that faint melody.

the mile i walked,
it stopped for a while.
the air i breathed,
suffocated for a second.
the smile i painted,
went lost for a moment.
the beautiful scent,
dried out.
the song i sang,
vanished into thin air.
the beautiful melody
could no longer be heard.
so we step this ground once again,
standing tall,
wiping off them remnants.
and we fly.

the speed

fast,
faster than the lightning,
the speed of light.
Not just like the gushing of the waves,
or as the falling raindrops.
Not even as how you slide down the slopes,
definitely not like how the autumn leaves fall from the tree.
just a little faster,
and a little too fast.
thus we step on the brake,
slow it down a little,
make a u-turn,
and head on back to the start.
back to a new beginning.
to a new journey.
an adventurous one :)

a word or two from the procrastinator.

I realize that my writings in this blog are getting a tad bit longer by the days, not just restricted into little shorter poems. Though of course, poems would always be my main priority. Probably there just seems to be days when I just feel like writing longer, here in my blog. Perhaps that way, I would tend to sound more expressive and plus, with the hopes that it would also improve my writing skills. I wouldn't deny the fact that when I write poems, I tend to be very vague as I don't really describe in full details of what I am talking about. So any characters, situations or issue would be vaguely covered by those so-called words. I express them in a way that would make it general and less obvious. Though I know that not many people are reading my blog, but I just write for my own luxury, comfort and satisfaction. I write normally during my leisure times or simply just when I feel like it.

Speaking of writing, Gosh..I really don't know what is wrong with me. Right now, I'm really trying my best to do my assignment. But I'm really struggling on starting. It is sort of a so-called supposed to be a secret that I guess none of my coursemate friends know (I know that they don't read this blog as well). This is because I am just embarrassed at the fact that I haven't really started typing it (some of my coursemates are actually nearly done!). I seriously find it hard to force myself to do it during earlier days, like when it is still very early (which is actually a good time to start, an excellent time, actually.) Seriously, I've always have this sort of problem since forever. It's sort of like this so-called writer's block that they refer to. Not to say that I am a really great, boombastic writer, but I guess yeah, in the end of the day, I work the best under pressure (I think). I've been opening my laptop since a few hours earlier today. I end up doing this and that, and well, here is where I end up typing. Urghh. It's really not good to be a procrastinator I tell. Not that I do not try, I really try to (hadap) this laptop and articles all day, but...I just can't..:(..I feel that there is a big lump on my heart, not a calm, that hinders me from starting to do my assignment.

Sighh...I really hope that I will really start it as soon as possible and do it well. Semoga Allah membuka pintu hatiku..Amin..

Ok, I wish to write more, but I really got to go now since there will be a class to attend soon. Need to get ready with some stuffs.

Alright, will continue later. Goodbye. Thanks for reading :).

anew

and behind these walls
that start to fall.
they tumble down
and land on the ground.
of all the chains,
they start to open.
hardened coats,
they soften.
and the dark,
has found the light.
of acceptance and realization.
of letting go and moving forward.
of starting anew,
a ground to lay.
and a path to venture;
a pair of wings to fly
with your heads held high,
and a smile to always accompany you.
in a journey,
to begin.

Britney Spears, baby!

I'm not pretty sure how i came across this video (or in other words, I think I'd rather not say how :p). But, I'd have to admit to that I grew up with her songs. While watching this video, I remember how I'd know most of her songs word by word, like most of the ones in the this video, especially the ones towards the beginning (brings back memory, really). Again, I would like to admit that I was pretty much a big fan (haha, well who wasn't?at that time) I remember being in standard 6 till Form 5, and probably some of my IPBA and MacQ days, when I was really into her songs. My favourite would be Sometimes (I'm gonna listen to that one after this!haha:p) and a couple more like From the Bottom of My Broken Heart, Don't Let Me Be The Last to Know, Someday and Everytime (haha, yeah, I was already sentimental as a teenager.. :p). But yeah, and then things change, time passes and we forget about some great music that we used to like.haha. So, if you ever were a fan of Britney (at some point of your life) , well, enjoy this video! If you are, I am pretty sure that this video will make you reminisce. ;D She sure is amazing!!


 yup, this down here was definitely my favourite Britney song - "Sometimes"..haha ;D

p.s. sorry for being lame in this post :p

change.

