2011 won't come again~

Set aside all those negative feelings,
Wrap the whole of 2011
Put it in a little box
Leave it at one corner
And don't come by it again.

All the things that had happened,
Either good or bad.
All the words being said
Either appropriate,
Or better have been left unsaid.
All the actions being made,
Either thoughtful or may have hurt.

Let it all be a lesson to you
For you to learn and appreciate.
Love all you can
Don't be afraid to soar.
Let yesterdays be yesterdays
Learn from it with your heart
And may it help you become a better person
InsyaAllah~

my moon

Let me just paint the fluorescent moon in the midnight skies,
One last time,
Just this one last time.
And then I'll hang it on the walls,
Or give it away
Or just anything~
And I'll promise to you that I wouldn't mention about it again
Ever~

flames

I don't want to play with fire,
So I'll turn off the flame
Before it grows bigger.

let it go.

Sometimes we're not too blind to see,
Though a bit blurry.
But at other times
We sit by the water fountains
With empty bottles in our hands.
We fill in the bottles with the spring of water
In the middle of the fountain.
Killing time,
Watching as time flies.

But most of the times,
We'd let it go.
Though sleepless nights follows,
It will pass.

the midnight stars

So recently my sister gave me a song that her boyfriend created, but without the wordings yet. So she asked me if I wanted to give it a shot in trying to come up with the lyrics of it.so I did try, because I really love doing these kinda things,my way of speaking my mind :D.this is what I came up with, though it's not really edited or segmented yet, this is how it sounded like:

The Midnight Stars

And tonight,
When I look at the stars,
It’ll remind me of you.
‘Cause your face is as bright,
As the glittery stars.
Your smiles,
As radiant as its beaming glow.
Your calm,
As serene as its fluorescent light.

But just like the stars,
You’re just as far from reach,
Though I may have a view of you
In my every nights,
I could never have a grasp of you.
As you are just away,
Faraway.

‘Cause you’re just like the stars,
Brightening everyone else’s world.
Not just mine alone,
I know that I could never have you.

But that star I see in each of my midnight skies
Is more than enough
To remind me of you.
To bring a smile to my face.
And bring back all those memories of you
Of yesterdays.

And each time that star is gone,
It’s like waving me goodbye
Telling me to let go.

So this night I’m gonna look at the stars again,
Though I know that I could never have you,
But the thoughts of you will always live in my memories.

i love you norah jones!! :)

stumbled upon this song once again, after so long..hehe..enjoy!! :)

come rain or shine

I'd still walk through that meadow,
No matter if it rains or snows,
Even if I have to brave the raging thunder
And horrendous hurricane.
I'd merrily stroll down that path
Just to get there
Even if the journey may take thousands of miles.
I'd fight 'till the end
And there wouldn't even be a tinge of regret.

even seasons change,

Like how the seasons change,
Bright and warm as Summer's blazing sun,
Then cold as Winter's cotton-white snow.
Thus don't be too fond of the mesmerizing tulips and roses in Spring,
For it just wouldn't last,
The next thing you know,
All the leaves would just fall to the ground as in Autumn,
Nothing lasts,
It all changes..

the crisp of the wind

I spent most of my life saving wrecked ships,
Wiping off non-removable stains,
Catching pails of rain falling from the sky,
Pushing away loads of light weight.
And I guess now is the time I should freely waltz,
Sail together with the breezy crisp wind,
And let my feet bring me where they want to bring me,
'Cause I will no longer take the roads of yesterday.

i set fire to the rain~

“My hands, they're strong,
But my knees were far too weak,
To stand in your arms,
Without falling to your feet~”

“But I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames,
Where I felt somethin' die,
'cause I knew that,
That was the last time, the last time~”

~SFTTR, Adele

“I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head~”

~DYR, Adele

lunar eclipse

Your face is as bright as the moon to me,
Your smile as its fluorescent light
Your calm as peaceful as its view.
I miss you.

the heartbeat

In every inch of every step,
In every breath inhaled,
In the entire space of the heart,
In each thoughts of the mind,
In each vision beneath closed eyes,
There's just nothing,
But~

don't fall anymore,just walk

We walked on the grassy path by the lake,
As we walked, our heads looking up at the clear blue sky,
Awed by its spark of serenity.
And as we strolled,
Our feet fell deep into a puddle of mud.
Engrossed by the beauty of the skies,
We didn't realize what we stepped on.
And thus the mud we stepped on also splashed on a passer-by,
We apologized for that and we hoped that the passer-by would be alright.
And as for us,
We hope to get our feet out of the muddy spot in one piece,
And we hope to be able to rinse them all off.
It may take a while to wipe off the mud
And it may take pails of the clear blue waters
But that's what we need to do for now,
We need to get back on that grassy path,
Faraway,
To avoid our feet from slipping back into that puddle of mud.

remy ishak! :)

it's not really about the song, really, but it's about remy ishak! haha love u remy!! i don't care what people wanna say, but he's just my hero for now. he just has the sweetest smile ever!! ;p

Penakut!

ombak rindu ost~

it's not about Aaron Aziz, not really his big fan, hehe, it's just that i love this song :)

fading gold

There are times when you feel a pang of regret for things you've done in the past,
The decisions you make
The choices you opt for
The hearts you hurt along the way
The opportunities you've missed by just the blink of an eye
The words that would have better been left unsaid.
Sometimes you wish you could turn back to the other road instead
And perhaps see where it could lead you to.
But the road you took have stretched afar in the undergrowth
That you never had a chance to take the other ride as well.
Even as mentioned in Robert Frost's “The Road Not Taken,”

« “Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.” »

I guess the choices we make in life are for us to learn
It were meant to be as it were
And I believe God knows best.
Thus each occurrences should not be regretted
But should be learnt from
In order to make you a better person
We make mistakes in order to learn.
And for this coming 2012, I hope to be wiser in each aspects of life
And to view the world in wider perspectives
Life shouldn't just be confined to one matter or issues
But it's the little things that create the beautiful things in your life.
Quit assuming the worst, but think of the best in each situation
And I'd rather swim along in the waves of the ocean
Rather than drowning deep down into the ocean's depth
May Allah guide my path,
InsyaAllah~

White Doves

Steer clear of the bright light,
Should the warmth may never be felt.
Never provide sunshine,
When the cold could still be felt under the skin.
Don't think of running a mile and afar,
When you don't even have your feet on the ground.
Just let it fly up in the air,
like the beautiful white doves.

This whole thing is making me feel ill~ :(

when i see u smile,

sometimes rainbows vanish

Those smiles brighten worlds,
Though not just for you.
The experience may just be for a while,
But it touches the heart for a lifetime.

those trails

Those footsteps we walked,
Those trails we left behind,
We have to keep walking.
And sometimes we walk past that path again,
Perhaps coincidently,
Bringing us a while back to that road,
Just for that spur of the moment.
And are we just collecting dusts,
Building sandcastles by the beach,
And then swept away by the raging waves.

love,there was

Who would've known that a love as strong,
Wouldn't even last for long.

Who were lovers and friends,
Became strangers towards the end.

