd just laugh it off.

for we'd  rather shrug the grudge off our shoulders,

and let out a sigh of comfort.

when today we can already just look and smile,

it'll just be as if we had once walked pass that road,

only for a glance.

when not at ease

the more burden you put on people,

the more burden you yourself will feel
so don't burden others
walk on your own feet.

run

no matter how far we run,

we always keep coming back..

Chicago's Song from 1982

hehehe, one of favourite oldies song,very the oldies one..hehe.enjoy! :D

burning flames~

...and are we just playing with fire?

my heart

sometimes i feel that my heart is like a feather,

floating lightly in the air..

that was yesterday.

and that was yesterday.

when i let it slip away.

the time when i was blind.

where i just couldn't see.

but now is today,

and let yesterday pass.
for no words could change a hurtful action.

''Love Life'' by MIROS

he only sang for only minutes [0:57-1:04] , but still, OMG!!haha
yays for REMY ISHAK! i'm your biggest fan!! hahaha ;p

because you love me..

fine lines,

white hairs,

show how much time has passed,

how much ages have grown,

while raising us.

a picture from the yesterdays opened my eyes.

to see how much a difference there have been,

yesterday and today.

makes me realize how time has passed by so fast, 

and for me to appreciate every single moment there is now with you.

for all the love you've spread~

thank you.

i could never thank enough,

nor could i ever love enough in return.

-for mom and dad-

drift away..part 2

..and i'd save a bottle of dry white sands,

and tie it up with  a red ribbon,

i'd put it at a corner.

so i could save it for tomorow's sake.

for i don't the waves to drift all the dry white sands into the ocean.

drift away

sometimes,

friendships do drift away,

like how the sands got caught by the waves,

and off it drifts into the sea.

this song is just so lovely T_T

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you.
O Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take...
.
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you. 


Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank You for all the things that You’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did You give me hope
I wanna thank You for bringing me home...

Demi Waktu - Ungu

hmm

eng literature or tesl..i couldn't decide..

the other way it turns

I'm not an angel,

I'm not perfect.

In life,

I don't always please,

I may not always be able to make them all happy.

Of the ones I may have hurt along the way,

Or the actions i did that was rather wrong and not quite right,

Never did i mean for it to be that way.

special

make me shine like the stars in your heart, 

a something special,

that's all i want.

Adira's

i don't know why, but i just love this song..huhu :)

unchained melody

and when we sing,

we sing from the depths of our hearts,

a sychronising melody,

genuine and sincere.

we wouldn't want to break a single note,

for we'd want the tune to last.

be

and if it's the end of the road of yesterday,

then let it just stay that way.

now

don't look for the finishing line,

enjoy the journey.

worlds change

it's amusing to see,

how you've grown.

they move except you.

everyone keeps moving,

they see the world spinning on top of their heads.

but you,

you're still at that same spot.right there.

you don't move, you hold on to that very same lamp post, gripping it with all your might.

you make the greatest of efforts that there could ever be.

until in the end of the day, you just wonder if it all will just sink into the drain.

roll with the punches~!

Love her songs! Always seem to speak my mind.
Can't wait for her second album!

probably~

you go,

it's over~

God knows best

and in the end of the day,

i'll always believe that God knows best.

He has His reasons why He brought me here.

and there will always be a sunshine after the rainy days,

for He is always fair.

and as for me, being an ordinary person,

must learn from each happenings.

for i couldn't

i'd send you a bouquet of flowers,

at your muddy doorsteps,

each day.

i'd give you a smile,

and make you the happiest person,

on earth.

but i'm not able to do any of that,

'coz i couldn't be selfish.
perhaps time may have its say some day.

it's raining cats and dogs.

gloomy days,

dark skies,

it rains heavily outside.

bright lightning,

angry thunders,

creating a fearful melody,

a friend of your lonely days.

for when they're not there for you,

you can still survive,

for they shouldn't be your world.

and

where is that calm and happy girl i used to be?

go away ~

sometimes i wonder why i still stay,

when i'm always in dismay,

i feel as if everything's going astray,

so i guess i should leave this disarray.

if today was yesterday

if today was 5 years back,

things may have been different.

if today was 5 years ago,

perhaps it would have been a little special.

should i have known,

i would have been more appreciative.

but i guess things change,

situations change.

and it's about time for you to stop looking backwards.

but move forward.

to where the future may bring you.

like the sky and the sun.

like how the sky misses the bright sun when night comes,

couldn't wait for its appearance the next morning.

no matter how bright the moon and stars,

but still, the sky needs the sun.

for they couldn't be apart for even a day,

even if a few hours may come between them,

they still stick together.

like you and i.

the fog

the misty fog,

in the early morning,

cool and gloom,

not making way for a morning shine.

as though giving a shield to its surroundings.

the blue skies become grey,

the vision of green trees and high mountains become blurry.

as vague as how a sight could be.

as how i couldn't see through still waters.

for the view is unclear.

thus i do not know which way to go.