If we keep on holding on to the past, we would never move forward.
But, if we take a look back and learn from the mistakes that we have made, insyaAllah it could help us become a better person.

I am a person who likes to reflect. Today, I am reminded of the wrongs that I have done, the part of me that I do not like. After a while, I finally understand it all. It all makes clear sense now. Some of times we are too young and stupid, thus letting the worse get best of us. It could definitely break you.

Too much thoughts sometimes result in not a single thoughtful thought at all. Sometimes we tend to do things that are just beyond of what we are supposed to do. We take the wrong step and we understand differently; saying the wrong things or doing the wrong actions.Thus creating a damage, either for them or for yourself.

As for that, starting from today onwards, I want to change to the better. I want to learn from all the mistakes that I have ever done. I know that I am not a perfect person. There are things that I wish I did not do or say. I sincerely apologize to anyone who has ever been involved in any way. I really want to mind the things that I do or say, which may hurt the people that I love the most if being said or done the wrong way.

I want to close those damaged doors.
And open a new one, with an open heart,
and mind.

Everyday I am learning from each thing that has happened. And this time I really mean it with all my heart.

InsyaAllah.
may You guide my way through..

the meaning.

what is there to life,
when it's all done,
and when the busy days have gone.
of what meaning does it brings,
when it has all been accomplished.
and,
are you happy
watching the days go by.
in every sound of the raindrop by the window,
or in the drop of the sun's ray each day.
and when it's all done
what meaning does it bring
does it make you whole
filling in the loops and holes,
and wiping off the tears that may fall.
or are just still
looking for the path to stroll on,
to dance, to run, to laugh on,
to love.

the wind

the wind that blows,
doesn't show its presence,
but,
you feel it.
it enters into those tiny little cracks,
of the wooden doors,
or the transparent windows.
 it sometimes slides through those ruffled blouses,
or those long flourishing dresses.
it gives a tingle every now and then.
just like the wind~
though you may want to hide it,fight it,
it just always,
stays,
right there.
everywhere you go..

miss.

amidst the rain that falls,
or in those journeys,
thousands of feet above the ground.
in between the aches that it may bring,
or when you reach the end of the road,
some things are always for sure.
it may be that rainbow,
that you'd always miss witnessing after a rain.
or a sunshine,
that you'd miss at night.
the stars you'd miss in the day,
or the moon,
that never brings dismay.

the cliff.

they told you not to stand too far on an edge of a cliff,
because as you do,
you may fall.
though you try to avoid,
you accidentally slip.
thus you fly in the open air,
struggling to find a grip.
but thankfully you had a parachute,
to bring you down safely.
nevertheless, you learned a lesson,
you'd never stand by a cliff again
and put yourself in danger.
and no matter how bright or glittery the other side is.
you'd never go there again.
ever.
so you'd hope for another better day.
tomorrow.
and seal all that ever was.
the end.

fade..

above the seas we dive for air,
a gasp of breath,
searching for at least an air to inhale.
the light has started to fade,
the glimpse of sparks is lost.
we start to drown a little,
but fight our way through,
a struggle.
losing grip of what we had had,
searching for a new branch to hold on to,
we'd still try to make it,
though all circumstances change.
we'd strive on..

stumble

there are many a times we stumble,
we go through a few slips,
here and there.
but that does not mean that we are unaware.
just that we lose a little self - control
causing us to go beyond what we should do.
but it does not matter
as we could start all over
keep on starting
and look for the beginning,
when you hit the end
the rock bottoms

reality.

and we'd walk as if we've never walked that road before.
or probably smile as if there never was a yesterday.
a clean slate,
we are born into.
we gather strength, joy,
everything we could.
we reconcile.
as if nothing has ever happened.
though in the depths of a heart,
it's as vibrant as could be.
but, in the name of the heart,
we'd pass this time around.

survey 2! :D

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
goodbye, honey! :)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be
i want to be out of here..