Younger minds thought that love was all it takes,
No matter how risks were at stakes.

But there's more to love,
More than the fascination towards the beautiful white dove.

True love do exist I believe,
It's the hearts, together they're weaved.

But it's just that love was not enough
And perhaps that's why it got tough.

thank you

I can't stop saying how grateful I am for what that had happened,
Alhamdulillah,
It's one of life's greatest lessons that I can never buy with thousands of grands.
It's one of the best things that ever happened to me this year.
It came with a price of course, some hurt and aches,
but InsyaAllah,
I'll look at the bright side of things.
I never knew this day will come,
But it did eventually,
Alhamdulillah~
Thank you

''kalau ikhlas, tak minta berbalas, '' ;)

yes, lame, i know, hehe, but i just seem to like this song :)

ramblings~life's a mystery

Sitting here at the teacher's table,
Observing as the students do their work,
Sometimes I wish I was one of them instead,
When life was more carefree
And nothing much to focus on apart from scoring exams
Studying and less things to worry about.
I enjoyed being a school student
I have to admit that I was quite a nerd
Loved studying and revising
And preferred indoor games like scrabble
Compared to outdoors,
I feared being on the fields rather than being on stage for debates,
Though I wasn't that good.
I dunno but I guess that I wasn't meant to play sports
Not that I didn't try,
But I guess it's just not in me, not my cup of tea,I suck in it.
I don't mind jogging though, I love that.

Nways , these days life has become tough
I'm not that nerdy school student anymore.
Though I do plan on continuing my studies next year.
Hmm, and the future is a vague view
We'll never know what's gonna happen next
Where this profession leads me to
Will I still be here or not.
And who are we gonna meet,
Or who will we spend the rest of our lives with.
Life is a mystery
Only God knows what's in store for us,
And sometimes there's a feeling of wanting to solve the mysteries
And answer the thousands of questions in my mind
Keeps me restless sometimes of not knowing.
But I guess we'll just have to take a deep breath
Just relax, get a grip and take the ride
And see where life will lead you.
Sometimes things may not go as planned
And you may not always get what you want or desire
But maybe that's just how things were meant to be.
You plan, you work for it, God decides.

that piece of melody

The melody that you create in my heart,
Sometimes help me walk through my days,
That beautiful rhythm of serenity.
But at times that melody is slowly fading into the open space,
I don't hear it as frequently
As it become bits and pieces of a dead tune.
And I become lost and hardly feel that peace at heart,
As I couldn't hear that beautiful rhythm
That brightens me up like sunshine.

Only God knows how much I love and care for you~

i miss that you :(

I miss you like how the sky misses the sun when it is dark at night,
Given the moon the stars,
But still,
It's not the same as the bright sunshine,
It's just,
different..

the lie you had to create

It's a lie if I say that I don't feel the hot heat under the blazing sun,
It's a lie if I say that I don't feel the freezing cold near the enormous iceberg,
It's a lie if I say that I don't feel the blowing wind by the turbulent tornado,
And it's a lie if I say that I don't feel the rain under the raging storm.
It's definitely a complete lie to say that I don't feel a thing
But still,the truth will just remain in my heart.

alhamdulillah~

Let's just sit for a while,
And be thankful for everything that God has given to us,
Thank you for the beautiful family, loving and caring parents, siblings whom I treasure,
For having a place to stay, food to eat, money to survive and to even breathe a fresh breath of air each second of our lives.
For the heart that's strong as steel
And for giving me what is best for me.
As only He is the one who knows what is best for me.
Thank you for all the beautiful and precious things in life,
Alhamdulillah

this one's for one of the you out there ;)

the smiles and laughter that you bring to me

I want to see the good in every bad,
And try to think the best of each occurring situations,
No matter how bad.
Though sometimes you feel like giving up
And wake up to another blunt day,
But just take it easy
And who knows it will all come back to you
If given the fate.
If not,
Don't look for the dark clouds in each rain,
But if you're patient enough,
You might even see a beautiful rainbow after that storm.
Life's not always a bed of roses,
But when you throw away all those negative thoughts and feelings aside,
You might just witness a beautiful ray of sunshine
In every moments of your life.
And those little things
That actually makes a difference to your life
Without even you realizing it.

the no-way road~

Maybe you never did reach the peak of the mountains,
Nor did you even reached the rooftops.
You never even climbed up on top of the maple tree,
The sky above spread too afar,
Thus you didn't have that opportunity to soar beyond.
But still, you enjoyed each steps you took,
You make the best out of each of them.
And even if those steps may just stop right there and then,
It's okay,
Because you accepted it with an open heart and mind
And you are willing to let it pass and go.
You know there's a reason why the sun only appears in the day,
And why the stars are just there in the nights.
You know that each happenings come with a reason,
InsyaAllah~ :)

this song never fail to make me smile :)

open your eyes, your heart ; and learn~

Never regret what that has happened,
Or what road that has been put in your way.
Things are meant to be as it is.
Don't spend hours thinking what it could have been,
'Cause perhaps that's just how things were meant to be.
No matter how you wish this, or you wish that, and you think what if this.
But set your worries aside as things may or may not happen because it were meant to be that way.
And never go against the tide.
Semua yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya~
And as a normal human being,
You have to accept everything
And learn from each of your encounters.
Things happen for you to learn, reflect, appreciate.
And may it help make you a better person,
InsyaAllah~

just keep going~

They told you not to play near the angry waves by the sea.
They warned you but you refused to listen.
Thus you got swept away and into the sea.
And so you dived into the oceans
Catching a breath of air once in a while from the surface.
You fought with the horrendous wind, lightning and storm,
That got you breathless in the middle of the sea.
Now that you've had enough of the raging waves,
And decided to swim back to the shore,
The journey takes a toll on you,
With all the pains, scars and aches.
But no matter what you have to face it,
Just never lose hope in walking your days,
And just let it be one of your life's valuable lessons.

that deep blue ocean ride~

As we swim in the deep blue ocean,
We look for a grasp to hold on to,
Sometimes we take on the large stone,
But somehow it makes you drown way deep into the sea.
And then you climb on that yacht
It takes you safely to shore.
Or that enormous ship
That brings you there in eternity.
In between, you hold on to that jelly fish,
But it releases a sting that catches the breath out of you.

As we swim in the deep blue ocean,
Our vision is blurred,
We couldn't differentiate from what's there,
Nor could we tell what we're holding on to~

this song's for you ;)

“My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note.
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo~”

Adam Levine «Stereo Hearts»

pre-azam baru for next year

Next year:

1. I have to be really serious in continuing my studies in masters, at least start at some time of next year. Couldn't afford anymore delays.

2. I have to really know how to drive a car so that I could easily go around(but preferably I would love to have a driver instead. I provide the car and driver's seat empty, and I be co-pilot je :p)

3. (The third one is secret for now.)

Lighters - Bruno Mars

“This one's for you and me
Living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now all I wannna see
Is a sky full of lighters, a sky full of lighters"

tired.