A heart

even if i had a sack full of paintbrushes,

i couldn't paint a smile at every nook and corner,

of my thousand steps.

there would still be a gloomy stroll.

as much as i'd like to see Happy at each seat of pupils in a class,

there will still be an empty seat.

for there could only be one.

true friends ~ the greatest treasures

some stay,

  some walkaway.

       friends are everywhere,

          but the true ones are rare.

               for staying with me throughout the years, thank you~

                  the world's greatest treasures are people like you.

crap

what is that on my face..

oh no, the 'jerawat' are comin.

crap.

love them with all your heart, as you'll never know if you may lose them tomorow

i still remember the day i wanted to get mad at him because he was distruptive in class,

but the moment he opened his mouth i changed my mind, terus tak jadi nak marah,

because his voice was just too cute, soft husky voice.

the innocent type of voice that doesn't deserve to be scolded.

instead he made me and the whole class laugh because of his just so adorable and amusing jokes.

he is the type of kid who just adds up humour to a dull class.

he can just make anyone smile and laugh.

like any other form 1 student, he's just as chirpy and likes to play around - children's nature. :)

throughout his presence, he didn't really caused me alot of problems in class,

but i guess just recently, throughout the last few months and weeks, he became more and more noticable in class, like seeking for attention.

but now he's no longer in this world.

God loves him more as he was taken away from this world.

he passed away just a night before raya, 

because of a third stage leukemia,

they just found out about the disease during the last few weeks before he passed away.

such a test to his parents and family.

it was a shocking news to me,

as he never showed any of the symptoms in class.

as his class teacher,

the news left a big mark in my heart, 

i feel his lost.

to arwah Kamarudin bin Din,

semoga Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya,

semoga keluarga Allahyarham tenang menghadapi dugaan-Nya.

and my deepest apologies for all the wrongs i may have done-any words or actions that may have hurt, :(

*never forget to love, as you will never know when you are going to lose them*

A-Fatihah buat Allahyarham Kamaruddin bin Din

harmony

the world would be a better place to live in,
if we start thinking good about other people.

happiness doesn't always come in a gift wrapped box

make my heart as strong as steel,

to face all the sorrow that i feel,

make my mind as calm as a sleeping baby,

so that i can always be happy.

sometimes i wonder,

do i deserve to become a teacher with an attitude like this?

maybe

maybe i should stop swimming,

and just let the flow of river bring me where it want to.

drama

don't you think our life is just like a drama?

just that the episodes are for a lifetime long.

what was then will only be then

your life was once simple,

but you yourself made it complicated.

Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to all ~! :)

of all the wrong words being said,

of all the actions that may have hurt another soul,

an apologize from me,

from the bottom of my heart,

may we meet again,

another day. :)

i quit putting sugar in the coffee

on a beautiful day like this,

you'd still want to put the grey clouds on my head.

on a beautiful day like this,

you'd still want to post me the glooms in a letter.

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a you out there

each step i take,

i see a mirage of a you.

in every stream that flows,

there is a silhouette of a you.

even in the close of the eye,

there is an image of a you.

of every breathe i inhale,

there is a thought of a you.

in every line that's read,

there'll be a remembrance of you.

you're a name i can't erase.

you're a miracle, you're a legend.

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the reason

the reason i do not say anything is because,

i just don't know what to say.

the reason i keep the silence is because,

i just don't have an answer just yet.

not my intentions to hurt for even a little bit,

but my heart just doesn't know what to say or do.

when i just have nothing to do

raindrops knocking on my window.

lighting bolts surrounding the sky.

of taking the steps that have made me wallow,

and so i need nothing but to pacify.

beautiful song

31 bulan 8, lima puluh tujuh

in another part of the world,

atom bombs are dropped endlessly,

to destroy a nation.

in another part of the world,

little children are dying from countless disease,

as a result of food deprivation.

they have to work at a very young age just to get something to eat.

in another part of the world,

somebody sleeps in fear,

scared of the heartless soldiers with gigantic rifles.

and here i am in a country,

where i could at least have a peaceful place to sleep, eat and live life.

we may not be the richest or the most well-known country in the globe,

but i'm grateful to be where i am today.

happy independence day.

let's appreciate the freedom that we've gained in our country.

achieved by the late warriors of Malaysia.

never would i go on the boat in the sea again

and never would i go on the boat in the sea again,

the waves eating up all it could,

heartless, having no mercy.