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
luckily no one!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy everything i ever wanted!! :)

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
i did but it was a wrong step!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved!

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
until it is a clear no.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
nothing.

9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
a blessed life :)

10. What takes you down the fastest?
lies!

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Gosh..this one's tough..

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
somethings are better left unsaid..let it just be kept in my heart..

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
no one tagged me for it.haha!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married and rich?  :D

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
look at the time!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
not exactly ALL

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Gosh...i'm bad at picking..i already made a wrong choice once..but i believe there is no jodoh and i believe that Allah knows best..He just wants us to learn, insyaAllah..:)

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive- yes. forget-no.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
if he's the bomb, why not ;P

suverys!

i remember back in 2007/2008.,.i used to like to do these kinda survey thingy back when i was in sydney...so today i was browsing at my feed and just felt like doing it again..and it's funny how some of my answers back then seem a bit childish..hehe..and i used short form spellings which i guess i don't quite tolerate these days..hehe....so here goes :

Hi, my name is: Norlisa Abdullah

but you can call me: Lisa/Lis (what my friends call me), Norli (what my family members call me)

Never in my life have I: ever gone on a hot air balloon ride. haha!

The one person who can drive me nuts is: you!

My high school is: MRSM Terendak (Form 4&5), Malacca Girl's High School (Form 3), SMK Taman Tasik Ampang (Form 1&2)

When I’m nervous: i fidget and my heart would beat faster than usual

The last song I listened to was: Adi Putra's Dia Untukku ('cause it was being played on the tv while am doing this)

If I were to get married right now it would be with: i have no idea, it's still God's mystery :)

My hair is: black.

When I was 4: i had one of the greatest years of my life in Pakistan, i wish i could repeat it once again :)..i really loved the schooling there..it was such a great experience that couldn't be replaced with money :)

Last Christmas: ermm..it was just another passing day, an insignificant one.

I should be: doing some work for tonight and tomorrow!! (i am procrastinating again!)

When I look down I see: a pillow and my handphone

The happiest recent event was: i'm taking too long to answer this, so i think i should just skip this one out!

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ : i want to be as hot as Rachel or Monica! haha :p

I have a hard time understanding: guys!

There are these girls: who i miss seeing and talking to!

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my mom.

I want to buy: a good perfume and handbag or shoes, but boy has it been long since I ever really shopped!!

Where do you plan to visit: the Bora-Bora Island. haha! (dream on!)

If you spent the night at my house: you could make yourself at home ;)

The world could do better without: people like you!

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: would some kuih count?haha

Most recent thing someone else bought me: lunch!haha

My middle name is: i have none!

In the morning I: i'd be at school!

Last night I was: sleeping like a log! longer than usual and i loved it! :)

There’s this guy I know who: i'm in the midst of forgetting.

If I was an animal I’d be a: bird 'cause i want to fly high! :)

A better name for me would be: nope, i love my name already. no need for change :)

Tomorrow I am: going to send my babies off for the PMR English Papers. Boy am i nervous about it!!