I'm just so tired already,
Really.
Nothing I do seems right,
Nothing I do seems enough
I give up trying
So lazy already.

that glittery sparkling shiny gold~

For some, we'd move mountains
Tread rivers and oceans
If that's what it's worth.
I have like this little gold in my heart
That I couldn't let go of
It shines and gives me sparkles throughout my days
It may not last,
But those glitters will always be there.
And thank you for being that precious little gold in my heart,
Even without you knowing it~

the signs

If there's one thing I learned is that, never to give your whole heart away. No matter how your heart feels like popping out, just keep it all inside. Just don't throw yourself away to someone. Keep yourself together and just stay put. Sometimes you just want to pour all those feelings out, but set it all aside and just don't take that risk to hurt yourself for no reason. Let things be as it is, and just accept it as it is. Sometimes you just need to learn to understand, as it it just for the best.

too much a trodden step

Let these feet bring me where it could
As far as it could get
`Cause I just need to be at a spot somewhere new
Away from here.
There's no space left for me here,
Thus I need to go away.

that gushing wind~swooshh

Those happy times we had,
They were not meant to last.
It came along like a sudden breeze
Gushing by,
So momentary, so temporary,
Yet so calming and serene,
Even if for a while.
Thus it is now the time to move forward,
And pretend that that short yesterday never happened.
'Cause it was probably meant to come by only for a while,
Just to add a layer of coating in your heart.
For it will pass~

Dia Framptom - Inventing Shadows ~

a talented girl from 'The Voice' :)

the red rose

We run around the hills and valleys in the meadows,
Catching butterflies and ladybugs.
We look for that red rose,
Thorns surround it.
Beautiful, bold, astonishing,
But amongst its beauty,
A secret is hidden.
You don't know how she's feeling inside
Beneath that sweet smile.
Her dreams as big as the world,
Her love as deep as the oceans.

these weathered dusts

Waltzed those thousand miles
Sheltered from those starry nights
Trod the lakes by the garden
Raged the angry storms.
But still,
When I sit and stop for a while,
There's just nothing else that I could think of
But..¤

sunshine

a day without you is like a day without the sun~

of risks and acceptance

You knew from the start that there would be risks,
So what's the point of complaining now?
Just accept things as they are.

the cold wind

And you shall stop chasing for the cold wind,
Its chills far from temperament,
You'd run away from it as far as you can go.
And rather you shall just dance with the smoothly sailing breezy air,
Its fresh crisp emulates serenity.
Just away from that cold wind,
That cold heart.
And be under your comforting blankets instead.

the maze

It's like a maze
A puzzle
You don't know what's next
You don't know what's to come
You may be over the moon
If all's avail
If not it may all just fail.
But nevertheless
You'd still want to reach that finishing line
With cherry blossoms,
A merry heart.

the railway tracks

If I'd had to wait until the train comes,
I'd wait at the railway station.
I'd wait a day, a month, a year.
For as long as it would take.
I'd do anything,
Just to get there.
I'd move mountains if I could
I'd walk through the seven seas
Anything at all.
Just to get that glimpse of you.

never stop loving while you still can

Who would've known,
That was the last time you touched her hands,
The final moments you saw her face,
And the last chance for you to kiss her forehead.
It kills me inside
For not being able to watch her go,
That last time.
And not being able to have more moments
Spent with her
To appreciate her even more
To take more care of her.
But nevertheless
It's all in God's hands.
He decides, determines.
You accept, obey.
Al-Fatihah to my Allahyarham grandma~makwe.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya..

love love love this song! :)

just stay, don't go~

If only you knew how your smile brightens my skies,
And how your voice gives me strength to face my days,
And how your company makes me feel whole again,
And how your presence makes a difference to my life,
And how just that thought of you creates a glow in my heart.
But you don't know,
And perhaps you never will.

one of the sweetest song i've heard-this one's for all those wonderful people in my life :) enjoy!

stop by to say hello~

These miles are getting older,
These roads are getting longer.
As faraway it gets
Caught in the days
In the stream of people.
As I look and see,
Sometimes it's not there anymore.
But once in a while,
It do stop by,
Perhaps just for a cup of tea.

colour me sunshine

I could be the sunset in your evening skies,
I could be the colours of your rainbow,
I could be the antidote to heal your pains,
I could be the music of your rhythm,
I could walk you through your dark clouds.
But I couldn't do either one,
As I'm only the invisible wind,
Unseen,
Insignificant.

that little walk before that run

Instead of chasing for the clouds in the sky,
Why not walk in the uphill meadows,
And once in a while rolling down in the yellowish-green grass,
Catching ladybugs hidden underneath,
Picking the violet tulips,
Running after the butterflies that come nearby,
And letting the sunshine breeze stroll on your skin.
Sometimes we go beyond grasp,
Until we forget the beauty and serenity that surrounds us,
And what actually should be done first.

fading sunshine

You used to be the sunshine in the sky,
The ray of sunlight that brings a glow to the skin,
The warmth to the heart,
The smile that it painted on the face.
But now it seems that, that sunshine is losing its power of serenity,
It's faraway than it used to be,
Thus it doesn't appear post a rain,
Nor does it brighten those darken days.
It just seems, fading.

the sandcastle

It's okay if the ship has sailed away,
For it had to go and rage the storms.
And it may have been gone and never come back,
But it's okay
Because you can still build those sandcastles
By the beaches.
Once in a while it may be swept away by the ocean waves,
But it will never stop you from keeping on building them.
Nor will the particles of white sands ever run out.

the ocean breeze creating a little tingle in my heart~

If only words could just be easily said,
I'd read out one whole list.
I'd write a song for you,
With the melody from my heart,
And let the wind send it to you.

But words could not just easily be said,
There comes consequences,
A pride, a risk, a chance,
That it may just be gone forever.

So perhaps some words are just better left unsaid,
Maybe~
No matter how it just keeps popping out of my heart.

run forward and never look back!

Start new
Start fresh
Leave everything else behind
Move to a new place if you can!

Lost

I kind of lost a bit of that passion,
I kind of lost my way and direction a little,
But I don't know why.

Adele~

“I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it"

~Adele «Someone Like You»~

take your ride home~

Once again, i was so stupid.
And once again, i fell right into the drain.
So once again, i need to get myself back together,
And pick up all my defences.

like the moon

The moon glows brightly in the midnight skies
That moon I see is the one you see as well.
The one and only moon that brings a spark of light to the darkness.
Each night I witness the serenity of the moon
Its shine gives a peaceful melody
At times I try to reach it with my bare hands
But the beauty is way far from reach
Sometimes I do try to track it down
Wanting to grab it whilst I can
But I know that the moon is too special
Just not for me alone
As it also brightens the whole wide world.
Thus I should just let it shine and bring glow to whom it wishes.

just a thought

A question to ponder:

Do good things only happen to good people? If it doesn't happen to us, does it mean that we are not good enough?

that rainbow

Sometimes we paint the rainbow in the sky,
But maybe the colour is not bright enough to glorify the heart.
And sometimes we utilize the luscious paint to add the colours,
But it's not harmonious enough to calm the soul.
So maybe sometimes we should stop sketching the rainbow in the sky,
And let nature do its course.