But i thank God,

for giving us a chance to still breathe the air of mother nature.

it just cuts deep in the heart,

when thinking of how close you could have been,

and what a great chance you are given,
despite listening to all the tragic stories. 

heartfelt appreciation is all that could be said.

thus i'll just never go on the boat in the sea again.

simple pleasures.

sitting on the bench by the big trees,

accompanied by an acquaintance or two,

just staring at the sun,

at the open space,

everywhere you glance,

there are huge green trees,

its fresh scent calms your mind,

at a far end,

there's a coconut tree,

the leaves swaying effortlessly,

from left to right.

chickens and hens scattered around you.

cats lying down having a nap.

once in while you can feel the soft breeze at the back of your neck.

making you realize,

that's just how simple life could be.

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Hanging clouds on the sky,

Heavy clouds filled with water molecules.

Ready to release the rain,

Pouring endlessly.

Like how the seasons change from summer to autumn,

Or from winter to spring,

That's just how different it could get.

It's just not similar as years before.

Like how your heart's always cherished

It's different now, today.

What's needed is a heart as strong as steel,

A feeling so numb,

And an invisible tear,

And then everything will be ok.

nevertheless

i am grateful to be able to view the world in a wider perspective;
be it in the most remote areas or the metropolitan cities,

so that i can learn, experience, and broaden my views.

i am grateful to be surrounded by people who still care,

even when i'm faraway from home and loved ones.

i am grateful that people still do accept me,

even though i may not appear to be a part of them.

each day, i listen , i view, i observe, i experience,

hopefully it could make me a better person.

we fret and complain each second,

until we don't realize the beauty that lies within.

reminiscence

when i recall,

that was the moment you stepped on that plane.

and the time that you gave me a once in a lifetime chance,

but i guess i was blinded then,

i didn't know the difference between a pearl and plastic,

but i guess now i know,

but it's a little too late to do anything now.

the clouds, the galaxies, the skies.

hanging on cloud nine,

walking on air,

dancing by the moon.

painting smiles,

wandering up in the galaxies,

seemingly perfect.

but also trying to reach the ground below,

looking for where to land.

reluctance

something always keeps holding me back.

there's always like a weight left on my foot.

i can't walk freely.

i couldn't stop thinking.

i'll hang on to your wings while i still can

not just a step, but a million steps away.

not just a stone's throw away,

but perhaps a trail of thousand pebbles afar.

maybe i could just follow the long track of birds in the sky.

or i could also hang on to their wings.

but either way it doesn't matter,

as long as it could lead my way through.

as far as it may seem,

but as close as in the heart that it may feel.

was it just a dream

i woke up that morning,

thinking was it just a dream.

a dream so sweet

and too good to be true.

it's there at a moment.

and then gone in the blink of the eye.

oh how you wish things were just so simple.

and how you wish you could just map out your plan 

and walla! it becomes a reality.

but i guess some things are vague.

roads do become bumpy.

and the only thing you can do is,

just to hope.

just face it

a lesson learnt recently.

one of the ways to overcome a fear,

is to actually face it.

the land of Neverland

am i living in the world of fantasy,

in the land of Neverland,

a make believe world.

where the skies are all dark purple with some dark blue-ish hint.

where money grows on tree.

where there are just smiles and never anger.

where everything always go as planned.

am i living in a world of fantasy.

or am i just pretending or hoping that i am.

for in real life,

i'm not.

and i

i'd run a mile,

i'd waltz a song.

but i don't even know if the journey would take a while,

nor would i know whether it's right or wrong.

what's love

what's love to you?

to me,

love's a gamble.

you take risks.

like putting one foot in fire,

you might end up having both feet in fire,

or the other way round.

it's a game of taking risks.

to me,

love's a wait,

and a hope that you somehow believe.

the period of wait is what love is.

you wait for long because of love.

and again,

it's like a gamble,

because you may be taking a risk,

not knowing how it will be eventually.