Tonight I am: going to meet them for final guidance

My birthday is: over for this year! :)

Blinded

Sun's shine widely spread,
How could we not feel the heat.
Moon's sparkle brightly lit,
How could we not feel a path brightened.
But sometimes
We pretend we don't feel the wind blowing,
Nor do we admit that the rain is falling heavily on a gray day.
We pretend we don't see the truth in the eyes,
At times we choose to be blinded.
We live in denial
Though we already know well enough
We are just so afraid of the unpleasing truth.

thou

a bright star shines among other millions of stars in the dark sky,
a single oak leaf grows amongst the other leaves on the oak tree,
a particle of sand sparks in the ocean of other particles of sand under the radiant sun,
unseen,
you camouflage,
you blend in,
and dissolve away.
you may think you are significant as the one and only bright sun,
lighting up all the planets in the solar system,
but truth is,
you're not.
just as one of the drops of dew,
admist the splash of water,
that's just what you may be.
nothing significant,
nor special.
not even close to what you think you may be.

of 27

Alhamdulillah..thank you Allah for the wonderful 27 years of breathing in this world..for enabling me to witness and experience many things in life that help me grow to become a better person..may these years ahead be filled with Your blessings and may i be a better person,inside out. i think it is about time i say goodbye to a few things and start fresh. may Allah guide my way through. life is definitely like a wheel, it keeps on spinning..at times you are on top of the world, but at other times you are nothing..but i believe Allah always has beautiful,unexpected, better plans for you .Amin..InsyaAllah.. :)

Justin Timberlake - Mirrors :)

"the vacancy that sat in my heart, is a space, that now you hold,"

the wrap-up

for as long as we gaze at the beautiful shiny stars,
and for the times we stare deep into that bright sunshine,
that's when our eyes wear out.
of the the utterly hot blazing sun.
and the missing stars in the dark sky.
in a minute we be lost in the darkness.
but after a while we find our way,
we no longer gaze at the vibrant sunshine,
nor do we be fond of the glittery stars.
we don't wait for those colourful rainbow after a rain,
those drops of dew by the morning glory,
we don't wait no more,
as waiting for the red rose to bloom.
but,
what we do is,
we'd close the chapter
and climb to the next.
that's all for now,
thank you.
you haven't been too kind.

breathe easy

thanks for leaving,
you made things easier for me.

hate

i hated you since that very day.
i hated every thing about you.

but most of all,

i just hate how i just can't seem to hate you,
not a single bit,
not even at all.

go.

don't walk,
if you have to stop.
don't speak,
if you can't be true.
don't come,
if you have to go.
don't stay,
if you have to leave.

Treasure

Only the dark skies would understand how shiny the bright stars are.
Only the deep waters would witness how beautiful the coral reefs are.
Let the rain feel how heartwarming a rainbow could be.
And if only just the bright sky could feel the warmth of the sun;the serenity of the white clouds,
Then let it just be that way.
For be it that only the beauty of nature,
And only He would understand what is felt.
By the heart.

Wish

If i were given one wish, it would be, i want to stay young forever. Haha. I know it may sound a little silly or stupid. But yeah, i would wish for this if i had a chance. If i were to dive in a fountain of youth, i'd do that. It's just that, growing older could sound a little bit creepy, especially when you're doing it alone. Things also get a little more serious when your age increases. Circle of friends become smaller, until you could barely count with your hands as there hardly is anyone left. Hectic lives make us all busy. Everyone starts a new life as they grow older, leaving everything else behind. This transition could sometimes be overwhelming, but, you'll cope eventually. I could hardly remember the last time i watched a good movie with a good friend. Time flies so fast, sometimes i could barely catch up. My surroundings start to change, but i feel the same. People around me progress to another level, but i still feel that i'm at the same spot. Not that i don't try to get out of it. I do try, but perhaps maybe my time hasn't come yet. I believe God knows what is best for me.

Growing up is sometimes no fun when you are doing it all alone. But i guess it is a circle of life, sometimes you're on top, sometimes you're at the bottom. But the bottom line is, you've gotta keep up. Keep on holding on and have faith in Him. If you feel you are hitting rock bottoms, the least you could do is feel grateful to still be given a chance to breathe in this world. Love your life, see the best out of it. You may think this may not be your sunny day, but fret not, Allah has better plans for you. Believe that :)

:'(...Astaghfirullah..