Eid greetings~

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir Batin to all.

For all the words that were not meant to be said,
For all the actions that may have hurt any of you,
Deepest apologies from the bottom of my heart.
May this Eid be a meaningful one to all of us,
InsyaAllah :)

words not meant

Overboard
Beyond limits
Shouting your way through
From the top of your lungs
Saying words not meant
Creating actions of out a cautious mind.
Thus a truckload of apology is conveyed
For exclaiming utterances
That may have hurt in any way
For i had never had been meant to raise a single voice.

love this :)

Pupus~

Larut~

25

Months have passed

Those days I thought I couldn't make it through the rain
Now I can even walk through the raging storm.
Those days I thought I wouldn't see another sunshine
But now I can even witness the beautiful rainbow.
Those days I thought I couldn't even cross the road
Now I can even soar up the rocky mountains high.
Those days I thought there were no stars in the midnight sky
But when I squint further
There's actually a shooting star.

You were in the every steps I took,
But now not anymore,
As I'd waltz on my paths without you.

Thank you Allah for keeping me strong
and for guiding my way through.

sway

When you're there,
Nothing and no one else matters.

just because

The words you utter,
Still make my days.
And the smile you portray,
Brighten the skies.
No matter how I don't want to care,
You're just the most thing that matters.

life's valuable lessons

I'll write it in the most beautiful song
The most harmonious melody
That could reach the ear.
I'll fly it through the open air
Through the white doves dancing in the sky
A sight of serenity.
`Cause I guess that's all that I'm capable of doing.

shake it off

I ran a mile,
I flew thousands of feet above the ground
I dived beneath the seven seas
But still
My mind couldn't focus on anything else.
It's like the air I breathe.

Tripped

I'm sorry I didn't mean to fall,
But I tripped accidently.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to get stuck,
But my feet stepped on the Super glue,
And I was glued, right there and then.

I couldn't go anywhere else ever since.

make or break

You have the power to either make or break me,
That's how a big of an impact you are towards me.

that sip of orange juice

We moved forward,
And stopped for a while,
To have a breather,
A sip of an orange juice,
And to have a view of the world around us
To witness the beautiful surroundings.
But now it's time to move again,
To continue the journey,
To go afar
And away.
And let that breathtaking view
Only be a walk to remember
For it will pass..

invisible hearts

Floating , floating
That's where my heart goes
To that spot next to you.
Will you catch it and give it back to me,
For I have lost a part of that heart of mine to you.

“Tenangkan resahku saat langkahku terasa berat
Teduhkan jiwaku saat matahari bersinar terlalu pijar”

~Sheila on 7~

the fire

And you should stop adding fuel to fire,
As it grows bigger and deeper each day.
And you should also stop pouring water into the bucket
As it is already overflowing.
Maybe you should just throw the bucket of water on the fire,
So that it will all just stop.
Perhaps it was just a lesson for me to grow.

love this song :)

despite any calamity, never forget to say Alhamdulillah :)

Everything that's put in your way,
That crosses your path
Is for you to learn
One of life's learning process.
Take everything as positive as you can
'Cause no matter what happens,
Everything does happens for a reason.
Never forget to pray to Allah,
Ask for His guidance.
For He wants you to learn from each happenings
And to help you to become a better person.
InsyaAllah.

the florescent moon

i saw a crescent moon in the night sky,

two nights in a row.

its florescent glow,  

a piece of serenity.

that mesmerizing sight of it,

gives me a smile,

as when there is the thought of you. ;)

the Science

Gravity can't stop people from falling in love~
It's a feeling you can't control
You can't see it coming nor can you stop it when it comes.

fuel

Fast as the lightning
Faster than the bullet train
Swiftly as a speeding car.
But when the fuel's decreasing,
It stops
And is put on a halt.
Thus back to being slow
A step at a time.
You don't need a speed of lighting to make it move
Let it sail as slowly as the ocean when it's calm
And once in a while having a sip of the serene breeze.

the matches that lits up the candle

this may not really be right
it might just be wrong
but I just don't know what keeps me there
I can't seem to drift away
'Cause your presence lights up a tunnel.
and I'm having sleepless nights,
just because.
And maybe the matches will keep lighting the candle
Only until it has run out.

start fresh, turn over a new leaf

Start with a clean slate
Let's stop thinking and talking bout the past
And what that has happened.
Let's talk about what's to come
Or at least about what's happening right now.
For where we move is forward,
Not backwards.

Salam Ramadhan

I'm not a perfect person
I make mistakes
In life, I do stumble
So I'm taking this moment to say sorry for all the wrong things that I've said or done to any one of you.

Have a Blessed Ramadhan
May this Ramadhan be a better one for all of us
And may it help us to become a better person and be a person with more patience in all aspects.
And most importantly,
Let's all do the good deeds to get closer to Allah
InsyaAllah..

weight attack!

Someone told me I looked more berisi these days!
Damnn, reality check!
I'm so not gonna eat anymore after this!

you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains~

My heart beats faster each time
I just can't seem to think, do or focus on anything else
You just make me feel...alive
Once again

God's greatest plans, beats all

If it's just the first step I need to take,
To move,
Then I'll just accept it that way.
If it's the path I need to stroll on just for a while,
To be able to learn,
Then I'll take it that way.
And if it may be the last road I'd walk on
To stop,then take the world with thou,
Then that's how I'll perceive it.
Either way
I'd just accept all that's been written for me.

i just love this song, haha! ;D

just stay forever, don't go

You're the flowers in the garden
Like the moon in the midnight skies
The butterflies floating in the air
The rhythm of my heartbeat
That ray of sunshine that creates a glow in my heart
My days go by better with you being there.
Thank you.

bold

And maybe I could be bold and say it all out
But that's just not who I am.
I'd rather keep it to myself
And let it pass.

a phase

maybe it was just like that bridge we took

to get to the other side of the road,

that bridge over troubled waters.

it helped us get through,

crossing that great depth of streams underneath.

even though it was a rather short bridge,
it guided our paths

with that ray of sunshine,

brightening our days.

it was just like,

a phase

to help us move.

we'll get by

i'd walk a thousand miles,

the weather forecast

There's not always a rainbow
Nor would there always be the stars in the sky
As how the rainbow may just never come after the rain
Nor would the stars be there to guide the midnight skies.
Expect nothing.

sealed

don't look into the past,
as you'll find an old bruise.
look forward,
and don't forget to close the door behind you as you go.
keep it locked.

let it fly

Let it slide through the wind,
the space and the open air,
just let it go to where it lands.
Don't wait to catch it when it falls,
let the wind play its part to sail it through.
It'll get by if it'll do.

keep on moving

Keep breathing
Don't stop.

let it sail through the wind

And maybe I should put a message in a bottle
So that it could sail off to you
Through the oceans blue
And the seven seas.
Perhaps I could also send it through the paper rockets
And let it fly to you.
I could also sing it in a melody,
And let it travel through space
So that the beautiful rhythm could reach your ears.
Either way,
It's for you to know
How much you mean to me.
You beautify my world.