to me,

love is a gamble and and a wait.

how about you?

what is love to you?

notis.

gemokkkkkk...
diet diet diet!!

the sea, the ocean blue

you're like a sea.

a friend and a foe.

in times i need comfort,

the sight of you calms my mind.

the beauty of your waves,

and the light blue waters,

so serene.

your voice,
the music that you create,

a beautiful melody in my ears.

the splashes and the 'woooshhh'

just clears my mind,

able to leave a sorrow behind for a while.

but at times u'r an enemy,

your high tides takes them away,

you destroy them all,

you drown them all in your ocean of arms,

no sympathy at all.

you're a mystery,

not knowing what really lies beneath,

you cover it all with the deep sea,

thousands of feet,

shielding the ground below.

a vague sight from the surface.

you're everything at once,

the ocean blue,

that's what you are.

the journey

i couldn't see through wooden walls,

nor could i see through the distance afar.

i couldn't tell when the rain would fall,

nor could i stop the man-made war.

but i know i could take a deep breath,

and just let it all pass,
and cross my path,

for we are all sane enough to think,

so let it be.

''langit cerah ku renung,

  mendung kelabu.''

could you give me the wings to fly

i want to paint a smile on all their faces,

i want to brighten each heart,

i want to be a part of their lives,

i want to make their life meaningful.

but i guess im not a fairy that could appear at every moment,

nor am i a butterfly that's free to fly anywhere i want.

i still have to look left and right each time i go,

i still have to be careful each time i cross the road,

i couldn't do it all at once.

i wish

i wish i could turn over a new leaf.

i want to start over.
i wish i could.

and so i swim

i swim in the sea blindfolded,

i don't know where it'll lead me,

as i couldn't see my way through.

i don't know if the water is deep or shallow,

i just hope i don't drown.

may there'll be a lifejacket,

or a perhaps a boat,

to save me in the middle of the sea.

CRAVING RUBBISH FREE

(p.s. This poem was not written by me, but my brother who 'tumpang' my blog.)hehehe.

Some words are violence,
They shatter the silence,
Words that I hear,
Lurks to interfere,
Brings me the sore,
Stabs me even more,
Oh my precious,
Won’t you get it?

All I deserve now,
Those I need now,
Will loom into me,
Words are so uncalled for,
They just worsen my sore,

Joys do remain,
As well as the pain,
Declares are like play-act,
Too easy to neglect,
Feelings leave impact,
That words lack,

Yuck, they are rubbish,
That may eat you back!

So, my precious,
I love the songs you sung,
But not the words,
Twisted by your tongue…

BY: RIRU

care

saying that you care

is not the same as showing that you care.

pills

in the end of the day,

you're my best medicine,

the pill i need to consume,

the air i need to breathe,

the sunshine that brightens my sky.

i lost my world

it feels worse than failing a driving test,
it's harder than facing an examination,
it's more painful than a cut on a finger,
i think i may have lost my world.

Lenka - Bring Me Down (with lyrics)

light up my path

i don't know if it's worth,

i don't know if it's right,

i don't know if it'll last,

but i guess i may try.

Please light up my path,

lead me the way to what's right,

and what i should do,

for i myself don't know.

gone.

no more ashes in the wind,
or the dusts by the sidewalks,
no more traces, silhouettes,
or footsteps left behind,
gone,
could find no more.

didn't drop by, to say goodbye

i didn't say goodbye to you,

because i just couldn't look at your face anymore,

so that's why i just left.

given a magic wand, i'd change a few chapters

if only i could turn back time,

i'd change a few chapters,

i'd replace the golden settings with some palletes of grey,

i'd also take a good care of the pearl,

that i found in the middle of the ocean,

i won't drop it in the sea again,

swept away by the waves,

i'd make sure that it's always kempt in the wooden drawer.

but i guess, today is today,

i could never turn back time,

nor could i ever make the birds stop flying north,

i don't even have a magic wand to change the time,

i'm just a normal human being,

living under the power of Him,  

everything is under His control.

anything that happens,
or we have ever encountered,

we learn.
it makes us who we are today.

should there not be another tomorow of you,

let's forget about tomorrow,

talk about today,

where the sun glitters on your cheeks,

and how the butterfly goes flip flop in your stomache,

about the rainbow that always colours your gloomy days,

and of the smile that's always painted on your face.