Juz 24 [Quranic Gems] | QuranWeekly

Stay

Though many a time you'd close the opened the door,
It keeps reopening each time.
And even though you'd vanish it in thin air,
It'd appear each time..
No matter how hard you try to hide it in the deep blue oceans,
It shows in each sparkle of the sun.
It stays there each time.
There's nothing you could do to make it disappear..

Break

How long shall it take to fall, to finally rise and stand up again?
How long shall you hear the thunder, till you'd know that the rain would fall?
And how long does it take to break, to finally put the pieces back together?

the dot

a thousand steps wouldn't take you there,
nor would a thousand miles.
should the path never lead your way,
you shall just give it a halt,
and turn the other way.
though knowing that it may not be easy,
as you may need to weather the horrid storm,
but, you'd just have to let it slide.
because, a way to overcome your fears is,
to actually face it.
Just let it go.

walk ahead

when the skies, they're dark,
when the stars, they disappear,
and when the tides, they wash away,
the sandcastles built, the're ready to fall.
and the wind, they're about to blow.
giving a chill in the spine.
you're out all alone in the wild,
the cold.
there's nothing to spare,
nor a bough to grasp.
thus all that's for you to do,
is to inhale, exhale,
get a calm.
let it all pass.
and flipover a new page.
cause you've got nothing to lose,
just yet.
if you're already ready to walk forward,
there's no more turning back.

hello, august

would tomorrow still be the same as today?
where all is merry,
and as gray as can be.
or would the wind play a different symphony,
a melodious wave in the oceans.
and if tomorrow was all we had,
would today be a little different than how it seems?
given seconds, days, years,
we'd still be strolling down those same,
vibrant, yellowish-green meadows,
as it'd bring a merry to the heart.
a silent melody that only we know.

Heartbeat

it's every air you breathe,
it's every beat of the heart,
it's every view of the eye,
it's every melody heard.
tell me how could it be free,
as forever it may seem.

Surah Al-Baqarah Ayat 285-286....Astaghfirullah..:')

286. Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya. Ia mendapat pahala kebaikan yang di usahakannya, dan ia juga menanggung dosa kejahatan yang diusahakannya. (Mereka berdo’a dengan berkata): “Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami terlupa atau kami tersalah. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya. Dan ma’afkanlah kesalahan kami, serta ampunkanlah dosa kami, dan berilah rahmat kepada kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami; oleh itu, tolonglah kami untuk mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum-kaum yang kafir”.

Surah Al-Baqarah (Ayat 285-286)

 

Translation : 

 

Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people."

Sail

Let it wash away with the wind,
Let it sail in the seven seas,
As the sandcastles don't quite stand,
The waters, they wash them away,
But nevertheless,
Here, you still stand
It shan't bring you down.

goodnight. :)

sometimes,
we'd just have to choose not to care,
because if we'd do,
we'd get hurt in the end.
care is broad.
either among events, situations, students, loved ones, friends,
the list goes on.
so,
just take a deep breath,
and stop caring for a while.
goodnight everyone.
i love you all (dr.sofi, 2005)
need some more postitive vibes in this blog of mine.
:)

nevertheless, Alhamdulillah..thank you Allah.

my lesson for today is :

1. sometimes you get the unexpected.

2. always believe in yourself.do not degrade yourself like you normally do.

3. don't hope too much or be certain or confident of something that you did not get yet, because when you don't actually get it, or when the truth is revealed, you will get disappointed.

4. always believe that Allah will always help you in hard times and if you work hard for it.don't lose hope,have faith.