the hour glass

stop talking about what's to come,

as it is just never sure of.
talk about the good times today,

and embrace it,

while you still can. :)

just follow the currents

Why do you do need to change the direction of the currents in the streams,
When towards the waves in the ocean, is where it flows.
So just let nature do its course.

the shadow of the sun

What makes you think that the dark skies will sail to the sun,
When it has already got its moon and the stars

sometimes, i need a little sunshine ~Lenka ;)

This year has been better than last year so far,
Even without you in it.
Alhamdulillah :)

just take a deep breath

Don't think much
Don't ponder much
Just take it easy
Just be cool :)

the silence

One thing I realize is that sometimes we try too hard to please people and care about what they think, but in the end of the day they don't even bother about how you feel or even care a bit about you.that's one thing I hate about this place.I want my close friends near me now.despite all the noise and chaos, I feel the silence :(

just when you thought that you couldnt go on,

“It's not easy for Pengkalan Berangan's 'kampung' name and image (as viewed by the other people in this district) to ever get a spot in English competitions, you helped a lot to make that happen, thank you"

Call me sentimental, but these words that I heard just now nearly brought me to tears. I just felt touched and happy,grateful to have played a little part to make a slight difference to this place. Thank you Allah for guiding my way through and giving me strength to face my every days here, for enabling me to spread a little bit of my passion in that field. Maybe I won't be able to do so in other places, that's why they say God knows best, He placed us at a certain location to help us learn and know ourselves better and reflect on life. Everything happens for a reason and I believe that God is always fair. What may seem to look as a depression may just lead to a better tomorrow, as life just keeps spinning and we never know what will happen tomorrow.Every cloud has a silver lining anyways.I believe that every good things come from Allah and I'm grateful for everything that has been given or that has happened to me. Alhamdulillah.

;)

You lift my spirits high
That's what you do to me.

And I guess it's not too much for me to say that
You make my life worth the living.

You add a little sunshine to my life
And a little glow in my heart.

the miracle you are

The footsteps that you've left behind
Even though for a short while
Has made a big difference to my life
Those days I thought I couldn't go on or make it through,
You helped me out of the turbulent storm
You saved me from drowning in the sea
God knows how much you mean to me.

i miss you

I can swim across the seven seas and taste the serenity of the deep blue ocean,
I could fly high up in the sky to reach the galaxies in the milky way,
I'd climb the mountains through the rocky cliffs.
But I just can't tell you how much I miss you,
'Cause I don't have the guts.
Even if it feels like the night skies without the sparkling stars.

where did the colours of the rainbow go

You've strolled a hundred steps further
So why do you want to stop
Even though your shoes has run out
That's no reason you shall put a halt to your walk
You should keep on waltzing on those grounds
No matter how you may trip
And no matter how the sunshine may go away.

you don't need a bullet train, a trishaw would do ;)

Give it a slow ride,
If that's what it takes.

say Hello

I seriously don't know what,
I just don't know why.
It's unexplainable.
But I know that I always smile at each Hello.

i love you taylor swift! :D

goodbye yesterdays

Yesterdays just seem so faraway
And thus it shouldn't be anymore near
As forward is where I'll be heading.

your hidden sunshine

We walk all around the world,
Just to come back to the same spot,
At a different time.
We look around at every nook and corner,
Just to find at where we came from.
We search for a smile
That was just there all along.
Sometimes all we need is just a little warmth,
That could make you look forward to your every days.

thank you

If there's one person I should thank at the moment,
It's you
Thank you for making a difference in my life,
In what way, you'll never know.
I could never thank you enough :)

keep me on track

As the days pass by,
I feel that I'm getting further and further away from You
Please keep me back on track
Oh Dear God

should the grass never turned blue

Just to say that
If the peak of the mountain was never reached
You should know that the climb was worthwhile.
And even if you never reached the other side of the ocean,
You should know that the mysteries under the seas were fondly discovered
And should the red rose never be found in the middle of the meadow,
Just know that the sunlight in the wind has created a glow within your skin.

our differences make a colourful world

I may not be the best teacher in the world,
My teaching methods may not be as good
My lessons may not be as interesting
My approach may not be as effective
But I try my best to make it work
And I'm still learning to improve
Holding on to my values and beliefs
That guides me throughout my teaching
We all are different
And have our own individually different ways
What works for me might not work for you, and vice versa
None two are alike.

something about you

And there's just something about you
That has an ability
To make my world go round
Or stop at the other minute.
You just have that power to control how I feel,
If only you knew.

fall

Perhaps the floor had been greased
That I had fallen too fast
And I tried to get up
But I just keep falling.

count the leaves on the trees ;)

I'd love to discover those steps
In greater depths
Even if I have to reach all those thousands leaves to get on top of the tree,
Or even if the sunshine would give me sunburns.
I'd stroll on the path
Even if the sun would be gone at night
For there may be a lucky star on the midnight skies ;)

rotten words

There was once I gave a pocketful of sweet words,
A handful of care,
A neverending love,
A truck of faith.
But now I come to realize that you just don't deserve it anymore,
Not even a single word from I.
As they are just always thrown away.

you make it easier, when life gets hard ;)

the real world-it's a pretty tricky ride out there

It's a world of fame
Only the ones with powers will rise,
Accepted and get through.
Big names, titles, posts
Will bring you great influence,
Being a nobody and ordinary brings you nowhere
No matter how good and talented you are.
That's just the real world out there.
But worry not,
As you always have God
And He is always fair.

Happy Father's Day :)

Even though I don't say much,
It doesn't mean I don't care,
Because the truth is,
You mean the whole wide world to me,
And more.
Thank you for everything that you had done for me,
And it could bring me to tears to think about all the things that you had done,given or taught me,
Ever since I was born.
For caring a lot for me, my safety, my well-being
teaching me the meaning of life,
And allowing me to view the world in wide perspectives through different walks of life,
God knows how grateful I am to have a dad like you.
Happy Father's Day to my dad,
No words could ever thank you enough.

Much Love,
;)

why is it too hard to be yourself?