and the melody sings

perhaps i'll send the melody to you through the wind,

or just put the message in a bottle

and let the ocean hand it over to you.

the bird could also fly up across the sea,

and send you the note tied up with the blue ribbon.

either way,

it's for you to know,

how i wish i had never lost the diamond heart.

it's always there

sometimes it may seem impossible,

the mountains too high,

the path, vague,

the end unseen,

blindfolded all the way,

but when the heart's as tough as the steel,

and a value too precious to let it go,

then you'll get your way through,

you only try your very best,

and let Him decide,

for only He knows what is best.

hello, goodbye

hello, here we meet again,

beautiful, as bright as the flourescent moon,

search, you keep looking at every corner,

careful, don't fall in a trap again,

strong, your heart try not to be fragile,

smile, for your loved ones,

patience, don't rush for the tide,

love, is like a game of chess,

it's a matter of luck with some thinking included,

goodbye, we'll meet again another day.

stars do fade

you say the star will always shine,
never fading,
will never fail you.
but why is it gone in the morning.

you say it will always be a diamond,
sparkling forever,
most beautiful amongst all,
but why is it now a change.

you say it has always been the rose,
ever so red,
with the scent so divine
but why is it now the tuilp.

you say you will always stay,
but why do you always go.

goodbyes.

across the ocean ,
that's where you'll be.
over the mountain,
and the wide blue sea.
perhaps won't ever be seen,
but in the heart is where you'll be.

when your mind starts to think

everyday you can see news about death in the newspapers,
unexpected ones, tragic ones,
either famous people or not.
it just makes you realize that it could be your turn one day.
it's all in His hand.
you'll never know when.
and will you be prepared to face death,
are you fully equipped with all the good deeds while you're still in this world,
to start with, are you always praying the right way,
sincerely, whole-heartedly,or just rushing every single time, delaying it.
just makes me realize that there's more to life than just our everyday life routine,
sometimes we fill our hearts with unnecessary conflicts and problems,
rather than beautifying it with the great words of the Al-Quran,
and have you started to purify your darkened heart,
brightening it with the righteous path.
how do you chose to leave this world.
you have to start now,
because it's just never too early,
for you never know when will your turn be.
may God guide your way through.

through thick and thin

Pouring rain unseen,
silent shouts unheard,
Through the thick and thin of where you've been,
for all the words that you've heard.

you, them and i, we're all different

it's like two magnetic force that just wouldn't stick to each other,
having the same sides perhaps,
positive with the positive,
negative with the negative,
so when these two magnets meet,
it just doesn't stick,
but push the other way instead,
that's how it could be related to,
you and sports,
it just doesn't seem to fit you,
or come close to your heart,
no matter how hard you try,
or how enthusiastic you try to be,
in the end you feel like an alien,
or perhaps intimidated,
having the lowest self-esteem,
knowing less than everyone else,
perhaps it's a generally acknowledged fact,
that each one of us have our own specialties,
our own differences.
just be who you are,
don't be someone you're not,
coz it'll just do nothing but upset you more.

say what you want

words are not enough to say,
hands are not long enough to reach,
eyes are not wide enough to see,
but the heart can always listen and feel.

a rainbow of you

perhaps only a drop of sunshine,
or even only a bit of the rainbow,
you deserve nothing less.

a melody

would you give me a light,
when my world's not bright,

or would you leave me alone in the dark,
by the tree bark.

would you always wipe away my tears,
througout all the years.

or would the thought of me fade,
as the seasons cascade.

would you stay the same way,
when i won't see you another day.

and would you always be true,
when i'm faraway from you.

miles untaken

you've crossed a thousand miles,
you left footsteps behind,
but still you want to end the journey,
halfway,
in the middle,
as there's no more rainbow,
when the rain ends,
and there are no more,
mending hearts.

the dark tunnel

you're heading for a dark tunnel,
light up a candle,
make the path brighter,
but you've got to hurry,
before the candle turns into wax.

it was just a dream, wasn't it?

as soon as i arrived back,
it felt as if it was all a dream,
unplanned, perfect.
beautiful, lovely.
i caught a star and put it in my pocket,
but as soon as i arrived back,
it wasn't there anymore.

the risk taker

you take risks,
you prefer to take a challenge.
but sometimes you don't realize that you are leading yourself to a danger.

you decide,
you make decisions,
but sometimes you don't realize that you're making drastic decisions.

sometimes you would just love to live life by what it is at the moment,
you enjoy every single happenings that you think may cherish you,
you wouldn't like to think of the consequences,
or what may happen next,
you're just living the moment.