5. always be grateful with what you have.

nevertheless, Alhamdulillah, weekly trips are worthwhile..in times when you feel like giving up, keep holding on..He is always there to give you guidance..in times when you feel like you are doing something crazy and all alone, this is when you could give a little sigh of relief..though it could definitely be further improved, it could also be a little booster..insyaAllah..keep on walking on the solid ground..don't keep your foot up in the air..take a little step at a time..insyaAllah :)

Ramadhan

for all the words, unsaid,
for all the actions, undone,
for all the steps, untaken,
i'd like to apologize from the bottom of my heart,
to repent,
and take the other path,
back to square one.
have a great Ramadhan.
may Allah guide our way to the right path..

elsewhere.

unfold a mystery,
walk a mile.
thread the rivers,
soar up a mountain.
should the suns never turn yellow,
you'd always have a stepping ground.

hello july!

spring,
the sunflower waving its yellow petals,
inviting,
a warmth.
its fresh scent,
rejuvenating,
making a new way.
as we need not a weather forecast,
for the vibrant sun will come out anyway.

breathe

slips,
stutter,
stumble,
fall,
spil.
we all have a bit of that every once in a while.
but what we could do is to rise, stand, soar, waltz,
and breathe a new air.

Sealed

Crystal clear,
You can see the light.
Vibrant, radiant,
No covered sheild.
Locked,
With secret numbers,
There's no twists or turns,
That'd get you back to square one,
As you close the door,
And inhale a new air,
Therefore exhaling the remnants,
Of yesterday,
Today.

the star

The cycle of the sun to the moon seems easy,
In the broad daylight,
The glorious blazing sun makes an entrances,
Brighten up the world and everything in it..
As a smile lighting up dark paths.
And as the day descends,
Comes dark skies,
And sparkling stars decorate the skies afar,
A flashlight of a night's view.
Creating shadows of a lit path.
As simple as how it may sound,
The cycle repeats.
But life isn't like that,
nor is it always as bright.
there may be bumpy roads.

Lie

We can't lie.
We said it wouldn't matter,
But it does.
We said we could live without,
But we can't.
We said we'd be strong,
But we're weak.
We said we'd move forward,
But we made a turn.

The wind

It's like the wind,
You can't see it coming,
But you could just feel it.
It's like air you breathe,
You don't realize it's there,
But you just actually need it.
It's like the silhouette of the wind,
It will just be there,
Before you even know it.
You could feel it,
You could not steer clear of it,
It will just,
Always be there.

the one from blake&christina :)

one more stupid love song, and i'm ready,
to flip the page.
and move on.
and to lock that one door,
because,
i am done.

here's the one from christina and blake , enjoy :)

Mess.

Today is a bad day.
I'm really not proud of what I did. I could do better than that.
I really disappointed myself today.:(
I hope it it won't ever happen again,
It can't..

a flash.

of neglected actions,
of words unappreciated,
of lost of touch,
the melody just passes by.
the season of spring comes back,
roses as red, daisies as yellow,
dazzling in the wind,
but only to send its fragrance,
just the beauty of its scent,
in a flash.

Miss.

Most of time i'd be good and great,
But at other times i'd just,
miss you.
I hope you are well,
Wherever you are.

Dark Stars

Often we'd search for a spark of light,
From the stars in a dark sky.
Grasping to the shine,
Holding on to it,
As to a hope.
But when the stars light off,
The skies become dark,
You struggle your way out.
And as the shines are gone,
You take a moment to waltz on the ground once again,
Letting go of that grasp of light,
Starting over as a blank slate,
Erasing the remnants of them sparks,
As in the darkness of the night skies,
You search your way through.

The Drive.

Keep on shining like the stars in the sky.
You may mean nothing to some,
But to some others,
You mean the world.
And if you have been brave enough to face your fears,
You will be ready to take on this world,
Without.

You could do this.

A step at a time,
Or whatever that it takes,
You'll get there..
:)

shield

do not believe every smile,
do not engage in every word,
as they may actually be said or done,
just as a shield,
of what actually lies deep within,
the heart.
as we are all actors in some way,
within this stage called life.

crystal clear

as clear as crystal,
you could finally see the light.
dark tunnels suddenly becomes bright.
you put a lock to one journey,
and you start another.
free of silloutte paths,
all brand new.

rose.

given seconds,
minutes,
hours,
days,
weeks,
months,
or even..
years,
it will always stay the same,
blossoms as the blooming roses.
and grows taller than
the tallest trees
of the rainforests..
unbreakable.