You said be yourself in any circumstances,
But why aren't you?

swim along

Let's just swim along in the ocean blue,
And see where the waves and tides would bring you.

let's stay for a while

I know that the puzzle has been solved even before it has started,
And I know that there's no path at the end of the tunnel,
But I'd just love to stay there
'Cause it makes my heart feel rosy each time. :)

walking on the air, the clouds.

and maybe you should stop walking on air,

as you had walked pass it before,

you had fallen,

without any solid ground.

so you should stop waltzing on air,

as it may just make you collapse.

layered

You layer it with icing sugar
Plenty of it
Full of flavour
To actually hide what's beneath.
But it will not demolish what's hidden
It will still be there.

incomplete

It's like a rainbow without colours,
A sunshine without the sun
And a rainfall without raindrops.
It's like the silence.

the oxygen mask that save souls

As it is like an oxygen mask that keeps a life alive,
That air to breathe and what it is dependent on.
Then what's to be done if it may be gone?

each paths that you venture

No matter where you are,
No matter what you do,
Give it your fullest,
Do the bestest that you can.
As you only live once in this world,
You would want to treasure each minute that you have
For the sake of tomorrows

that sunshine

And maybe it was just a ray of sunlight
Out of the big sun
But its shine was enough
To brighten your days.
And the sun may just not come again
But that spark of light it once gave
Had cleared your vision.

let it move slowly

Take the underground train,
The city bus
Or even the car stuck in a traffic jam
Let it be slow
But at least you get there
Safely
Don't rush on the motorbike
That speedboat
Or that racing car
It may be faster
But it comes with a risk

it's you

If there's a reason why I'm smiling again,
It's you.
If there's a reason my heart skips a beat,
It's you.
And if there's a reason I'm humming a tune,
It's you.
I don't know what this is and I don't know who you are,
But I thank you for making me look forward to my every days.
You have no idea what you mean to me.

just a note or two :)

A few things that I discover about myself as time flies :

1. I'm afraid of heights.this includes getting on those theme park rides. It gives me the chills.
2. I'm afraid of rats,mouse, etc. Those tiny fury creatures are just freaky.
3. I can't look at bodies filled with bloods,slaughtering,surgery,etc. ill just close my eyes instead.
4. I'd love to write inspiring notes on greeting cards,(maybe as a part time?) like Tom in 500 days of summer.I realized this few days ago after my colleague asked me to write a short note for someone retiring.

That's all for today :D

the warmth in a cold weather

I don't know who you are
But you're like a rainbow after the rain,
A brush that paints a smile on your face,
The breezy wind by the seaside
And like that dazzling moon in the midnight skies.
I don't know who you are
But you are like the stars that light up the night,
You do wonders :)

the bowling therapy

targetting your aim,

each bowling pin symbolizes different meanings.

as if throwing away all the burdens of three years.

pin number one as if to the face,

number two for the times they went astray,

and number three for when they were not there.

number four was for the twists and turns.

number five to mark the time you hit rock bottoms.

number six the insignificance.

number seven  for your jar of hearts.

eight nine ten the time for you to stand up once again.

the sunflower that shines your days :)

We human beings always forget to appreciate what`s actually in front of our eyes,
That were there all along.
We`d rather pick a red bright rose at a far end with thorns all around,
Instead of a nearby sunflower,
It's not as mesmerizing,
But radiant
With an inner glow
That lights up your days.
And so embrace that beautiful sunflower
It`s never too late to appreciate :) .

nothing was you

And maybe you never meant a thing.
As in the sandy beaches,
You're just one of the particle of sands.
Just one of the straws in a haystack,
And just one of the swaying leaves on a coconut tree,
That's who you were.

i love this very much :D

the soundtrack from merong mahawangsa, the english version of 'sedetik lebih' by anuar zain.enjoy!:)

that bus ride to the city

That first bus ride to the city
With my besties
As excited and enthralled as we were
Crossing that harbour bridge
With the view of the serene opera house
Walking through the Rocks
The panoramic circular quay
And just that beautiful stroll down the city
The QVB, the George Street, and the list goes on.
And little did I know that danger awaited ahead of me
But nevertheless it helped me grow
As they say you need to learn
In order to help you grow.
Those days we were young and free
These days we are still young,but not that young
And we look at the world with different perspectives
And our broaden minds.

the marathon

Sometimes it's like a race
A run
A marathon
You're all together on the starting line
Together they gather.
Then you hear the shooting gun to mark the start
And off they run
To reach the finishing line.
And as they run they're no longer a group
One by one they separate
And when they reach the end,they're alone
Known as one,
As they get to the end of the marathon.

my road to get there took a little longer

And basically
Those steps
Left behind
Those streets
There are silhouettes
Those walks
There is a mirage
And I'm sorry I missed that train
I'd had to take that other long road instead
To get there

And all we needed was a little patience

those droplets

correction fluid dries within minutes,

super glue hardens within seconds.

but as miles, days, hours pass,

those rays of sun,

couldn't dry up those drops of rain.

that pain won't heal,

it keeps coming back.

 

i lost in the battlefield.

i'm a warrior,

i fight until the end,

by all means,

until i lose all my weapons in the battlefield.

i lost.
but it's ok
because i knew that i've fought with all my might.

and they sing that same melody

if you couldn't even handle a storm of waves,

how could you even conquer the ocean's depth.

or let alone dance in the streaming rain.

for your heart should be as strong as steel

bullet proof.

none of their words or acts shall bring you down.

yucks

i just feel so disgusted,

that's it.

heartless.

you're just the most heartless person i ever met.

i wonder where your heart went.

A Tribute to Mother's Day

for standing by my side throughout all the 24 years and 9 months of my life,

never for once giving up on me,

no matter how mean or rude i could've been,

you're always there with your smiling face.

always there throughout my days,

in times of laughter, happiness or darkest days

during bad hair days, ugliest times

you're just always there for me no matter what.

no matter how others could give up on me,

but not you

you make me believe that life's worth a living

you make me believe in me.

there's not one short poem that is enough to describe how special you are

for i am blessed to have you in my life

i can never thank you enough

for the thousand of millions and billions of things you have done for me

ever since the day i was born.

all the sacrifice you did,

never for once did you ask for anything in return.

and i would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart

for doing things or saying things that had hurt you

i love you with all my heart,

no one could ever replace you,

Happy Mother's Day, Dear Mom, Sara Abd Wahab :)

that beautiful sunshine

and so you stop chasing for the light,

that squint of light to save you from the cold,

the vague light you have to fight for,

that rainbow that comes by once in a blue moon,

giving a colour to the skies.

for you'd rather live with the natural sunshine

providing you with warmth on your skin,

with the additional smoothly sailing breeze.

than chasing that unseen light in a dark tunnel.

internet addict *_*

i'm just so glued to the internet. 
i just don't know how i'd live without.

  *_*       @_@       #_#

faded trust

without trust,

it'll always stumble,

no matter how u patch it up,

glue up the pieces,

or mend the broken wings.

in the end, it do fade.

no matter how many years it may have taken,

or how you might've seen a light at the end of a tunnnel,

it still will cascade.

not that we're searching for a rhyme or reason,

but sometimes it just was there all along,

without you realizing.

goodbye.

when the hands are waved to say goodbye,

i'll walkaway and never come by,

as prickering as it was to see it soar,

i'll let it go and close the door.

a loyal fan of lenka! ;D.hehe.