just when

just because the star's so bright,
the moon decided to hide.

just because the flowers bloom,
the leaves died.

when the green leaves turned into blue,
and when at your face the wind blew,

that's when they decided to bring you down.

still the same

you're a stone.

but you try to be emerald,
you cover yourself with green to look different.

you want to be the white sand,
you paint yourself with the purest of white.

you said you wanted to be amethyst,
you colour yourself with purple to have a different feel,
you wanted to change u said.

but inside you're still a stone,
the ordinary grey stone.
ever still the same,
nothing change.

them

they keep you going,
they make you want to try more,
they deserve a something better,
not just the ordinary.
they have a rights to learn,
they don't go to school just for fun,
they need people to touch their hearts,
they need you to guide their way through.
they're your responsibilty.
so don't let them down,
they're just innocent souls.

the dreams you dream

I'd love to touch the sky,
And reach the stars above.
I'd love to climb the mountains,
And sail in the seven seas.

But still,
I haven't even got out of bed,
I haven't even reached the starting line,
Nor I am even prepared for the journey.

I can't see where I'm heading to,
Or where this route will bring me.

Forget about the sky, the mountains,
I am not even capable of reaching the ceilings,
Or even climbing up the rooftop.

of missing

start with the counting,

1, 2, 3, 4, ... ,
~ to infinty,

that's how much i miss you.

lifehouse - easier to be

The Patterns

Sometimes we don't see the patterns in our life,
It's in a vague view,

' the unseen dotted lines, the horizontal stripes, the long parallel lines,..'
or anything else, u name it..

Sometimes the patterns change,
'circles turn into triangles, horizontol lines become vertical ones,..'

And it's either u adapt to the change,
Not wanting to accept a change,
Or being stuck in the middle,
Feeling lost and confused.

There's nothing you can do to twist the tide,
Nor can you make the sea go away,
So just swim in it.

Nothing is yours forever

Nothing's yours forever,
what u have in your grasp may not last long,
at one moment you're so happy,
so excited owning what you have,
until you forget that it wouldn't forever be yours.

Once God takes it away from you,
it's no longer yours,
only then u realize,
nothing is under your control.

You make plans,
you become happy like the world is yours,
but once it's taken away,
it's gone and never returned.

Perhaps exchanged with a something better,
we never know.

We make plans,
but everything is under God's control.

the smile that keeps you going

the sky ain't always bright,
the road ain't always smooth,
but there's always gonna be the sunshine after a rain.

you're a gem

you're a gem,
sparkling ever so brightly,
soaring high up in the sky,
you do wonders to the world.

don't be scared,
don't be ashame,
be proud to be you,
because you're special,
you're different.

should they not shine on you,
fret not,
for you are a precious gem,
you can stand on your own.

norah jones ;)

album: The Fall

'Light as a Feather'



'Back to Manhattan'

dont give 'em all

i had a huge chocolate cake with strawberries on top,
and i gave a portion away,
i gave away another portion as well,
and a another one,
and a few more.
i thought of giving it all away,
but then realized i had to keep a portion of it.

they say don't give them all,
keep some for your own good,
coz once they took and crumbled it,
it's just gone.

and they took you away

They took you away,
They brushed you away with the tides,
You were swept away by the waves,
You drowned into the ocean.

You tried to save yourself,
But you couldn't.

You looked for a branch or even a leaf on the surface of the water,
To hold on, to get a grip, for a gasp of air,
But you couldn't find.

You kept trying,
But still, you drowned,
Until in the end,
You just became a part of the sea.

let it

Eyes,
You feel like they're all on you,
Watching your every move,
Following your every path.

But that's not what it actually is,
It's just your feeling,
You just too care much about the watching eyes,
But the truth is,
No one's even looking.

You,
You want to follow their every move,
You want to be there all the time,
You want to impress them all,
You want to say the right words,
And do the right things,
All the time.

But the truth is,
You're just you,
You're not capable of that,
You might as well just be on your own territory,
Living your own life, not bothering what they want to do or say,
You deserve to live happily and peacefully.

Let them be, let them say.

Happy New Year 2010

Happy New Year 2010,

May this year be a better one,

Live a more postive life,

Let go of those frowns,

Give a smile instead,

Life's too short to fret.

Love, care and appreciate,

Give a helping hand,

Touch hearts,

Make a difference.