Eternity

The sun, can't stop from shining,
The rose, can't stop from blooming,
The wind, can't stop from pouring,
The leaves, can't stop from falling,
A heart, couldn't stop from beating,
Who am I kidding,
I just couldn't lie

sunshine

every time i feel like giving up,
i flip that one single page,
again.
and like butterflies,
it flip-flops,
turns into a smile.
vibrant like a red rose,
bright like mesmerizing sunshine,
smooth like a flowing river,
just like that,
you're back to square one.
a magnet, a remedy,
a never-ending sail.

:)

solid grounds

ever wondered on time wasted?
on words unsaid,
actions undone.
on thoughts, too much a burden,
on feelings, too little an account.
thus sway freely on those meadows and prairies.
let your wings bring you where it will.
for we need not another feeling of anxiety,
that practically brings you
no-where.

bolts.

love.
sometimes.
it isn't really a great feeling.
at times,
it hits you deep within.
creates an electric bolt.
gives a sore.
and sometimes you have to let it go.
give it a halt.
focus on other things you've forgotten,
reconcile on lost paths.
and empty hearts and empty souls.
for only He is the one you should always turn to.

masterpiece

you sketch your own masterpiece,
emerald-green grass carpet,
pink-hued velvet skies,
yellowish-orangy sun.
white doves soaring in the breezy wind,
fluffy clouds create a serenity,
a spark of rainbow to perfect the picture.
you create your own wonder.
you're also the one who paints them off,
erasing them with a hint of white paint.
you create your own tracks
with the brush in your hands.

breeze

floating feather,
flowing river.
fragile,
beating for a while.
effortless and falling flat,
a sucker for that.

autumn leaves falling down, like pieces into place :)

blind

often we choose to be blind,
our eyes could see, but we pretend we don't.
our hearts could feel, but we pretend it doesn't.
our minds could think, but we pretend it can't.
we don't want to believe as such,
so we let our world be blinded by it.
thus, open our eyes, minds and hearts.
don't let it blind you no more.
see it through those dazzling eyes.
it's crystal clear.

subtle.

subtle,
refined,
perfect,
sweet,
well-put,
you nearly smiled.
subtleties,
blurring impossibilities,
vague impostures.
like a wind,
smooth breeze,
the comfort,
it tingles at your neck.
you nearly did not realize,
the glass it breaks,
the pouring rain,
like a knock on the window pane.

starlight

pens have ran out of ink,
leaves have dried,
flowers have stopped blossoming,
road has reached a dead-end,
rain has stopped pouring,
the sky has become bright,
time to begin a journey.

the rhythm

more than the white sands by the ocean,
brighter than sunshine,
deeper than the seven seas,
beyond what words could ever portray,
that's just how it is~
that rhythm.
but what more could be done,
no words could just say.

the grasp

this rope you grip,
to climb the mountain,
you soar high and above,
reaching the skies afar.
at times you don't have a grasp anymore,
you let it go,
you fall.
but at other times,
you hold on to it,
as you witness,
a beautiful meadow,
on the peak,
of the mountain.
but most of the time,
you'd slide down the narrow slopes.
you'd swim in the oceans beneath
instead.
you dive into a world,
of another.
as you say goodbye.
and even if it's greater than the ocean's depth;
brighter than any skies could be,
you'd still let it soar,
away.
as you have no will power
left.

constructed lines

waste no longer another minute,
think no more another thought,
walk no further another step,
as a waltz of a halt is all that it takes.
between the lines of constructed verses,
lies a meaning, an understanding,
as clear as crystal.