Lenka : Two

1.Two
2.Heart Skips A Beat
3.Roll With The Punches
4.Sad Song
5.Everything At Once
6.Blinded By Love
7.Here To Stay
8.You Will Be Mine
9.Shock Me Into Love
10.Everything's Okay
11.The End Of The World

Woohoo! :) bought this album yesterday.. love all of her songs!!!:D..

maroon 5 :-*

as a tribute to maroon 5's concert today, i'll post my favourite song from the band.hehe!!wish i could go!

midnight skies

shining stars in the midnight skies,

flashing its spark of light,

a friend in times of need,
in moments of despair,

guiding your way through.

that flame of fire.

for long you've been playing with fire,

you put yourself in danger,

you burn yourself into ashes.

so as for now it's time to breathe a new air,

escape the fire,

rejuvenate,

and play with the breezy wind instead,

and may the wisp of air,

bring you the ray of sparkling sunshine :).

patch up the pieces

and they decide to leave eventually,

no matter how busy you get

you couldn't hide the rain in your heart

in the end it still bothers you

and perhaps you should just fix your heart

cherish it 
with cherry blossoms :).

we stand on different grounds

 for we'll never waltz the uphill meadows.

or cross the oceans deep.

so that's why we have to go.

for we don't always expect for them to be there all the time,
we knew they'd go.

let's soar above the clouds.

let's run along in miles,

and go around in circles, 

we'll take the world together.

let's shoot to the moon,

and catch the stars along the way,

just you and i against the world.

:)

those tiny steps we move.

those steps we take each minute, each day,

even as tiny, 

and no matter how slowly those steps are,

still, we are moving,

and even if it will take more than a thousand miles

to get there,

you'll make it through one day.

no journey ever starts easy.

it always begins with the rocky roads;

the bitter hearts.

autumn breeze

autumn leaves flowing freely from the trees,

smooth crisp of breezy air,

running a chill at the back of your neck.

or else a rhythmic sway of morning air

creating a beautiful melody to your ears.

autumn leaves filling the empty ground,

overflowing stacks of dried red, yellow leaves;

falling, 'till it falls no more.

mari layan sheila on 7 ;)

roll with the punches.

and so they threw a bucket of water at us.

all our clothes soaked in the clear water.

embarassing us to the core.

but we decided to let it pass,

and just roll with the punches,

rather than fighting our hearts out.

for we know that we are not perfect.

and never will be good enough,

so we move on.

that heart i once gave.

i once gave you my whole heart,

but now i'm taking it all back,

for the love that was once as strong as steel,

has now floated as light as a feather

falling off from the clouds.

malu sampai rse mcm nk mnyorok bwh meja

omg, i just made the biggest fool of my life!!!

what an embarassment!!

hmm..at least now i know what i should and should not do..

and we should learn from mistakes i reckon.

peace out.

white horse.

as i paced back and forth all this time.

words are as sweet as chocolate.

even when you try to paint the rainbows in the sky,

you can still see the blue skies beneath it.

even when you try to hide a pain in your heart,

you can still feel it.

Maher Zain's

''i was so far from you,

yet to me you were always so close,

i wandered lost in the dark,

i closed my eyes,

to all the signs you put in my way,

i walked everyday further and further away from you...''

that dream you shattered.

dreams you crushed.

hopes you shattered.

that dream you built,

and crushed, a while after.

now running freely, you are,

with smiles on your face.

building your new dreams,

leaving behind that dream you shattered.

i may be sued by saying this, but i just wanna say that:

i hate politics!

i just don't get it at all and it just doesn't seem to make sense at all!

two's enough

sometimes there are just two shots to everything.

when you've tried twice, there usually shouldn't be a third attempt.

so that's when you know that you should stop trying,

and accept things the way they are.

impossible - shontelle

maria my dear, are you ok?

i enjoy making the students be dramatic and expressive! :D

can i have a time machine, pretty please? :)

if only there was this sort of time machine that could stop time.

so that i could stop time today.

i wish today never ended. :D
but there is no such thing as a time machine.
and days do end eventually.hehe.

i go back to december all the time.

love this song very much :)

dejavu

today i'm reminded of how much i hated him.

those dejavu moments which reminded me of how horrible it was.

God knows how miserable i was.

i'm so thankful that i'm out of the leash already.

and thanks to that annoymous who reminded me indirectly.

words are just words

those days you said the oceans were red,

and you'd make it blue for me.

you'd catch the doves in the skies,

and fly me off to the up hill lands.

but these days the oceans are still red,

and the doves still do fly high up in the sky,
but just that you soar off from the world without me,

and it just tingles to see you spread your wings and fly.

for i've never loved my hypothesis to be proven correct,

but you just make that happen.

and you just prove to be like just any one of them

all just the same.
and maybe it's just time for me to spread my wings and fly away.

heart skips a beat.

this video made me smile today.it's just so cute n bubbly :). can't wait for her new album.i'm so gonna get it.love love love this lenka girl :D

fear of the unknown

what hurts more, the fear of the unknown?

or the hurt because of knowing?

the journey.

and so yesterday we climbed the mountains tall,

we kept a firm grip so that we would not fall.

but today rocky mountains turned into rocky roads,

it kept us from smoothly swaying forward,

and so eventually our paths came to a halt.

money come and go.

money come and go,

but it couldn't buy the people that you love.

money come and go,

you give some, you get some,

so give all you can when you still can.

don't love your money more than you love your loved ones.

let's listen to micheal learns to rock :)

i love micheal learns to rock.all their songs are really nice.:)

the beauty of health

the importance of health is most appreciated when you are feeling sick and weak.
it makes you a more grateful person as you heal and feel much better.

the goldfish.

goldfish swimming in the river,

in little groups they flow,

together the whole journey,

the same trails they go.

before they follow another path,

and swim in a different stream.

we won the debate competition for the state level! :D

this month has been quite a tough month.

have been through alot,
gasping in between heartaches,

struggling between time,

fighting between illness,

but in the end of the day,

there is a smile that i can put on my face,

and there are faces that lighten up my days along the way,

throughout this month.

and the best part is that you're not a part of it.

and just so you know,

i'm fine and better off without you.

:[

my head feels heavy,

my throat is sore,

my mind can't think, 

my whole body feels high temperatured,

can we just skip tomorrow?

zzz

procrastination is totally the name of my game.

i'm tired, sleepy, and have lots of work to do,

but i'm just lepak-ing2 first, off-tasking.

haishh..

i wonder if i could get rid of this habit.

i feel like sleeping right now.

the wings to soar above in the sky

you put yourself out there,

you gave your heart away,

every bit of it,

and then you come home with a broken wing,
perhaps it was just something you did or said,
that it all just fell apart.

Just A Dream~

that tricycle ride.

there was a time that i had to stop using a tricycle,

and get rid of one of its wheels

and to start using a normal bicycle.

but i was too scared to do it,

each time i did,
i diverted,

i turned back,

and refused to step out of my comfort zone.

but then you helped me take out one of the wheels,

you did it for me,

because alone, i couldn't do it.

you made that move.

all along,

i knew that it was the right thing to do,

but i was scared  of the challenges i'll be facing.

but since you helped me to make that first step,

i'd like to thank you.

because i know that i'll never be able to do it alone,
i'd be too weak to make the first step towards that change.

but now, no matter how scared i'll get,

and no matter how i may stumble,

i know that it was the best thing to do.

weather forecast

i felt the rain coming,

as it seemed cloudy,

and the skies were dark.

but when it actually rained,

i felt scared,

i didnt know what to do.

but fret not,

'cause even weathers change,

so what do you expect.

vague made clear

maybe i was just too blind to see,

but it's all so clear now.

and it hits me like a bullet train each time.

swoooshh.

faster than the wind,

faster than the speed of light,

that's just how fast.

i'll leave when the wind blows

what's your passion?

when you do something that you like,

that's when the feeling of content comes,

no matter how tired it makes you become,

or no matter how it takes up most of your time,

but if you enjoy it,

then you'll feel its worth,

and how you really want to make an effort towards it.

i guess i've found one of the things that i'm passionate about. :)

setiap kata yang terucap itu adalah doa,

it's true as how it's said,

that words which come out of your mouth are like prayers,

without you realizing it.

few things that i go through in life today proves it,

no matter how i'd love to deny it,

and no matter how i'd like to think that it's not right,

but in the end i guess it's pretty true,

things that you say repeatedly sometimes may just come true.

so, be careful with what you wish for,
and mind your words from saying things that you wouldn't even want to imagine for it to happen.
'cause it may just become a reality one day.

just let the sun shine.

and maybe you should just stop chasing for the light,

'cause you might just get tired in the end.

perhaps you should just let the seasons past,

and live life as how it is.

just don't go against the tides.

love this.

take back thy umbrella

i''ll make my way through that rain,

hurricanes and storms.

thus thou shouldn't offer an umbrella,

as nothing is needed from thou,

for when thou had waltzed through that door, just be gone.

i just miss you very much,

but there's just nothing that i can do or say.

of ocean's depth

perhaps i did thought that the rain had stop,

but instead it just keeps pouring,

never ending.

and somehow i thought it were a steel,

but a glass it is,

as fragile as it easily breaks and crumbles.

a songwriter

This girl never fails to touch my heart with her songs, like Lenka as well.

Hmm..maybe i should write songs too..
Is there anyone who wants to be the singer?hehe

let the yesterdays stay yesterday,

for all these years spent to make you happy,

for all these years having said words that were better not said,

for all these years waltzing on your tracks,

i would like to leave 'em all behind the door.

and finish off the chapter.

and turn to the next page.

 

make a leap

no more dwelling,

just move on.

when they go, just go,

they took that cue to go,

and off they went leaving you in the meadow,

and since they left, you closed the door,

so don't they come knocking anymore,

nor should they show that they care some more,

for when they want to go, just go.

perhaps

sometimes the words are just running in your mind from A-Z,

but in the end, you decide not to talk at all,

perhaps that may be the best thing to do.

Oh Allah, please strengthen up my heart.

death happens, no joke

often we fret too much about our daily days,

and worry much about what to come in the future,

thus we plan all we could.

and sometimes we keep everything on hold for tomorrow.

but the question is,

how sure are you that tomorrow will come?

are you certain that you will still be breathing a sip of air the next morning?

sometimes we always forget,

that death will will come one day, as promised,

anyday to anyone, at all,

regardless of age.

and are we ready to face God?

are we equipped with all the defences to face the A-Mighty?

or have we even asked for Allah's forgiveness for all the sins that we had committed?

and have we made ammends with people around us,

 and tell them how much we love them?

'cause we don't know when we may be leaving this world for good.

always live the days like tomorrow will never come.

be prepared to face God,

equip yourself all you could as a Muslim,

for we never know when our time will come.

Al-Fatihah to my friend,
'Allahyarham Noraida binti Mohamed Ali'

 Yesterday she was happily sitting infront of me, now she's gone with no early signs.

It's all in God's hand.

Wallahualam.

your choice

it's either you wanna trap yourself in a dark hole,

or you release yourself,

feel the light and embrace it,

to a start of a new beginning.

for you should cherish the life that you have,

the air that you can still breathe

appreciate every single minute,

love all you can,

don't make those frowns and frets age you
and take control of you.

huwaa

omg, i feel so buncit and fatttt.....

but i cant do anything about it -_-

grenade.hehe

time waits for no man

i just realized that time flies so fast.

a year passed rather fast,

it seems like just yesterday we went for that annual dinner with ipbarians,

but now we're like two years ahead.

time flies so fast,

so there's no more time to lose,
appreciate each minute you have remaining,
cut down the frowns,
live life to the fullest.

the greatest weapon of all

and the best thing that you could ever do is,
to just let go of it all.

no matter how ugly,

and no matter how it makes your heart tingle.

...

i'm just trying to digest everything that's been happening,

it's just becoming more and more confusing,

i just don't understand anything anymore. 

i thought i did, but now i don't.

i wish i could just go away to somewhere new
nothing just makes sense anymore,
nothing at all..

three years, baby, three years

stupid, 

was what i was then.

stupid,

was what that brought me down.

stupid,

is not what i'm going to be anymore.

stupid,

will no longer come in the way,

'cause i'll move along.

that ocean you've become

and they cautiously caught a bagful of raindrops,

just to release them back into the ocean a little later.

a gem

and so the steps of another ground they waltz,

and of the other hearts they left,

and if for the best it be for them,

then let happiness be by their side,
for if that is what they desire.
perhaps they may have just lost a precious gem.

countryroads, take me home.

it only felt like yesterday,

that we were laughing our way to Desaru,

we joked in between the traffic jams,

fooling around around, acting stupid,

singing along with the oldies and rock tunes on the radio,

while we crossed the countryside.

But what seems like yesterday just seems so faraway,

not only that don't we laugh together anymore,
our roads also diverged into two.

on your mark, get set, go!

you stopped running,

even before you reached the finishing line.

the bridge that was being built, collapsed,

even before it was fully completed.

gone.

i caught a star from the sky today,

i thought that it may had a reflection of you,

because they say, no matter where we are,

we are looking at the same stars.

but i guess that's just a hope,

as the mirage of you is just not there anymore,

you're just,
gone.

fluffy clouds, a bright day

those days i lived in the clouds,

    fluffy white clouds,

         floating in the air,

             the skies above.

perhaps it was just beyond reality,

    too good to be true,

        until one day you woke up from that beautiful dream,

            and you fell on the ground,

                faraway from the fluffy clouds,

                    bright days.

insyaAllah..you'll find your way,

i looked up in the sky,

and saw the stars in the sky before dawn this morning,

so beautiful and serene,

giving a sparkle to the dark skies.

as if telling me that everything will be ok.

you'll make it through,

insyaAllah..

sometimes stars do stop shining

i never expect for the stars to shine,

as the night is getting darker.

i don't expect for the path to go smooth,

as the miles are getting older.

i don't expect for the rain to stop,

as the lightning never stops striking.

But sometimes i'd love to believe that there may be a rainbow,

after a heavy rain..

All I Have - Jennifer Lopez

duffy - warwick avenue

my 600th post and still counting,

and maybe it's just time to start a new day,

and maybe it's just time to let go of the past. 

perhaps it's the moment for you to turn over a new leaf.

anger

i hate anger,

when there's anger,

it drives you to say things you don't mean,

do things you don't intend to,

it's the evil that controls you when anger comes.

it turns you into someone else.

locked

that chance, you had,
and now the door's closed.
don't come knocking back.