the moon

Feathers floating in the air,
 Lightly swaying in the delicate wind..
Autumn leaves falling on the solid ground,
Waltzing in the crisp of the breeze.
 Moonlit skies,
Brightening the paths of a walk.
 The cycle of the morning starts,
 With the break of a dawn.
Longing for another moon and star in the sky,
Thus awaits for the moonlit paths again.
Of a night-to-day cycle.

secret garden

I'd climb the mountains for you,
But I may not reach you up there.
 I'd dive the oceans for you,
But you may make me drown.
 I'd paint a melody for you on the skies,
As soothing as it would be for your vision and hearing.
I'd tell you all of my heart's contents;
And show you what it is feeling.
But I couldn't do that just yet.
This journey is yet, thus far.
Lead my way through.

:)

everlasting.

every time,
everyday
and every second,
blossoming,
never fading.
it's like the air i breathe..
in each silhouette of thoughts
in the heart and mind. 

the melody..

Breaks like glass,
Swiped away by the wind.
Crushes into dusts,
Fading away.
This path we take,
I don't know where it goes.
This feeling of mine,
Tingles like a bell.
Picking up the pieces,
And stand up once again.

close

Close,
To the heart,
Every heartbeat,
Each moment,
How could I ever erase.
It's like a mesmerizing painting,
Beyond what words could ever say.
It's unexplainable,
That feeling.

stutter

If only you could see through my eyes,
You'll see a mirage;an image,each moment.
If only you could feel through my heart,
You'll feel the warmth;the blossom,each time.
An everlasting sunshine
,Appearing each day,
And like the stars that sparkle,
Each and every night,
Never ending.
But I guess you'll never see through my eyes, nor feel through my heart..
Perhaps..you'll never know.

run

Spread those sparkling glitters,
Then fade.
Shine those metal bars,
Then rust.
Waltz up those breathtaking meadows,
Then run
away.
Leaving you in a state of wonder.
Words too little to say how great.

blossoms

Fire still burning,
You could feel the heat.
Flowers still blossoming,
You feel the merry.
Stars still shining,
You could see the sparkle.
Lips still drawing a smile,
In a  few heartbeats.
I'm not sure if i could ever make the fire fade.

turbulent storm

Don't stand too long,
When your feet can't take it no longer.
Don't stand too long in the sun,
As your skin, it may damage.
Don't walk in the turbulent storm,
You may be in danger.
Don't stare at the dark skies too long,
As the stars,
It may hit you deep.
Don't go against nature,
Or what is.
For when the stars has lost its shine,
And when the rainbow has faded,
That's when we begin again.
Because we know there's no saving grace.

red.

The rain has stopped,
The sky is bright,
It's a perfect day to start the journey.
The stars has gone,
The sky is dark,
It's time for the day to end.
It's a life cycle,
You walk when you could,
You stop when it's time,
Like when the traffic light has turned red.
There's no more turning back.
You don't be stupid more than twice.

dive away

I'm sorry I'm not a perfect person,

I do stupid things.

I stumble,

I fall,

I cry,

I get hurt,

I hope for a shooting star,

Though when its sight is out of view;

Out of reach.

I keep holding on to broken strings-a grip, a grasp.

But now I know it's time to let it go.

Dive into a new world out there.

fall.

Even leaves fall in the autumn,
Their colour fade -
 from green to an orangy yellowish red hue.
Snow in the winter will be wiped away by the blazing sun,
Chilly wind changes into warm cooling breeze.
Seasons change, they don't last forever.
But as for green evergreen trees,
They don't change colours,
No matter what season comes in the way.
As that feeling in the heart,
It stays the same.

paths

Swaying daffodils,
Creating a scent.
Lilypads streaming down the lakes,
Beautiful at a glance.
Morning glory,
Amidst of an early dew.
Sunflowers' petals,
A bright sun-shiny feeling,
Red blooming roses,
A rosy feeling,
As merry as a heart can be,
Though wreckless paths it'd be.